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Congratulations forever to Charli and George - the most beautiful couple of all time

@mothercain. twitter, 17 may 2021.

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i've been waiting for the right time to watch twin peaks my entire life and i finally started it and have been watching it for two weeks straight and finished the last episode last night and now i wake up to this news. this is a cruel joke

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mothercain

hehe

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maybe if you let me be your lover

maybe if you tried, then i would not bother

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thank you for all the love on punish ♡

i wrote this song after a drive down to miami on a very dreary day last december with my best friend. we had to get off the interstate because my tire was about to explode and wound up driving down the highway towards lake okechobee taking random side roads every now and then for fun. we stumbled across a tiny community called miracle village near the edge of the lake and it was a very eerie experience. i wondered what it must feel like, to live there alone on what felt like the edge of the earth with the most shame you could possibly carry as a human being.

i recorded half of punish on my phone. the piano, the creaks of a swing set in the park in the middle of the night, the backing vocals. i wanted it to feel up close and personal, almost inappropriate. i made quite a few different versions of it before i settled on this one. i’m glad it resonates with all of you. i took this pic the night i wrote it :)

thank u all for listening! ♡