SAHLO |-/ FOLINA

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Also for anyone new popping up -

Hi , My names Shan. I’m 33, from England, and I’m constantly caffeinated, overwhelmed and surrounded by children.

I have 3 sons, 1 daughter, 1 niece, 3 nephews , emotional baggage, solid trauma, and a partridge in a pear tree.

I have ADHD, OCD, PTSD, and for your entertainment I’m fully unmedicated

Possibly bipolar, definitely bisexual

I don’t sleep often

Loud noises scare me

And the word “fuck” makes its way into every other sentence.

Current hyperfixations are - Brassic, Michelle Keegan, Twenty One Pilots, Zak Sutcliffe and most recently, Alex Warren

These will not last.

My last blog was you-ponys-a-cunt , I got booted off it and now I can’t log back in. RIP to the OG page

I blog approximately 27 times a day, always irrelevant bollocks, and I really like cheese

Thanks for coming to my TED talk , big loves ❤️❤️❤️

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Here’s a lil vid I forgot to post from last weekend

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Good morning and happy Friday 🌷

It’s almost 9am

We’re heading out for the entire day today and it’s already hot and gross outside.

I’ve got an hour to get all 7 kids up and dressed and ready to go.

Ughhh. Have a great day my lil pocket pals ❤️

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Beautiful.

3 months worth of medication and we’ve gone from 12… to 16

🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃

Perf.

Have they advised an appointment to discuss further testing as to why my levels aren’t rising?

No.

🙃

Cool. Cool. Cool cool cool cool cool.

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It’s so fucking hot . 33 and a half degrees inside and 35 out.

Fucking disgusting

There’s no air flow at all

The floor is hot

The cold water is running warm water

There’s no clouds

No shade

All the kids are laying on the floors of their rooms. Everyone’s angry and arguing. Me and L feel sick. There’s flies and bugs flying round the house like they pay rent here.

Absolutely fucking not this is stupid.

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Woke the older two kids up at 2am to go lay in the garden and watch the meteor shower.

We saw a bunch ☄️ and the sky was beautifully clear ✨

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Eclipse has started!

We are absolutely staying indoors and watching it on the TV cos it’s too fucking hot outside and we just ordered a Chinese

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Oh can you just fuck off now

This is the fifth fucking heatwave of the summer. That is entirely too much. I’m fucking sick of sweating and feeling gross and icky and not being able to sleep. There’s 9 people in this house and all the kids are stinky. So over it.

It’s meant to hit 31 this afternoon and I’ve gotta sit in the GP waiting room and they don’t have air con and it just seems like hell on earth rn.

UGHHHHHHHH.

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And the day is done.

Thank the fucking lawd.

Another busy day tomorrow.

Supposed to go and have my bloods done but I don’t know if they’ll go through with it when they read my file because I actually fully lied on the referral form and said it absolutely was approved by a doctor when it absolutely wasn’t so 👀 will be interesting to see if they actually go ahead with it.

I re-ordered more school shoes after returning the last lot and only Mr 7s pair fit this time 💀 which means Mr 8 and Mr 12 are still without shoes so that’s fucking fantastic. I’m taking them to my appointment with me tomorrow and then popping into town to hopefully get shoes and hair cuts done. Will also need to get pencil case supplies for Mr 12.

Uhhhhhh. So much to do and I’m running out of time. Gives me a fucking migraine.

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Today was a fucking stupid ass day and I’m gonna be mad about it forever.

Had to go for my echo today and they decided that the best place to go for that was the hospital the furthest away from my house 💀 45 fucking minutes in a taxi that cost me £20 there and back. And it wasn’t 45 minutes, it was an hour, because the traffic was fucking abysmal.

I got the the hospital 2 minutes before my appointment and because this hospital is SHIT I couldn’t figure out where the fuck to go cos the place is like an abandoned fucking asylum and it took 15 minutes of me wandering around like a fucking moron before I found out where I needed to be.

I was ten minutes late to the appointment and the guy doing the exam was utterly fucking useless. He just pointed to a room, handed me a gown, said “put this on and lay down”

Then started prodding and poking me and it fucking HURT. Genuinely thought this guy was trying to remove a rib like why are we pushing so fucking hard my guy?

He barely spoke two words to me.

After it was done he’s was like “put your gown over there and get dressed. You can leave after”

Then he left.

Like…..? Okay. Cool. Thanks.

It was too fucking hot and I was SWEATING in that taxi back and the guy driving kept lurching forward and at one point he drove round the roundabout twice cos he was in the wrong lane and I felt so fucking sick 🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢

Utterly ridiculous day I’m so mad. Ugh.

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A girl on my block texted me this yesterday

Told her I was just trying to be a bit healthier however it absolutely is the stress of the summer and just pure depression at this point honestly. But oh well, I’ll take it 💅

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Happy Tuesday🌷

I slept like shit last night and I’m absolutely exhausted.

I need to try and get the kids back into some kind of routine next week because a lot of them aren’t going to bed until 11/12 ish and sleeping in until 10/ 11ish. 🥱

The food shop is being delivered this morning so I need to get up and get ready to sort through all of that.

Then this afternoon I have to abandon L with all 7 children and head to the hospital to have my echo done. Genuinely can’t be arsed but at least when it’s done it’s done I guess.

Tomorrow I’ve gotta go get some bloods done. I might take the boys along with me so I can take them to get their hair done and then that’s another box ticked off my never ending to do list.

Mr 8 has his hearing test on Thursday, and then

we’re all out for a day trip on Friday.

The weather is continuing to look disgustedly hot and I’m mad about that, but what else can we do 🤷‍♀️

Hope you all have a fantastic week ❤️❤️❤️

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Dropped my boys off at summer club for their last day.

When I got home L was still asleep. I figured I’d get a quiet half an hour to drink a coffee and order a food shop but alas, I was mistaken, because her kids and Miss 4 decided that me being sat alone in the bedroom was highly unethical and each and every one of them must come in and be close enough to me to breathe on me.

Silly me.

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Took the kids to the food festival on Saturday.

Mr 7 and Mr 8 chose to do rock climbing, whilst the rest of the kids got to do a puppy therapy session!! L took the kids to that and I took the boys climbing, though I managed to sneak some pics from the sideline. Mr 12 said the puppy therapy was the best thing he’s ever done in his life 😅

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Life ramps the fuck up today and will stay pretty solidly chaotic for the next 3 weeks.

We’re out all day today and then L will be coming over with the kids from tonight until next Monday 💀

I get a one day break …

And then she’ll be back again for another week.

There’s only two weeks left of summer before the kids go back to school and then that last week of August will be full blown back to school prep.

💀 off to buy a redbull ❤️

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Set times have dropped for APE and Ren and TOP are on the same stage!!!!!

So fuckinggggggg excited omggggggggg. Setlist for TOP is 2 hours and 15 minutes I’m going to die and pass away from pure happiness and vibes omg

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Yes.

Yes yes yes yes yes.

All the yeses.