Word.

Normal Is Boring.

[illusivespirit-blog]

And right then and there, My heart broke, in two. Suddenly I could barely breathe and began to choke on the pain. My limbs went numb, And insanity took over.

illusivespirit

[bl-ossomed]

Maybe we’ll meet again, when we’re slightly older and our minds less hectic, and I’ll be right for you and you’ll be right for me. But right now I am chaos to your thoughts and you are poison to my heart.

(via phersian)

[d3partament0]

@valentinalecuona

[illusivespirit-blog]

I don't know what it is that I feel for you, whether its a sense of fear of losing the one I once loved so much, whether its the fear of  any regrets, a sense of belonging, I just don't know what it is but it drives me back to you every single time.

illusivespirit

[wnq-writers]

I think that we’ve become so used to getting hurt that pain feels like the norm. Heartbreak seems like a custom. We’ve reached a point where our minds refuse to accept being loved, because society told us. It’s just not possible. Our hearts are afraid, and happiness seems far-fetched. Broken, is a common state of mind, yet we look to others to fix us. When will we learn to love ourselves, like we deserve to be loved? To trust ourselves, like we need to be trusted? When will we free ourselves, from the slavery of society?

illusivespirit (via wnq-writers)

[alexandermarte]

Day 332/365:

East 42nd street and Park Ave

By: Alexander Marte Reyes 

500px // Flickr // Pixieset // Instagram

Nikon D750 // Tamron 28-75mm

[playundolive]

[illusivespirit-blog]

Society told us 'Let us just be lustful' And guess what? We listened.

[simpleperfecttanned]

You left me, Broken, Scattered, Dying..

(via simpleperfecttanned)

[illusivespirit-blog]

I think that we've become so used to getting hurt that pain feels like the norm.Heartbreak seems like a custom. We've reached a point where our minds refuse to accept being loved, because society told us.. Its just not possible.Our hearts are afraid, and happiness seems far-fetched.Broken, is a common state of mind, yet we look to others to fix us, When will we learn to love ourselves, like we deserve to be loved? To trust ourselves, like we need to be trusted?When will we free ourselves, from the slavery of society?

[thelovejournals]

He is very much in love with [her] and it seems that she will never know.

Amy Zhang, Falling into Place (via thelovejournals)

This. <3 

[illusivespirit-blog]

They don't know the fears we hide, they don't see the tears we've cried.

[radiantquotes]

[illusivespirit-blog]

Demons.

I have issues, which you will never understand. My mind is dark, and clouded with feelings of hatred, fear, anger and pain. I don't know how to explain it, even though they asked me to. My thoughts are scary. All they could say was "I'm sorry" They mocked me with their smiles, flaunting their happiness I wanted to smile too.

I wanted to reach deep inside of me and rip to shreds the disgusting organ which caused me to feel. I never felt love or joy. I wasn't like the others. I had Demons in my head. Why fight a losing battle? I let them consume me and all my thoughts were scary.

Life changes when those whom you look to for warmth and safety become your biggest enemies. They mocked me with their laughter, flaunting their joy I wanted to laugh too.

I lost the little girl who laughed at life and all its problems. The Demons in my head danced around a burning fire of profound thoughts which clouded my judgement. Even sleeping in death, my mind screamed in the distance, all the way to hell. They mocked me with their silence, flaunting their tranquility I wanted inner peace too.

M.K