a/n; i cant write dialogue amazingly so i apologise if it sounds awkward lolol ૮(◞ ‸ ◟ )ა overuse of em dashes & ellipsis probably (overuse of every word actually), i usually do that a lot sobsob
shades of cream and resene shilo warped with each other in the sky whilst birds, squawking, mixed into the background as light breeze skimmed across your skin when walking outside the school gates, the sun already setting itself for the day, and you, who was currently humming your favourite song that played through your earphones, that had a silent confession tucked away in your mind. raindrops fell down, slipping onto nearby trees and your clear umbrella, continuing down before creating small puddles here and there—unbeknownst to you, a certain someone was following close behind.
school had just ended earlier, and it was rather busy out as some bold students confessed, few getting into a relationship and others not. today was valentines day.
before you could take another step, a hand reached out to your shoulder, giving you a small fright and almost dropping your umbrella, forcing you to turn around, "w-wha— oh, amamiya, dont scare me like that!"
"...sorry." he replied, though looking out of breath, did he chase after you?
your lips curled down into a light frown as you spoke, a little worried if it was that urgent he needed to run, "are you okay? whats up?" your free hand moved up to his shoulder, steadying him whilst he caught his breath.
just as he calmed down, he pulled out a small, decorated paper bag from his own school bag in the next second, bowing down slightly with his arms stretched out like he was offering it to you. a light flush could be seen making its way all over his face; you couldn't tell if it was because of his action or had stayed from his earlier sprinting.
"f-for... for you. it's for you." you could practically hear the embarrassment coming from his voice, so you took the bag as to not make him feel like that further, your curiosity getting to you with how quickly your eyes laid on the heart shaped box inside—it was quite plain with a light pink colour and had a white ribbon wrapped around it cutely, and had adorned a see-through lid where you could see many chocolates (that also looked homemade) stuffed inside neatly.
oh.
"..."
silence surrounded you both and you kept staring at the box in the bag, did he actually confess before you.
"uh..." how do you respond to this?! your crush just asked you out and you're not responding to it, or was it a friendship gift? but a gift like that wouldn't be heart shaped! you should really open your mouth to speak before he gets the wrong idea and recedes it, "ren..."
the sudden use of his first name gave him a scare, but he couldn't help but blush further with how you said his name, your voice was really pretty after all, what else could he think about except that? he was too distracted by it that he didn't even realise you accepted his gift from the way his hands were lighter than before.
"um, is this a confession...?" you hoped you didn't get the wrong idea, how bad would it be if ren had friendzoned you on valentines day with the gift he gave you?!
he didn't speak, rather it felt like he'd explode out of embarrassment and if he messed up then he'd stay in mementos for the rest of his life to never face you again! so he just nodded, finally standing straight once he did.
"oh," you stared at his face for a few seconds, bluntly spouting out your words, "i like you too." your face flushed the same pink his did once you registered your tone, though still trying to remain confident, you spoke once more, "does... this mean we're dating now?"
"um, yeah—we are." the awkward silence after died down, and felt a bit more comfortable once the two of you calmed down to process everything, ren inviting you over to leblanc with you accepting.
two awkward lovers, am i right? the relationship will get better in time, you think, for now you can both take it slow, but even then, with him holding your hand and guiding you through crowds makes your heart turn about in your chest.
a/n ; i feel so bad for being inactive and not writing a lot in this part, im gonna make another one, okay?
> 'hey, are you okay?'
you blankly stared at rens text, from your phones notification banner, not wanting to open it since he'd know you wouldve read it—letting out a quiet sigh before plopping your head down onto your pillow. you've been more distant towards him since, well, you didn't know what to do with your feelings, and instead processed them alone.
your eyes wandered over to your cabinet drawer when you moved your head back up, silently thinking of how to do sort out your situation. would it be better to tell him upfront? or keep quiet until you eventually lose feelings? your phone vibrated again, indicating another message had been sent to you from ren, but you just tossed your phone into the depths of your duvet and stood up to go get something to eat instead.
for distraction of course!... and now you're eating your comfort food whilst ugly crying to a sad scene in a romcom k-drama, which weirdly resembled your situation, just with more miscommunication and dramatics.
and then you tried to distract yourself the next day by going on a date with yourself, until you kept seeing things that reminded you of him: the black cat you sometimes feed when it crosses near your house? its not your fault you almost mistook it for morgana! seeing a popular cafe you went into? the atmosphere felt like le blanc's... eating curry that could never rival against ren's, passing by a clothing store where it had a shirt that'd fit his style or whatever—everything just felt connected to him in some way.
so now you're ure going home having failed to direct the attention to something else, mood drained and slightly more in love with idiotic ren amamiya.
is it really that hard to forget about your silly little crush?
Pleaseee make a part 2 of the mc having a crush on ren, I DESPERATELY NEED THISSSS
If you need more time to make it tho, thats fine :3
like i said in the other ask, im not entirely sure if i can write another part to it and im not sure how long it takes as im rather a slow writer && busy irl but i'll try my best !! ^^;;;
goro akechi was a guy you knew, he was in your class during your second year and certainly was the guy popular with the girls and other people around him with how he was an oh so amazing 'detective prince'—helping solve the crimes surrounding those psychotic breakdowns and whatever he did in his job with the police force.
but man does he annoy you! he always acts humble not to stand out more than necessary, yet he still acted so smug around you, like he was just that better than you in terms of academics.
so why did he just keep on appearing where you were every time??? at first, you thought you only recognised him in the crowd at some points outside of school, but now its gone to the point where hes just... everywhere you go; the guy even tries to make conversation with you if he 'spots' you! as if he doesn't know what he's doing.
you try not to be swayed by his fake attitude, although it seemed as if he liked it like that, bothering you more and more, but still keeping distance inside of school—you seriously didnt know what was going on with him. he was half-likeable in the beginning but that had turned into a thin line.
you got partnered up for assignments, had teachers ask him to help you in certain subjects within classes you werent as well memorised in, and somehow even had him sitting next to you this school year, your third year, which felt really weird since this never happened last year—and albeit in certain ways, he'd actually 'bribed' your homeroom teacher to do this (he just used his face, is all).
days soon blurred into weeks, and then months of this ongoing one sided affair, it was a bit agonising to say the least. akechi had now started to hang out with you during school time, hiding up at the rooftop as you both avoiding his avid fan girls (though it was always you wanting quiet time and him inviting himself along for the ride); and at some point you stopped forcing the internal hate against him, but you still didnt like him enough to call yourselves friends: just acquaintances, nothing more, possibly everything less though.
maybe your heart would soften up for him one day, is what he thought, until then he'd continue troubling you through these means.
you told yourself you'd never fall in love with ren amamiya, who labelled as a 'dangerous criminal' when he first transferred over to shujin high, but with how things were going—you weren't even sure if you could keep that promise to yourself, how foolish.
the way he speaks to you in a soft tone, how he conducts himself around you by acting silly, even his stupid glasses made his smug face look cute and innocent! it wasn't even your fault you felt this way, it was that idiotic charm of his that (for some reason) he has.
or gained.
you swear he randomly just became charming one day.
well, even so... the only good thing about him is his cute cat, right? although, morgana always meows nonstop sometimes when you came over to his 'house' (could you really call it that if he lived in an attic inside a cafe?). i mean it feels like he can understand you two sometimes with how he paws at either you or ren, clearly displeased when either say he's adorable.
but nevertheless, forming a small crush on him wont matter anyway! you could probably forget about it and keep the friendship the same. if you dont confess.
although, valentines day was coming up. maybe you could discreetly slip a love letter into his locker or desk drawer and avoid him forever after?
so you wrote, and wrote... and wrote—all in many different ways to convey your feelings about him, alas being in vain in the end; opting to seal your failed attempts deep within your rooms cabinet, almost flowing out of a cute-patterned box.
you tried your hardest! maybe it was better to keep them in your heart rather than potentially having those same thoughts break it.
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