love after one date
im a very picky person when it comes to picking me. what does that mean exactly? you want things a certain way, you like things are certain way, you want love a certain. you see, picky. and yet? when are you going to pick yourself or choose yourself.
im a young woman that wants to fall in love. and yet? it feels nearly impossible. for one i am great at telling stories but on a date i can feel so mute. is it the person or is it me? will i say the wrong thing and that person doesnt pick me. will i look different and that person wont pick me. pick pick pick.
if im not falling in love after one date, are they even the one? how could i fall in love later. ppl think im pretty? someone would pick me? i need to just pick me.












