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The holidays are wonderful, I get to go through one of the worst times in my life and spend more time than ever alone and have 3 week gaps between even seeing my therapist!!

Most days it doesn’t consume my thoughts, but especially when I drive near or through my alley I can’t help but think of my ex. And be reminded of the $30,000 truck he bought a month after the breakup. He has tens of thousands of dollars altogether in student loan and credit card debt. He was always saying his paychecks disappeared immediately and that he couldn’t afford another monthly bill. He makes over six figures and it all disappears that fast? Where did you get the money for this brand spanking new truck? My therapist was right, I think I dodged a much bigger bullet than I initially realized. Anyways one of the first things that came up when I googled it is that there’s a major recall for his year and model lol.

#I have enough of my own school debts to payyyyy #I don’t need a partner making upper middle class salary and is still somehow financially insecure

When you’re talking with your ex for the first time in weeks about everything that happened and if there’s a repairable future and your paramedic ass sees a bruise in the antecubital fossa and has to ask what he got his blood drawn for lol

I guess I’ll just fuck myself!!! Useless talentless piece of shit!!!