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I hope you're doing well and you get to read all the books you can get your hands on and go off to uni and travel; and experience parts of this world other beings can sadly only dream of treading on. I wish you all the best I now wish I had chose a different path and embraced you as a person. Im sorry.I really just feel like you are probably the bees knees and a really cool and mellow girl, but I have created only negative scenarios about you me self in my head. Again, I am eternally sorry.

Ok so I haven't been on tumblr in like forever so I'm not sure how long ago you sent this but anyways, I'm assuming the other ones were from you so I'm just going to write all in this one.I'm not positive on who this is, but I find it nice that you went out of your way to apologize, whatever you thought about me or said is in the past and you can't change that but shit happens and you move on! I don't hold grudges, there's enough hate and negativity in the world already! P.s If you said this face to face I probs would of just pooped my pants from shyness and hugged you 😊 xxx

I have in the past perceived you as some sort of enemy. And I now see the reasons for those thoughts as what they are. Stupid and dazed. I feel I am a horrible person for even thinking of you less than you are.

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I feel like I have to say this, and if it didn't make me feel so nervous and anxious, to the point of feeling physically sick being in your presence, I would tell you face to face. I know that must sound bizarre and ridiculously exaggerated to you. But that is how I get. I am so sorry if I have made you feel horrible or sad or anything less than a shining peice of this universe.

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I would like to genuinely say sorry for anything and everything, little or small, I have thought negatively about you or acted upon. I haven't never sent you a negative or abusive message, anonymous or not, because that isn't my style. But writing this and thinking of the words, and sentences forming in my head, I feel personally embarrassed, for myself, because I have acted so childishly through my mind and with my thoughts.

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