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any/all - vent sideblog - interacting is fine but be gentle if the post is recent please ❤️ thank you

[im-scared-ngl]

The mental anguish I (we?) experienced just a few hours ago feels so far away, now. Hello, World. It's good to see you again.

[pjackk]

Can i be sensitive for 1 second or will i be tackled and killed

[im-scared-ngl]

been on the brink of tears all day. auhhhh

[im-scared-ngl]

i wonder if he took back what he said if he knew how guilty i felt for eating a popsicle

[im-scared-ngl]

i hate it i hate it i hate it

[im-scared-ngl]

i hate that im saddest when my friends are busy

[im-scared-ngl]

i hope it does nt come across like im trying to manipulate them to include me or trying to get the attention on me. im okay being alone a lot of the time! no one talks yo me for most of the day. it just feels worse at nighttime and my friends are frequently doing stuff at nighttime

[im-scared-ngl]

i hate that im saddest when my friends are busy

[im-scared-ngl]

deeep breaths..its okay for some people not to like me. its okay for some people not to like me. its okay for some people not to like me

[im-scared-ngl]

deeep breaths..its okay for some people not to like me. its okay for some people not to like me. its okay for some people not to like me

[im-scared-ngl]

ah shit am i dying kr just panickign

[im-scared-ngl]

ohh dear lord hyperventilating again. whi am i

[notahorseindisguise]

hey, sex pervert question: do you ever think about me even when im not present

[komorebigold]

I don't have trauma. Right? I grew up with enough money, and parents that cared, and friends, and I was a joy to have in class! Why do I feel like shit then? Why did I have thoughts that no child or teenager or anyone should have?

Was it that I am neurodivergent? Strange enough to be mocked by peers, but smart enough to be praised by family and teachers for conforming to strict ideals. Was it because I was a girl who was ridiculed for not being MAN enough? Was it the fucking world wide cult that insists upon our evil nature that only they can save us from? Maybe it's because I don't understand why you think human relationships have to exist in one specific way?

Whatever. Fine. I'll deal. I have trauma, I guess. Stupid. Now I'm four bitches in a trench coat pretending to be a well put together human. And who knows, maybe there's more in here.

[im-scared-ngl]

i uhhh kidna cant breathe and my visions blurry whd im home so i dont even know why and im kinda dry sobbing a little but i dont wanna botjer my friends who are busy because i am fine watching tv. yk

[im-scared-ngl]

im . i worry so much about being too dependent on people. too dependent on my parents, too dependent on my friends. maybe thats not the issue, though. maybe the issue would be being too dependent on any one person? sure theres the argument that i cant do anything by myself and thats bad too but also. im alone a lot and im still alive. but i need help for some things? sso i just need to figure out who to go to when my parents arent available and my lovers arent available. so basically i am. taking applications

[im-scared-ngl]

im. a hypocrite

[leathersys]

disassociating