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[ilanrel]

#𝑰𝑳𝑨𝑵𝑹𝑬𝑳 independent && selective dragon age original character. written by deer. mature themes present ( excluding smut ). tl;dr bio under cut. blogroll @elthorn

𓃮 𓃮 𓃮 𓃮 𓃮 𓃮 𓃮 𓃮

𝐝𝐨𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐞𝐫 | 𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐬 | 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐧𝐬

A dalish elf from a clan only known from old wife tales, living in complete isolation from the rest of the world in the planasene forest. he comes from a long line of shape changers, fen'harel worshippers and magic users. in his clan, instead of earning vallaslin as their coming of age ceremony the young adults head into the forest to meditate; connecting with the spirits of the forest and bonding with them. ilanrel's soul leaned heavily towards fire magic and the wildness of the element corrupted the spirit of the tiger he bonded with. he lost control on his 18th winter, becoming what his clan spoke of as a "flame creature" or "burning beast" and in his rampage he burned down their ancient ritual site. the clan cast him out, for he was CURSED. a danger to their peaceful ways, and so he left to travel on his own and has been doing so ever since.

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@ilanrel: you know, when i was a kid, i would have given anything to be exactly like everybody else. / for hyde <3 from ilanrel

Hyde just smiled at Ilanrel for a moment, swaying a bit back and forth as he hummed an unfamiliar tune. "I-I think- uhm- I think I can sorta understand that feeling. S-sometimes," Hyde admitted a little sadly as he wrung his hands anxiously.

"S-Sometimes I uh- I used to I mean, wish I could uh- talk like other people or uh... not make them as u-uncomfortable as I do," he stammered out with an awkward grin and a slightly anxious titter. "But uhm- I think now I uh... I think I like how I am?"

"What I mean is! uhm! I understand the feeling, but uh. I like you as you! Cause if you weren't you, you'd be- uh- someone else. And that someone else m-might not be my friend," He clarified, flailing his hands around as he realized he was rambling slightly. "Does that uh- does that make sense?"

[ilanrel]

there is a fondness to the smile which brightens ilanrel's usually stern features, the corners of his lips curling upwards && accentuating his feline look. hyde has always been gentle && genuine, perhaps that is what draws ilanrel to him. ❛ yes, it does, ❜ the elf chortles quietly, the sound rumbling within his chest. ❛ && you are my friend, too. ❜

[ilanrel]

❰❰ SAVE ❱❱ sender saves receiver’s life // lbr this is how she would meet someone deemed too dangerous to stay with their clan, leave it to her to save someone who can totally save themself.

physical prompts

despite having been alone for so long, away from his clan && their beliefs, their teachings, ilanrel remains true to many of them. as such his WARINESS around those not of the people is profound, ever present. it has never failed him. the shem'len are selfish, cruel, everything in this world they see as THEIRS to conquer && own. especially power. so when they came to him, weapons drawn && mockery upon their tongues, he did not hesitate to strike. unfortunately they also seem to come in droves the tens that he kill are not ENOUGH. they keep coming, relentless, driving ilanrel to the point of exhaustion. his body sizzles, steam hissing from his skin as he stumbles back against a tree ; his flames weak && unfocused. the glint of heavy steel momentarily blinds him, a hand rising defensively to grab the blade before it strikes. it is fortunate that he wears steel links upon his palm, the blade sinks into his FLESH but does not cut entirely through. blood drips down his quivering arm, his feline features twisting in rage as his control threatens to waver. if he does that. . . he cannot guarantee he will not cause damage to the forest. but its that or he allows himself to be caught. he's out of options or. . . so he believes, until the deadly weight of the blade against his hand is suddenly GONE && his attackers begin to scatter. breaths are ragged && quick, his body leaning heavily against the tree for support as his striking gaze finds. . . an elf. he stares at her for a long time, cautious yet not in the same manner as he had been to the shem. perhaps it is his weakened state which makes him a little less trusting than usual, if at all possible, but this woman saved his life. for that he is grateful. ❛ . . .ma serannas. ❜

@keepslore

[ilanrel]

❰❰ PIN ❱❱ sender pins receiver during a fight/training. + reverse so ren is being pinned during a fight/training.

physical prompts

ilanrel does not take kindly to those who pry their nose where it does not belong. he came to this forest for solitude, for PEACE && QUIET a space free from the scrutiny of others. he does not know this man's intentions, but he has felt his presence one too many times for it to be a COINCIDENCE.

the beast's hackles raise, fur bristling on end as the f l a m e s begin to lick at his maw and feet. It is almost instantaneous, the way such a large creature whips around and pounces at incredible speeds through the undergrowth. large, scalding paws make contact with the broad shoulders of his quarry, forcing the stranger onto his back upon the ground. the creature's maw parts, large teeth bared as a deafening roar is bellowed right into his face. his breath is hot, too hot, and his claws dig threateningly into armour.

❛ who are you ?? ❜ the voice seems to echo around them through the trees ; gruff and unwelcoming.

@oflynaeh

[thirdity]

“The need to belong is not just a product of weakness and a need to join forces with something or someone stronger than myself. Often the intense desire to belong has its roots in my own strength — I want to belong so that my strength doesn’t prove to be pointless, but can be used to shore up another person or thing.”

— Clarice Lispector, Too Much of Life

[marichive]

An Extremely Self-Indulgent Meme

Physical prompts based around some of my favorite tropes / physical actions in threads. Send this   + reverse   to change which muse does which action.

tw for implied violence in some

❰❰ PIN ❱❱ sender pins receiver during a fight/training

❰❰ HURT ❱❱ sender is hurt protecting receiver

❰❰ CARRY ❱❱ sender carries receiver bridal style

❰❰ LIFT ❱❱ sender carries receiver over their shoulder

❰❰ MEDIC ❱❱ sender bandages receiver’s wounds

❰❰ SUPPORT ❱❱ sender comforts receiver after a loss / traumatic event

❰❰ THREAT ❱❱ sender holds a weapon up to receiver as a threat

❰❰ SAVE ❱❱ sender saves receiver’s life

❰❰ CRY ❱❱ sender cries in front of receiver

❰❰ DANCE ❱❱ sender invites receiver to slow dance

❰❰ HAND KISS ❱❱ sender kisses receiver on the hand or wrist

❰❰ CHEEK KISS ❱❱ sender kisses receiver on the cheek

❰❰ HEAD KISS ❱❱ sender kisses receiver on the forehead

❰❰ EMBRACE ❱❱ sender embraces receiver

❰❰ HANDS ❱❱ sender’s fingers graze the receiver’s fingers

❰❰ CUDDLE ❱❱ our muses cuddle

❰❰ BED ❱❱ our muses share a bed

❰❰ BRUSH ❱❱ sender plays with / brushes receiver’s hair

❰❰ GAZE ❱❱ our muses make extended eye contact

❰❰ ALMOST ❱❱ our muses almost kiss but don’t or are interrupted before they do

❰❰ ARGUE ❱❱ sender ends an argument with receiver with a kiss

❰❰ ARM ❱❱ sender puts their arm around receiver

❰❰ PULL ❱❱ sender pulls receiver close to them

❰❰ BACK ❱❱ sender touches receiver on the back

❰❰ SHOULDER ❱❱ sender touches receiver on the shoulder

❰❰ LEAN ❱❱ sender leans against receiver

❰❰ CARESS ❱❱ sender caresses the receiver’s cheek

❰❰ HAIR ❱❱ sender pushes receiver’s hair away from their face

❰❰ TILT ❱❱ sender tilts the receiver’s chin with their hand

❰❰ CHIN ❱❱ sender tilts the receiver’s chin with their weapon

❰❰ LEG ❱❱ sender’s leg touches the receiver’s leg under the table

❰❰ FOOD ❱❱ sender feeds the receiver

❰❰ WALL ❱❱ sender pushes the receiver against a wall

❰❰ FREE ❱❱ sender frees the receiver from restraints

❰❰ TACKLE ❱❱ sender hugs the receiver so hard they almost fall over / do fall over

❰❰ DYING ❱❱ sender finds the receiver near death

❰❰ PANIC ❱❱ sender comforts the receiver as they have a panic attack or get overstimulated

[unpr0mpted]

blood, blood, gallons of the stuff ! a collection of icky, bloody prompts for those who like to choose violence. actions are reversible. general warning for blood, violence, murder, death.

𝚂𝙿𝙾𝙺𝙴𝙽 :

" that's a lot of blood. "

" it isn't mine. "

" what did you do ? "

[ sigh ] " what did you do ? "

" come on. have a taste. "

" holy shit, are you okay ? "

" it looks worse than it feels. "

" you should see the other guy. "

" it's a good look on you. you should get covered in blood more often. "

" lean on me. "

" oh my god. oh my god, oh my god, what the fuck ? is that what i fucking think it is ? "

" . . . gross. "

[ standing over a body ] " oops. "

" is that a fucking body ? "

" look, i'm sorry, okay ? "

" what the hell happened ? "

" before you say anything, it wasn't me. "

" at least it wasn't me this time. "

" look at me. this is who i am, no matter how much you pretend it isn't. "

" look at me. this is who i am, no matter how much you wish it wasn't. "

" i'm not scared of you. "

" you don't scare me. "

" shut up and let me help you. "

" i got your shirt all bloody. "

" let's get you cleaned up. "

" that looks like it hurts. "

" i'm fine, just. . . give me a minute. "

" we are so fucked. "

" what the fuck is wrong with you ? "

" are you gonna help me clean it up or not ? "

" the fucker deserved it. "

" red looks good on you. "

" what the hell did you do ; tap - dance all over the body with ice - skates ? "

" what, did you run over the body with your car a couple times after ? "

" i. . . i didn't mean to. . . "

" sorry. fuck, i'm sorry. "

" this isn't what it looks like. "

" it was an accident. "

" motherfucker ran right into my knife, i swear. "

" people need to look both ways before crossing. . . bullets. "

" would you believe me if i said wrong place, wrong time ? "

" hey, look at me. i don't care. are you okay ? "

" they deserved it, right ? please tell me they deserved it. "

" you're bleeding. "

" what the fuck happened to you ? "

" you're getting blood on the carpet. "

" sit down before you fall down. "

" that looks like a you problem. "

𝚄𝙽𝚂𝙿𝙾𝙺𝙴𝙽 :

sender spits out a mouthful of blood at receiver's feet

sender spits out a mouthful of blood on receiver

receiver finds sender covered in blood

sender tries desperately to stop receiver's bleeding

sender helps receiver clean up after a kill

sender wipes blood from receiver's face with a washcloth

sender wipes blood from receiver's face with their thumb

sender licks receiver's blood off a knife

sender licks receiver's blood off their thumb

sender lights up a cigarette a foot away from someone they killed before offering one to receiver

receiver finds sender stood over a body

sender stitches up receiver's wound [ optional wound placement ]

sender digs their finger into receiver's wound [ optional wound placement ]

sender frantically checks receiver for injuries under all the blood

sender guides receiver's bloody hands under a faucet / water source and begins washing them clean

sender bites receiver hard enough to draw blood

sender tilts receiver's head back to staunch a nosebleed

sender draws a smiley face out of the blood they spilled :)

receiver finds sender cleaning up a kill in a daze

sender looks receiver in the eye as they shoot / stab / kill someone

sender ruffles receiver's hair, getting blood all over their hand

sender gets some of receiver's blood on them and makes a face

sender flicks blood at receiver to annoy them

sender stomps in a pool of blood to splash it on receiver

sender slips in their victim's blood but receiver steadies them before they can fall

sender steadies receiver when they slip in the blood sender spilled

receiver comes home to sender covered in blood and waiting for them with all the lights off

sender spits out a tooth and it hits receiver

sender tries to wipe blood off receiver but the blood on their hands just makes it worse

sender takes an injury meant for receiver

sender shows up on receiver's doorstep covered in blood

sender sits down quietly next to receiver after receiver kills someone

sender punches receiver in the mouth

receiver watches sender lick the blood off their fingers like its cheeto dust

sender helps receiver bury a body

sender hugs receiver just to get their victim's blood all over them <3

sender hugs receiver just to get their blood all over them <3

sender leans on receiver for support

sender kills someone to protect receiver

receiver finds sender in a frenzy maiming a body after they've already killed it

sender kills someone and the blood spatters on receiver

receiver finds sender desperately trying to wash the blood off of themself

sender kisses receiver to taste the blood on their busted lip

sender shoots / stabs receiver non - fatally as a warning

[ilanrel]

𝒃𝒆𝒘𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒃𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒍𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒔 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒃𝒍𝒂𝒛𝒆 𓃮 𓃮 𓃮 𓃮 𓃮 𓃮 𓃮 𓃮 𓃮 𓃮 𓃮 𓃮 𓃮 𓃮 𓃮 𓃮 𓃮 𓃮 𓃮 𓃮 #𝑰𝑳𝑨𝑵𝑹𝑬𝑳 independent && selective dragon age original character. written by deer.

[ilanrel]

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