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@im-gonna-lose

This is a place where I'm tracking my body. Sorry I'm so fucking fat. Have officially lost 25lbs but I’m still super big, so 15 more lbs to go! Unless I still look big. 🌺HW: 146 🌺SW:136 🌺CW: 111 🌺GW1:🌺120lbs GW1:🌺115lbs UGW: 93lbs GW4: 🌺110 Lbs UGW: 98lbs

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I’m baaackkKKkkk. Current weight is 126. Not as fat as I used to be but I also need to be skinner then I was. Goal is to be AT LEAST 100 by my 21st! 5 months to go fatty.

March 5, 2020.

miarecoveryy

I can fast for days now

I feel so powerful

impudicomorbo-deactivated201904

Fuck this I’m relapsing

I just want to fucking feel something. I just want to be skinny and pretty, I want control. I want that power back. I want the self mutilation, the self harm. I want to hurt again. I want to stop feeling like scum. I hate myself and everyone else. I just want to starve. I just want to die.

who-peed-in-your-cheerios

Restricting is not self control Compulsive exercise is not self control Weight loss is not success Weight gain is not failure Eating is not loss of control Resting is not laziness Eating is not greed Starving is not strength and superiority Nourishing is not weakness and inferiority Liking food is not a moral issue Being hungry is not an achievement Eating clean is not a virtue For when eating feels wrong, the voice won’t be quiet, and the guilt is all consuming, please remember this.

I want to relapse...

waterintowineforagoodtime

Every morning I wake up and flip a coin to see which it’ll be

glassy-bones

🤔 this is so accurate that it actually hurts…👻

e-v-o-l-o-v-e

July 17th, 2018 GUESS WHOS A FAT PIGGY WHO FUCKING BINGES ON FOOD FOR TWO MONTHS BECAUSE THEY’RE “SAD” LIKE GET OVER YOURSELF YOU WORTHLESS COW!!! Anyway, I’m restricting again. Two days since a binge. I fucking hate myself so much I want to be 110lbs again so bad. Send me tips on how to loose 10 pounds in like 3 days lol

#current weight #ana #anorexia #ed #eating disorder #fat

in-love-with-dainty

For the flat stomach we have always wanted

Never give up

Remember that each step is one step closer see r to your goal

💙💙💙

twofiftynineam

stay safe 🍒 not mine, message me for credit or removal 🍒

thin-wilted-bones

imagine

imagine all the food you eat turning into disgusting bubbling yellow fat. imagine it as poison running through your veins & arteries. imagine the cellulite underneath your skin, the wrinkles & dents. imagine all that food…slowly killing you.

still hungry?