don't go away yet

indie oc, selective, mutuals only

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resting his chin atop their head, he yawns again, before shutting his eyes, giving his significant other a gentle squeeze.

“and me, the big gay.” he chuckled, before shrugging. “i was cloudwatching after work, and then i passed the fuck out on the grass. it’s damp. it’s so gross. but i had a dream where i had chinese takeaway, so we’re getting takeaway. right now.”

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“Big gay, biggest gay, even if you’re only taller than me by maybe an inch.” They were already laughing to themselves, wiggling away a little so they could look at their boyfriends face. “Honestly I’m not even surprised that is exactly the type of thing I would expect you to do.” Another small snort of laughter left them for a moment, “Okay, okay we’ll go get takeaway, I’ll pay.”

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@ikanxide continued from x

“that’s my problem.” key spoke, a tearful choke in his voice. “you didn’t tell me people were giving you shit. you.. i- we’re meant to trust each other. we’re-.. i love you, okay? i love you so damn much and–” he paused, scrubbed at his eyes, not caring about his smudged eyeliner.

“i’m not letting them get away with this. i’m not. i’m not. i’m not letting them hurt you and laugh about it. i’m not letting it fucking happen. i-i swear to god, i’ll shove them head first into the fucking bin, i’ll fucking pun-pun..ch.. their stupid fucking- their..”

he stumbled over to lyre, hesitantly kneeling beside them and placing a hand on their shoulder.

“i n-need this to stop.”

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“I-I know....I know that.....I-I’m sorry I just...I know you want to help I know you do you know I just....you know how I’m too scared to ask for help for...anything. ....I love you too....I really do I love you and it’s why I didn’t want you involved I....I didn’t want you to worry but I fucked it up like I usually do.”

They were forcing back tears already, breathing shaky as they glanced over at him again, fingers curling into the fabric of their shirts slightly. “P-Please just...d-don’t get worked up I-I-I....I..please don’t...just...I-I know you want it to stop I know...I-I want it to stop too I-I..”

“....I-I-I’m sorry Key.....I-I’m so sorry...I’m so so-sorry...”

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“No one messes with you and gets away with it.” (key, the vengeful fuck)

“.......” Dark brown hues would slowly glance over to the source of the voice, head lifting off the table slightly to look at Key.

“I didn’t want you to learn about it....I was going to handle it after I....found a way to explain why I was getting harassed to my parents....” They sighed again, hiding their face in their arms. “....I didn’t want you to get involved and get hurt or something...”

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sentence starters: protective edition.

“Don’t let them talk to you that way.”

“I get so angry whenever I hear them talking about you… you don’t deserve it.”

“You could have been killed!”

“What were you thinking?!?”

“Are you alright?! Do you need anything?”

“I can’t leave you here alone.”

“I don’t want to lose you.”

“If they lay a finger on you, I swear I’ll kill them.”

“I’ll protect you with my life.”

“I’ll never leave your side. Not until we can ensure your safety.”

“Who did this to you?!”

“No one messes with you and gets away with it.”

“I’ve got you, don’t worry.”

“Come on, tell me what happened.”

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he opens his eyes when the contact is made, yawns, and grabs them by the shoulders.

“gay.” he says, a sleepy note in his voice as he uses them to pull himself up, and hug them.

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They were a little startled by the sudden grab, a squeak escaping them for a moment before it quickly turned into laughter. “Yup! That’s me, the tiny gay.” The hug was quickly returned, Lyre’s face nuzzling itself agains his shoulder. “What were you doing sleeping out here?”

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don’t mind him, just dozing on the public grass. the sunset makes him look.. peaceful. shouldn’t he be getting up soon..?

[ikanxide-blog]

They’re leaning over him, where did they come from who knows but now they’re leaning over him aaaand-

“Boop.” They just poke his nose, amazing.

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@rottenwxnderland Faythe wasn’t feeling too good so I decided to doodle a little something to help boost moral!  Hope you like it Faythe!

Edit: When you space out and spell your friends ocs name wrong, I’ve sinned forgive me

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@rottenwxnderland Faythe wasn’t feeling too good so I decided to doodle a little something to help boost moral!  Hope you like it Faythe!

Edit: When you space out and spell your friends ocs name wrong, I’ve sinned forgive me

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starter call

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“Honestly if I worked in retail I would....probably be an asshole just, ‘Oh do you work here?’ as I’m wearing the uniform, ‘No I just wear this for fun, I’m an enthusiast y’see...” 

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-puts this here because i have nowhere else to put it- But yes my friend Erica (IDK WHICH BLOG TO TAG YOU HAVE TOO MANY MANG) helped me design my guro boy-lolita kid and his name is Kaoru and he’s gross but I love him anyways.

[inhalcyon]

tuesday the 21st of june, 2016, 1:23am

dear diary,

it’s still misogynistic to ban female muses because your “character is gay,” and it’s still misogynistic to force the muns of female muses to specifically go into your inbox and tell you that they don’t want to ship with you. it’s still misogynistic to assume that every female muse is going to be after your ain’t shit male muse’s dick just because they’re female. it’s still misogynistic to single female muses out as thirsty when you’re dead-ass the one sitting here banning an entire gender because you only want to ship

it’s ok to only want to ship, btw. it’s ok to run your rp blog as solely ship-based.

it’s not ok to ban female muses. it’s not ok to cover it up with a “IF you jump through 3 flaming hoops into my ask box, i’ll grant you the privilege of having a thread with me lmao!”

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“Mmmmh.....” They’re sulking, sulking and throwing nearby rocks. That’s not the best idea is it Lyre, you could probably hit someone.

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“Sometimes I ask myself, ‘why are people so bitter?’, and then I remember that I am like a human espresso sometimes.”

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Could you please like or reblog this if you’re alright with interacting with an independent, talkative, kinda nervous, self insert OC? Thank you!