If I don’t answer I might be asleep but I most likely answer quite fast🤭
I am a women who loves other women of all kind❤️ (but to be honest femmes have my heart)
i. am. a. sub.
you can send nudes to me if you want but i don’t send those
Kinks:
Praise kink, degradation kink, somno, edging, mommy kink (calling someone mommy), BEING A SUB, spanking, bondage, impact play, power roles, and much more
NO’s:
Incest, r*pe or sa, CNC, watersports and scat, and others that i can’t think of rn ahhaha
this is incredibly dirty, smutty, explisit and just filthy.
Manon didn’t like when you let others flirt with you, she claimed what’s hers.
around 2k words
warnings: vibrators, multiple orgasms, anal stuff (not too much), dildos, bondage, watching through camera, sub reader, don manon and probably more,
Tied to the bed with your holes filled, wasn't how you expected your evening to go. You didn't realize that you had done anything wrong during the party but as soon as you got home, Manon made sure that you knew that you were in trouble. First she ignored you, not really looking in your way or talking to you. She gave you time to think about what you did. When you realized that you had let Dani flirt with you, you knew you were in a shit ton of trouble and it was going to be a long night.
You immediately went to apologize to Manon. You knew she was a very jealous person and didn't want to share you with anyone. Especially Dani. Dani and Manon were friends, but she hated that the brunette was always flirting with you. Although your relationship with Manon was private and Dani didn't know you were off the limits.
So that's how you ended up in your bed, hands and legs tied to the bed post, vibrator on your clit, vibrating dildo inside of you and a little anal plug stuffing you to the brim. It was overstimulating in every way but still it had kept you right on the edge for 15 minutes.
When you started to apologize, Manon ordered you to the bedroom. She filled you with the toys and then left you, all alone to the cold room. You didn't know it but Manon was in her office watching you through the little camera footage that she had installed on the bedroom for this kind of occasion. She knew you were fine with being filmed but you didn't have to know that she was watching you right now. She obliviously wouldn't leave you alone like that, she kept an eye on you to see if there were any signs of discomfort or if you used your safe word.
But while watching those things, she decided to have her own fun. She could hear your moans and whimpers and it made her all hot and bothered. So what better to do than guide her own hands down to her pants. She got rid of them and started to circle her own clit. She started out nice and slow first but quickly her hand was drawing tight circles and moans were coming from her mouth. Manon was just enjoying the view of her precious girl getting all cock drunk without even having to touch you. It made her insane.
She came on her own fingers while watching you squirming in the bed. You clearly needed more to cum, at least a permission from your girlfriend. Manon was proud of how well she trained you. You would not come unless you had specific orders from Manon. Even if you were all fucked up and right on the edge, you knew better.
While Manon was enjoying her view of you suffering, you were on the bed squirming. The vibe on your clit gave you so much pleasure that you were scared that you might actually come without permission. You were still in the clear but if Manon would stay much longer, you would not be able to contain yourself.
While you were a mess, Manon was enjoying herself even more. She had taken a vibrator from her desk and was now helping herself to get closer to an orgasm with that. She just loved to see you like that for her, so she didn't last very long. After about five minutes she was coming again. Proudly hearing you moan her name. Pleading for her to come save you.
So Manon did. She put the vibrator away and pulled herself together. She checked quickly on the mirror that she looked presentable. She wasn't in any rush, you could always wait for couple minutes longer.
You couldn't even hear the footsteps coming closer. You were all blizzed out, teetering on the line of orgasm. You had to be a good girl. You wanted to be a good girl for Manon. You were always good, today the rules just slipped your mind, you didn't even realize that Dani was flirting with you. You only noticed Manon when she placed a hand on your stomach. Opening your eyes wide open when you realized that she finally came back. You didn't know how long you were alone. It could've been ten minutes or two hours. You completely lost your sense of time, nut now you were happy to finally have Manon back.
"Please Manon, I've been good, I've taken my punishment well, please let me cum" You pleaded. Really needing the pleasure and just let yourself fall over the edge.
"Oh but baby this wasn't your punishment. This was just for me, I really enjoyed fucking myself while I watched you" She stated.
You were in shock, if this wasn't your punishment then what was. You completely missed the part where she said that she was watching you. All you heard was that your punishment wasn't over.
"Cum for me angel, cum without me even touching you, I know you want to" She gave you the permission and that was all you needed.
Your whole body was on fire as you felt yourself fall from the edge, pleasure coursing through your veins. It felt so good that for a while you completely forgot that your punishment wasn't ended, or even started.
You felt Manon move the vibrating dildo in and out of you. Thrusting it harshly. It drove you quickly to the edge of your next orgasm.
"Pleas baby, need to cum again please" You begged again.
"Cum all you want, that's your punishment for today, you will be coming until you've passed out" Manon said. She also continued that you were allowed to cum without permission during the rest of the night.
Once again you turned to a moaning mess, the pleasure clouding your brain until nothing that you said made sense. Manon loved to see you like that, completely and utterly fucked out but luckily she would see you like that for the rest of the night that wasn't ending soon.
You were clenching around the dildos inside of you. You then realized that one of them was pulled out of you. The vibrations inside of you were gone and it was quickly replaced by a pair of fingers.
"Oh this needy cunt is sucking my fingers right in. Such a slutty pussy you have, want me to make you see stars again?" She asked.
"Please" Was all you could get from your mouth.
That was all that Manon needed to start thrusting her fingers inside of you. Curling them to hit the toe curling spot that made you see stars. That's how Manon brought you to your third and fourth orgasms. The pleasure was never ending. For now you handled it but you and Manon knew that soon the pleasure would turn to pain and then you would actually be a crying mess.
In your blizzed out head you could again feel yourself get empty. This time the tiny plug and Manon’s fingers were both gone. You were still left with the vibrator on your clit. It was stimulating your overstimulated clit. It was too much but at the same time not nearly enough. You wanted more, no you needed more.
Fortunately you got what you needed.
"Oh your other hole is all opened up for me, would you like me to stretch it a bit more?" Manon asked. She was going to do it either way.
She didn't wait for an answer when she was already easing a finger to your tighter hole. It was one first, but second one followed quickly. Neither of you usually wasn't much into anal, but right now you took all you could get. The fingers in your ass felt better than ever.
"Oh yes Manon, you feel so good inside of me" You moaned. You didn't even know that anal could bring you so much pleasure.
You took it all in. The vibrations on your clit that were now bringing more pain than pleasure, the fingers inside you ass that were stretching you open so perfectly. You didn't even need anything inside your pussy as you started coming again.
It was pleasure and pain mixed together, but somehow it made you even wetter. The fact that you were completely on Manon’s mercy was so amazing.
"I can't anymore Baby" You whined after your fifth orgasm.
"I don't really care, you are going to take your punishment because you are my good girl, right" She reminded you.
She took her finger out of you and asserted the vibrating dildo back to your pussy. It made you scream Manon’s name, it was all so intense that you wanted it to stop but also to never end.
"Please" You whined
"What do you want? To stop or to cum again?" She asked you. If you were honest, you didn't know yourself what you wanted.
Manon put the vibrator to a higher level that through you over the edge. You could swear that you went to some different planet during that orgasm, you squirted onto Manon who was happily seeing you have such an strong orgasm. She knew that she did that. She was the one who brought so much pleasure to you, and she was fucking proud of it.
"No more please" You started whining quickly when your orgasm passed. The vibe on your clit was now hurting your oversensitive clit. Your inner walls felt like they couldn't take a single more movement.
"Is this your attempt of using the safe word?" She checked in, lowering the level of the vibe.
You wondered for a moment. Manon knew your limits very well and wouldn't actually push you over them. So if Manon was giving you another orgasm, you were sure you could take it, although it was going to be painful.
"No. I can take one more" You decided.
Manon released the ropes from your wrists and ankles. She knew that the last orgasm would be hard and rough, so she wanted to make you a bit more comfortable.
"I'm going to use my mouth during the last one, okay?" She asked and you nodded.
"You've taken your punishment so well baby. I'm so proud" She cooed.
She then turned off both of the vibes and threw them away somewhere into the room. She kneeled to your waiting pussy which was all puffy and red. She loved the sight and could wait to dive in.
She was careful not to hurt you too much as she ate you out. Tears were rolling on your cheeks as you somehow enjoyed the pain. It was too much but just the right amount. You were in an another word as you last orgasm erupted inside you. Tears of pain and pleasure continued to fall from your eyes. It was everything you could ever ask for.
Manon stopped quickly her actions after your last orgasm. She new how sensitive you were and didn't want you to seriously get uncomfortable.
She came next to you and took you in her embrace. She knew how much you needed physical touch after a rougher night. She pulled a blanket on top you both and cuddled you.
"You were such a good girl for me angel, so perfect, you took your punishment so well sweet girl" She praised you as you were still a bit hazed after your orgasms.
"Thank you Baby" Was all you could muster up. But it was enough for Manon to know that you were okay and coming back to reality.
For the rest of the night she pampered you all she could. You took a bath together where she massaged you sore wrists and ankles. She made sure you ate something and drank enough water.
After that she took you back to bed which now had clean sheets. She laid you on top of her so you could feel as close as possible to her. That was all you needed, many orgasms and aftercare. Manon really did know how to take care of her girl.
this is very angsty with bits of comfort (including lots of talk ab depression, mental health and lowkey body dysmorfia/ disordered eating)
pt6 x ot7 reader
The tour had taken it’s toll on all of the girl, not just you. An amazing, beautiful, astounding experience. The kind of experience you could only wish for in your wildest dreams. The kind of opportunity people would kill for.
“Girls, ound check is starting in 30 minutes!” You heard one off the staff members yell.
You had worked hard, maybe even harder than the other girls. You weren’t naturally good at singing, not like Lara. Your hips didn’t move like Dani’s. You weren’t the bias for many, unlike Manon. But you understood,
You spend countless of hours in the studio, working on every single detail until your muscles ached from head to toe. Until your feet were bleeding in your high heels. You once even sang so much your vocal coach had to put you on vocal rest.
“Y/n remember to smile more on the sound check, okay?” You heard right before stepping on the stage. Last few sound checks you were apparently not happy enough, not cheerful enough. Not because you didn’t try, you truly gave the best version of you even in sound checks. But it had become harder and harder to hide the darkness spiralling in your head.
Sound check went well, interacting with fans with a big smile on your face. Cheeful and happy. Later on you would see the edits in tiktok by the multiple accounts that hated you. Analyzing every move, your body, your face.
‘Y/n’s attitude shines on her ugly face’
‘Maybe she shouldn’t wear that outfit if she is so bloated’
‘She looks like she doesn’t even wanna be there’
Every comment you got stuck with you. You tried not to read them, tried being the keyword. When the night came, it was easier to wallow in the sadness than face the harsh reality that maybe this career was not for you.
“Y/n, are you okay?” Sophia approached you. Her voice was soft. She was the only one you had opened up about your struggles. Not in full depth, but she was aware that you were not in the beat headspace.
“Oh yeah sorry, just in my head” You laughed for an answer. Just like you had millions of times. No one could tell that it wasn’t a genuine one. No one could tell that the darkness in your head was starting to eat you, piece by piece.
Being on stage was your safety. Not being infront of thousands of people, but singing and dancing. You truly enjoyed it, more than anything in the world. There was one thing standing in between of you and the thing you enjoyed most. Self doubt.
You went to mental training, media training, psychologists trying to tell you the same thing. Don’t let the media and commentators get to you. That was the number one rule. You and the girls had countless of nights were you shared you feelings, your sorrows and your pain. But also your highest moments, dreams and aspirations. The girls is what had got you this far.
“Wanna do some vocal warmups with me?” Sophia asked.
“Yeah let’s go” You confirmed to her.
Yoonchae joined you and Sophia. It was the three of you who shared an appatment. You and Yoonchae were the youngest, Yoonchae being just two months younger. Sophia was like the older sister for the two of you. She helped you manage school and work life. She was good at being a leader but even a better sister.
“Backstage in five minutes” Was the sentence that interrupted your warmup. It was protocol, half an hour before any show, you went through the show, made sure everyone knew what to do and how to do it perfectly.
5 minutes before the show you gathered up with the girls, Sophia giving a heartfelt speech that almost made Megan cry. It was a tradition, someone always gave a little prep speech to get everyone ready.
This time it was different. You could barely hear anything else than your own thoughts.
‘Just one more show and nobody will comment on your body’
‘One show and you can rest’
‘One show and you can disappear, maybe no one will miss you’
And suddenly you were standing on the stage. Body ready to go, mind not even in the room. Movement after movement came from your muscle memory. Every point of toes practiced millions of times, every note gone over till you couldn’t breath.
It was perfect. It was everything the fans and managers expected from you, the best performance you gave. Even the other kats were surprised by your enthusiasm on the stage and you newfound skill.
In just no time the show was over. What no one somehow noticed is that when tou retuned to backstage you weren’t there.
Congratulations, glitter and tears were seen and heard. Just you missing.
It took 5 minutes for Dani to ask where you were. That question lead to confusion, why weren’t you in the celebration.
You had found your way to a roof. You couldn’t handle the congratulations, cheering and happiness. You didn’t deserve it. You weren’t good enough. You just wanted to disappear.
Only place you could breath was outside. Not inside with the smell of perfume, sweat and hotness. The breeze on your face led you to sit on the edge.
You weren’t there to kill yourself, but the thought did calm you. The thought that there was a chance to just end it all. But you weren’t there for that. You just needed a moment of calmness.
“Y/n” You head a worried, saddened voice.
You didn’t even look. You knew exactly whose voice it was. Sophia. And you knew if Sophia was there, the other girls would as well.
”Don’t worry I’m not here to hurt myself” You explained. Still not looking behind you.
“Y/n sweetie I trust you but I would really appreciate if you scooch a little back from the edge Sophie continued and you did as you were told. Hearing a sigh of relief while doing so.
You felt arms around you, Megan. You recognized her smell.
That was the moment you broke down. Not able to bear the pain anymore. Sob after sob wrecked through your body as the others joined the hug.
“We will get you help, we will do whatever you need y/n” Sophia said calmly. The only calm person in the situation.
“I just want the darkness to go away” You sobbed back.
After some time the girls managed to talk you back inside. Into shower and comfy clothes. All in a blurr you were back at the hotel. The girls next to you, listening to every word you said. Hurting by the fact they hadn’t noticed anything, scared of what could have happened.
At some point you fell asleep. Body and mind exhausted by everything. During this time the girls talked about what to do. Lara was already sharing a room with you so it was easiest that she would watch over you for the night and Sophia went to talk to management.
“Lara will stay with you tonight in your room and we have arranged a meeting for you with a psychiatrist for tomorrow” Sophia said waking you from your sleep.
You knew everything would change after this but somehow it felt good. You didn’t have to bare it alone anymore
Cooking eggs in my underwear and thinking about how it would be such a shame if a hot woman appeared from out of nowhere, grabbed me by my hips, bent me over the counter, and fucked me so hard I forgot I was cooking anything
i can’t stop thinking about a woman absolutely ruining my pussy with her biggest, thickest strap.. sliding it in inch by inch as she strokes my hair and whispers in my ear about how good i am for taking her so well. i want to feel her stretching me out, making me whimper because it’s “so big, i can’t take it all” only for her to shush me and push it in to the hilt, pounding me until my eyes roll back and all i can think about is being owned by her
wanna sit between a girl’s legs while she holds a vibrator between us. and we both can’t help but to grind against it desperately trying to come at the same time
prescribing myself objectification by a pretty femme, bc im fairly sure I might die if I'm not fucked and fiddled with like a little toy when she gets bored
oh to be someone’s passanger princess and have her hand on mu thigh squeezing it and trailing it higher and higher till till it’s at my pussy and i’m just a whimpering wet mess. i would beg her to finger me right there and then and i’s get so frustrated that she would pull on the side of the road and fuck just so i will shut up
my pussy is wating here while you work, it patiently wait’s for you. it is ready to be used as a toy, a personal toy for you. i’m your good girl and i’m very ready to be used.
I'm glad you're feeling a bit better!! That's still a great progress. You're doing great, and I'm really proud of you!! I hope whatever challenge you're going through will end soon🫶
