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I got a new job. And like two weeks into it, one of the 16 year old high school girls that does shirt pressing died in a car accident. Her services are tomorrow but, it's been rough to navigate. Not because I knew her, but because everyone else did and the impact seems to be pretty widespread throughout town.

Personally it's hard because she was a cheerleader,and the outpouring of support is because of typical small town politics with the local cheerleader dying too young and everyone is oh so sad. But LGBTQ people around here deal with feelings that this death has brought to the community every single day just from growing up in this community. And I 100% know that, first hand. But it's also tragic regardless.

Idk trying to be respectful to people affected while trying to not be jaded about the overall politics of the south. But I get a three day weekend, and now I'm trying to debate whether I should go to the services to support the people at work or stay away cause I didn't rally know her yet. But either way, I'm going kayaking 😎

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Update no one asked for but now they're setting up a scholarship fund in her honor that no one like me will ever get in a community like this. And her parents stopped by after working out.. Just a week after it happened. Idk just all crazy to me. 800 in attendance to her funeral, most people that went didn't even know her. But the queer kids around here that live wvery day in hell or kill themselves because of the hell they live in.. no support. Nothing

I got a new job. And like two weeks into it, one of the 16 year old high school girls that does shirt pressing died in a car accident. Her services are tomorrow but, it's been rough to navigate. Not because I knew her, but because everyone else did and the impact seems to be pretty widespread throughout town.

Personally it's hard because she was a cheerleader,and the outpouring of support is because of typical small town politics with the local cheerleader dying too young and everyone is oh so sad. But LGBTQ people around here deal with feelings that this death has brought to the community every single day just from growing up in this community. And I 100% know that, first hand. But it's also tragic regardless.

Idk trying to be respectful to people affected while trying to not be jaded about the overall politics of the south. But I get a three day weekend, and now I'm trying to debate whether I should go to the services to support the people at work or stay away cause I didn't rally know her yet. But either way, I'm going kayaking 😎

Also this is my Baby, Kora 💙

#doberman #blue doberman #puppy #4 months #my photos #Kora #after the Avatar #obviously

Going back to Cali!

Will be flying into and out of LA at the end of this and beginning of next month.

And this time, its for stuff I actually want and have planned to do. And not just for some girl

#we're hitting Yosemite #and Sequoia #and the PCH #and as many dispensaries as i can find in between

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Thirty minutes ago, from the top of the Black Hills. Storm incoming.

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Wolf launches vicious and merciless attack...on a camera

Voyageurs Wolf Project:

Don’t be deceived! This wolf used its good looks and cute behavior to move in close, and then just when its victim had let down its guard, the wolf launched a vicious and merciless attack. Luckily, this victim is a survivor and only sustained some flesh wounds...nothing a little bit of plastic surgery can’t fix.