Blog Closed and Life Recap
So its be a longggg while since I posted or did anything for this blog and my sister told me I might as well say why. And I think you all deserve that much during my "time away" I moved in with my grandma which I can't day was the worst decision of my life because with her I got my first job I got a boyfriend and saved up a nice amount of money. But my twin sister moved and I felt bad about leaving my grandma after she helped me so much so I stayed and got super depressed without my baby (my twin lol). I hated my job I was always exhausted physically and emotionally drained from being sad. I would never go home and stay at my boyfriends he just brightened my day. So a few weeks ago I got some news that I'm pregnant whichhhhh wasnt really a shocker cause I think I had a feeling before I took a test. I was scared to tell my grandmas and my boyfriend since we haven't been dating for that long but we knew each other for years. So when I found out i couldn't wait to tell him even though he was at work I was just wayyy to scared and crying. He took it well but my grandma was disappointed and wouldn't even talk to me my mother said everything happens for a reason and put a movie on, she really knows how to calm me down lol. My twin...she was mad which hurt but I figured that would be her reaction. My "main family" took it okay, my dad practically screamed at me over Facebook even though we haven't spoken in over a year or seen eachother in over two years so I couldn't care less. My cousin was pissed said i fucked up my life ill regret my child and I need an abortion ASAP but if anyone truly knows me they know I wouldn't do that ever. My god mother freaked and still won't talk to me. Im 18 and pregnant but idc I never regret anything including my little Peapod. I haven't written anything in months it sucks cause I have ideas but I have no energy, I just can't put these ideas into words and it sucks. I love writing its always been a passion of mine and I hope ill get back into it. Maybe write a little story for my baby lol but ill have to wait and see. So yeah Im rambling but that's all that happened. Im living with my boyfriend and my older sister so now I see my twin wayyy more than before which is great. I still get sad buy not about her its more about me personally. I won't write for sons of anarchy I just have no muse even though Happy is still fine af but I can't do what seems impossible. I loved making this blog and creating friends but I thought I would close it for good and tell everyone what's up instead of having you wonder. Im 10 weeks pregnant and I haven't figured out the sex but I want a girl lol he wants a boy though so idk as long as my Peapod is healthy. So Im sorry but this blog will no longer be running. No inbox or asks or new imagines nothing but feel free to continue to read all that I wrote Im still pretty proud of them. Love you all, Tasha.













