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Kelly // 21 // Damaged I'm just an emotionally unstable and poisoned youth with an overbearing obsession with music & affection.

[transxfiles]

the world was severely lacking weird little girl memes so i had to fill the void

[saatanicsoul-deactivated2024071]

And the darkness shall prevail, for light always fades away, and darkness is constant.

[yellowiskind]

[l0ckscreen]

some day

[21estrella]

[cutthatcity]

[okay]

cutthatcity:

Abandoned Children’s Hospital, Weißensee, Berlin, August 2015

[ihateiu]

[thesimpsonswayoflife]

[bled]

[just-shower-thoughts]

Anxiety is like when video game combat music is playing but you can’t find any enemies.

[featherywingss]

My phone at 1% battery: finally,,,,the sweet embrace of death,,,,,,my codes are clearing,,,,,,,my burdens are lifted,,,,,,,,,,,,

Me, jamming the charger in seconds before it shuts off: you’re gonna stay alive and suffer like the rest of us you lazy bitch

[ohbutwebestmakepeacewithit]

post secret 13.05.18

[foodchewer]

live laugh lasagna

[just-shower-thoughts]

You can tell a lot about someone’s personality by how they react at a restaurant when brought wrong food

[lang-leav]

Soul Mates

I don’t know how you are so familiar to me—or why it feels less like I am getting to know you and more as though I am remembering who you are. How every smile, every whisper brings me closer to the impossible conclusion that I have known you before, I have loved you before—in another time, a different place, some other existence.

Lang Leav

[deactivated-blog]

Remember when you had energy to do things? Those were some wild times

[imhalfofsomethingelse]

Trigger warning: suicide

The first time I tried to kill myself I laid in the bathtub for two hours working up the courage to put my head under the water and not come up for air. I tried once, but my reflexes wouldn’t let me do it so I grabbed the bathmat to force a suffocation once I was submerged but then my mom came home and I didn’t want her to be the one to find me. The second time I tried to kill myself was a year later after I was raped. I took a lot of pills, but it just made me sick. I haven’t attempted since then. I’ve thought about suicide a lot over the years. The last time I thought about killing myself was just over a year ago. I laid in my bathtub for 4 hours crying contemplating swallowing a whole bottle of pills, ones stronger than before, ones that would do the trick. I called my sister and she talked me out of it. I’ve been thankful ever since. Since then, I’ve been taking steps to help myself and to not fall into that place again.

Today I relapsed.