ā i got you. itās gonna be okay, youāre going to be okay.ā
āi feel like everyoneās miles away from me.ā
āmy mind is a dark place. you donāt want to be there.ā
āi know this hurts, but you have to stay awake.ā
ādonāt close your eyes, please donāt close your eyes!ā
āi just want to be numb, i donāt want to feel anything.ā
āplease donāt do this, donāt act like you care.ā
āyou donāt care, nobody cares, just leave.ā
āyouāre my friend, of course i fucking care.ā
āi canāt give up on you, so please donāt give up on yourself.ā
āi love you so much, i forgot what hating myself felt like.ā
āi fucked up, why do you not care?ā
āi canāt walk, just go on without me.ā
āyou have broken ribs, take it easy.ā
āi have no idea how to do cpr.ā
āwhose blood is that?ā
āapply pressure to the wound, donāt let go.ā
ādonāt you dare fucking let go!āĀ
āwhat the hell happened to you?āĀ
āare they dead? did you kill them?āĀ
ādo you know what youāve done?āĀ
āyouāre either with me or against me.āĀ
āwho the hell did this to you?āĀ
āare you alright? you hit your head pretty hardā¦āĀ
āi canāt see!! whatās happening to me?āĀ
āwhen was the last time you ate?āĀ
āwhat do you mean youāre fine? you are not fine!āĀ
Ā āiām fine, itās just a flesh wound, iāll be okay.āĀ
āfor how long? how long were you bottling this up?āĀ
āthereās so much blood, you wonāt last.āĀ
āare you⦠throwing up in there?āĀ
āwhy arenāt you eating?āĀ
ājust breathe⦠youāre okay, i promise, just breathe.āĀ
āi canāt breathe, i canāt āāĀ
āi woke up, & you were gone.āĀ
ājust tell me something, was it really worth it?āĀ
"itās okay to hurt & breakdown. you donāt have to be strong all the time.ā