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I live in my own head & it all makes sense to me
If eating meat is the best y don't you eat a lion or something that has eaten meat its whole life
Hey, fluoride is really harmful in any amount because of electronegative energy, which is the tendency to draw in electrons, this will distort biological functions that have not evolved to cope with the levels of fluoride they are being exposed to, and unfortunately, all well waters on average contain 500 x more fluoride than surface or rain water, surface and rain waters are what we evolved with for the majority of our evolution, rain water is the same as distilled water, you should drink that.
I’m not for sure what post i wrote on that, it must of been an older one. I know all of this, this is nothing new to me. Our reality is consumed in fluoride and we should even be afraid to drink water, not brush our teeth or even take showers because it might mess up our Aura energy…..Do you see what this is? This is fear tactics even the New Age community gets stuck under fear of chemicals when even your body is made of natural chemicals themselves. I create my own reality and therefore i know these things won’t hurt me because I am an energy being, nothing external outside of myself is going to change that. This is fear, And the people who say it destroys pineal glands…let’s think about this i drink water regularly, usually reverse osmosis from the store, i use fluoride toothpaste(gasp) and i also shower in tap water. I have never had problems with my energy, I had a perfectly healthy pregnancy and perfectly healthy child, consuming these things have never altered my spiritual progress or put me in a terrible health, It hasn’t altered my perception on reality nor changed my chemistry of my mind. I just find it very hard to believe that this is what is killing our pineal glands. I honestly think it’s about thought patterns and our view of how we see the world. How we create the world around us with our beliefs and how we view all facts as truth because they are based on deductive reasoning. To me this is ludicrous thinking because you are still boxing yourself in with THEIR ideas of the world. I’m not saying go and chug some poison and expect to live we all still need our common sense some things aren’t meant to be consumed. Something as powerfully simple as water, which is what our bodies are created of cannot hurt me or my consciousness which is outside of my physical body. You can believe what you want to believe this is your reality afterall but something like believing i should be afraid of water is so backward thinking in my book. They are not here to control us, they have their roles just like we have ours, the more you spend time in this world of fear, the more it will project into your own reality. I used to be this person too, afraid of the foods i ate, afraid of water i drank, afraid of the shampoo i used, afraid of the toothpaste i used, afraid of coffee because gasp it’s a toxin, afraid of all the processed everything(which isn’t good for you but there doesn’t need to be fear about it) You get my point. I remember coming across one guy who was literally afraid to shower because he was telling me that their are negative electromagnetic waves that are produced from the steam particles within the shower that can alter your consciousness and destroy your Aura from the fluoride. SERIOUSLY how is that the proper way to live? It’s wonderful to be conscious of your health, and your eating habits, but the more you are afraid of these things, the more power you are giving them over your own reality. I refuse to be afraid of these things anymore, it’s ridiculous. I create my own reality by the power of my thoughts, i live in a safe world, financially secure a lover, a friend, a Mother and I guide those who need help through awakening. These lower vibrations habits of fear, worry, anxiety, they seriously HOLD US BACK from our full potential. It is always about the intention we place on the energy and that is what changes our perception of reality itself. Water is amazing. So is rainwater but do you honestly think i have time to go filter water buckets and drag them through the house. That’s crazy. Here’s why water is nothing to remotely fear:
Your brain is your biggest liquid asset. It is composed of more than 85 percent water. Little wonder then that if you are dehydrated, your thinking ability drops dramatically, as does the performance of your whole body.
● Water is 2nd only to oxygen in survival. A body can live for minutes without oxygen, for a few days without water, and several weeks without food.
● The human body is 60% water, blood is 90% water, muscles are 75% water, and bone is 25% water. Water is one of the main structures of the body. Drain your body of water you’ll be left with a few pounds of chemicals that are worth about $5 you guys!
●Your brain is 1/50 of your total body weight, but it receives 20% of the blood circulation, so 1/5 of your body’s water requirements come from your brain.
●Water balances and regulates almost every other system in the body — temperature regulation, digestion, and waste excretion. You cannot eliminate toxins from your body with insufficient water.
●Most headaches and feelings of fatigue are caused by dehydration.
●You lose about 10 cups of fluid each day in sweat, urine, and bowel movements. Even the air you exhale contains vital water vapor.
●If you wait until you are thirsty to drink, you are already dehydrated. Unlike hunger, thirst is a bad sign.
●Drinks that contain caffeine (colas and coffee) are diuretics, which means they lessen the body’s ability to absorb and retain water — they rob the body of water.
●It is the most time efficient way of improving your mood and overall performance. It takes seconds to drink a glass of water, but the benefits last for hours.
●Combined with a healthy lifestyle, drinking water increases weight loss.”peace <3
The human body has already progressed beyond modern day science. Look at kundalini activation and !ucid dreaming. We are more powerful than we think. Fear is a thought form that restricts your life. Restriction is not an integral part of the human body, we are in motion. Follow your own lead...
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so i want to recount my latest dream experience quickly. i was running, trying to find my way home after an errand. i make the "wrong" turn and end up going down a dead end. turn around to end up at the edge of a lake, walk out onto the dock which twists around over bright sunny water and back onto a lawn. i ask the girls how to get home and they say the sidewalk is right past the tree. i walk past the tree and i began to realize the tree was super huge. as i was walking around it, it just went on forever. then i realized, it was actually wrapping itself around me. the walking space was getting smaller and smaller. i was on my stomach now. trying to crawl out through a little tiny space. it then started to flow over me. it was SUPER heavy, like a tree or a car was crushing me. it was holding me in place and once i realized it was holding me down. i knew what was happening. (i have dreams where things hold me and do something to my body) i let it hold me. it began to roll over my back like a intensely pressurized massage. all the air was pushed out of my body. my human body just squishy and fleshy underneath this tree. but i noticed right away there was a knot deep deep deep into my flesh between my right shoulder and heart. it was giant, and the only way i'd ever notice it was if a tree or something crushed me immensely. i was thankful for this experience. when i woke up, i felt the first little movements move out of my blocked area. like a little snake was slithering up and out of my shoulder. the next few days, at random times my shoulder clicks and clammers into a new place.
virgos and capricorns can catastrophize and turn this into an inner language
its not ‘when we arrive interstate’, its ‘if we arrive interstate’
YES oh my god, let me take this moment to commend my mother on turning every little tiny detail of our life into a potential hazard, mostly financially. so annoying. coming to her with an actual problem or seeking advice is almost impossible because there is a 200% chance she'll blow it up into something way bigger than necessary. capricorn sun virgo ascendant in the house, she's got that cancer moon though so when i'm actually crying or hysterical or whatever, she knows how to go.
self centered ego boost a-plenty today. i learned that i actually have confidence to the point where i don't even express myself half the time because i'm probably so in love with myself that i don't need validation anymore and without that need, without that being the center of my existence and my primary objective in life i don't know what to say. so i learned that i am okay with how i am, and i've been this way for a little while, but i still don't know exactly what i am. it feels wrong to speak for the sake of speaking, unless i'm being talked to, i'd rather not be an asshole and try to "figure myself out" in the context of our conversation. but i also have no other sort of egotistical motives. i don't really seek out information either, i prefer things to just sort of float up into my reality at the right moment. i don't feel the requirement to help others find themselves either, to set that intention, because i want them to find themselves, as they should, in their own time, its not my job. so whats left to talk about?
SO - do i have any followers that know of/are kundalini active? I have been doing lots of research and am highly fascinated in this subject. I think i may be going through something of the sort and would love to bounce ideas/mostly just hear your stories! I am fascinated by the clearing and surging of energy and basically the re-formation of a human vessel. Its basically like your body twists itself up and out of the pelvic center into a fluid, liquid flowing flying version of your body. The entire process, at least in my experience, as far as the body goes, has been blissful. My mind has not done a very good job at keeping up, actually its really dragging the process behind. But i'm eager to go forward with this process, as always. So have any of you been experiencing major clearings in your body? Like energetic blockages that seem to be clearing out of nowhere. And skeletal sort of clicks and reformation of your.. bone structure i guess.
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just did that literally
just a little upset because i've come to realize that yes, despite my anxiety and social phobias and awkwardness and quite mentally/physically debilitating OCD i did manage to TRY and interact with my friends. tried to make plans and keep up my end of the friendship, so as not to be selfish and hide in my room all day. but alas, the effort was completely wasted. i've come to realize that no matter how hard i try, this condition will change me in every way no matter what i do. it will drive people away and i'm out of control. i'm now that sad friend from highschool that wants to keep up friendships. when the truth is, we've moved on. they have better people to hang out with. i don't, because i'm weird. but hopefully some day i'll find people i can be comfortable and happy again with. so thats it, thats where i am.
if only there were people around like this to surround myself with
this may be coming from a sore spot in my heart, but if you overtly and aggresively section your friends and loved ones into "positive" and negative" and choose to only be around the "chosen ones"then you miss out on discovering a part of yourself that only comes out when you confront the things you might likewise avoid.
Nothing I think about makes any sense. Most of my morals and ethics are actually fear hidden behind golden gates. I am a shitty friend because I hide myself so that other people don't have to deal with my pain and self pity? Or was I supposed to just writhe in front of them for the sake of conversation. I don't feel like I live in the world of fun and parties and possibilities. I exist in limbo, just a hazy space that consist of time before I die. I honestly wish I could die more than I wish I could get better. I want it to be easy because I tried the hard way and it exhausted me completely and I'm still the exact same person. I'm the same and it sucks. All this time I've only realized that I hate myself. Id rather hate myself than pretend to love myself I guess, sucks that other people have to see that. I have voices that speak to me and tell me that if I do this or that it will make life easier, and I will recover from this illness. But I'm not sure it really helps because it feels so lonely.
i wake up at 3:29 and out of no where remember that my car is on the street (we get ticketed if its left out after midnight) so i debate whether or not to risk it and let it be and try to figure out the possibility of staying in bed when i get a message you can stay in bed but you'll be sorry okay then sleepy gurmbly me slides my shoes on and skips out the door and i look up and see slow moving headlights i get to my car when the cop is feet away from my car i give him a smirk and he rolls away tell me that isnt psychic
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hey apple! this was so sweet of you, you made me smile:) how are you over there?