JUST DIE !!

Why do I have to carry the burden of my own mind. Of my own memories. What if I would rather forget everything and start anew in the forest like a wild beast. That's it, I should become a wild beast . If I am a wild beast then nothing and no one will ever hurt me again. I will be feared as well as shunned. I can live in loneliness and peace, without a single care.

[immoritor]

𝗫𝗫 . Owen, The Beast Tamer. Written by Kyu . 𝗫𝗫

𝗫𝗫 . He's got a tragic past that'll make you sympathize with him and then he opens his mouth and you realize he's insufferable.

𝗫𝗫 . He's cute though and can talk to animals, but he'll lie to you and tell you all the animals hate you, even though he will also say animals are not capable of hate. Even if they aren't capable of hate, they hate you anyways.

𝗫𝗫 . He can also sing and dance- and is constantly described as pretty, beautiful, feminine. So you can guess he's been called a disney princess. (You'd be right.)

𝗫𝗫 . Has a three headed dog that he named after the guard dog of hades. Normally, she is the size of a small building and WILL kill you if he so commands, but she has been chihuahuafied here.

𝗫𝗫 . If you are animal like / have animal features / are an animal, he'll probably like you 20% more off the bat.

𝗫𝗫 . If you are a knight of any kind he likes you 60% more off the bat but he is also 100% more likely to bully you.

𝗫𝗫 . You want to tame him? Give him sweets. 85% of the time this will pacify him and make him actually decent to speak with. So long as you can handle him describing sweets in a very visceral way.

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[frothofdays]

If his harsher words bother you, it doesn't show on your face. You blink in that languid, typical way you always do: slow, gentle, patient. You don't mind; Owen is just the way Owen always is, and sometimes he bites and doesn't mean it.

(Sometimes he bites and does mean it - still, though, you find that endearing. You find him endearing. Who can mind sometimes being bitten? Love is pain, on occasion, for you, for everyone, especially when it involves a Northern wizard.)

"I haven't even seen Cain - only Mithra and now you, so my thanks for that news. What a lovely thing, for another one of us to be here." You mean it - perhaps it's the way that you don't quite parse things the way everyone else seems to but, as much as this might be a disaster, as much as you might miss your magic, as much as you might want to try to find your bride; how can you look down on the chance for another set of experiences? The chance to grow and change?

"I'm sure they do exist here, in some form. They have to, or else we wouldn't be able to do any magic, at all." You say it simply, like a matter of fact - for you, it is. What else could it be? "They're simply finicky. More like cats than ordinary."

You pause for a moment. You think.

"… Cerberus is the size of a cat?" You turn from your place on a bench and look at him, eyes wide and delighted. The size of a cat? Able to be held in one's hands? All else is immediately forgotten - there are bigger concerns. A cat-sized Cerberus trumps all. New world? No magic? Quiet, reticent spirits? Cerberus.

[immoritor]

So she hasn't seen Cain... That makes you wonder just how many other people may be here that she isn't even aware of. Only Mithra though... Is she just that air-headed and oblivious, or was it really just her and him before he arrived? This place pisses you off- You don't even know if Mithra and Rustica were gone previously. Where the western wizards just dealing with Rustica having gone missing? Well, it's not unusual for her to disappear... But how long as it been? And you had just seen Mithra earlier in the day. You were so busy dealing with a self made situation that something spirited you all away one by one.

Just as your own hand was starting to dig into the skin of your arm, Rustica seemed to completely pivot from the conversation, instead turning to the magical beast you only jokingly call a pet. This is also frustrating. Does she not understand the severity of the situation? It's not going to be your job, however, to tell her. If she doesn't realize the danger they could all be in ...

❛ She'll still bite if you get too close~ Even if she is this small, it'll hurt. ❜ You don't move from where you had been standing though. You are listening to what the birds are saying. What they are talking about... So familiar yet still so foreign. It's almost like you are listening to an entire different language being spoken to you. Once you shouldn't even know to begin with. ❛ Stop worrying about Cerberus, though. I have questions and my patience is running thin. If you answer then you can pet her, how about that~? ❜

[oopsprompts]

“You’re supposed to be dead!“ 

"I’m supposed to be a lot of things, very few of which I actually am; one more shouldn’t be such a huge surprise.”

[swordanced-deactivated20241124]

     consequence is inescapable          a permanence in their relationship  ...  or whatever remains of it .  coming after a difference of opinion,  which is putting it nicely,  cain predicted disavowal;  two participants,  nothing more and nothing less .  unrelated paths only crossing when convenient .  nevertheless,  even on a sphere where they absolutely shouldn't have met,  chance brings them together .  ( if you count owen's foot connecting with the back of his leg as such a thing . )  it really smarts .  kneading afflicted area with hiss of discomfort while gaze narrows on assailant .

“ believe me,  the feeling's pretty respective. ”   ( because I feel bothered just looking at you. )   not the most agreeable of thoughts .  certainly not something he'll make known .  it'd only lead to a bigger fight and that will take energy cain simply doesn't have .   “ look,  can you cool it with the hostile pep talk for a change ?  not that I don't enjoy our talks,  but,  don't you think our situation's more important than your ego ? ”   and without a beat missed:

“ anyway,  I don't see why arthur would've been anywhere near western country .  even you should know he wouldn't be safe there;  is there a point to this,  owen ? ”

[immoritor]

❛ It seems you threw away your manners along with your dignity. ❜

The situation you are both collective stuck in is far more important then whatever you were talking about. If Cain is here, that means he can't be making stupid choices with the western government and possibly be used or manipulated. Even the mere thought makes you cringe. ❛ You are his knight, aren't you? You should have been with him rather then trying to consummate with the whole of western country. ❜

Your ire is partially unwarranted- Rather, you are upset, hurt even, that your image of him was betrayed so harshly, but it is your own fault really. You goaded him on, you told him he couldn't do it. You are the one that did this. Cain has never been a perfect knight, but he certainly was still very idealistic for you. Watching that fall apart hurt your heart more then you'd ever want to admit, and you can't even blame him for it even if you want too.

❛ This situation only pisses me off~ What is there to talk about it? Just as mere moments of being brought here, I am annoyed. I have been annoyed, and I will continue to be annoyed~ ❜ That is, at least, what you are trying to tell yourself. In reality, you are wrought with anxiety and confusion. This feels like a dark prison and you are constantly sick to your stomach with the knowledge that something was strong enough to kidnap you and Mithra and the others- It's terrifying. ❛ And now, I have to deal with you~ Just when I thought we may have reached an understanding, you decided that lies and betrayal suited you more. ❜

[immoritor]

❛ Of course it's you. ❜

The "You", that is being referred too here is Faust. Who else would it be then Faust that the cats around here were speaking about? Talking about someone who was so very nice and gentle with them.. that called them cute and babies while sneaking them treats of of the clothing they were wearing. You hadn't a clue who it was, so happening about her leaves you unsurprised. Well, you suppose that annoying fake doctor will be excited.

And despite your lack of enthusiasm about the situation, you also sit down a short distance from the fellow magic user, reaching into one of your pockets to pull out a little device that you snatched on your way here. it is quite magical to you.

❛ And how long have you been here~? I'm shocked to even see you outside, but I suppose if it weren't you taking care of strays, then no one would in your mind. ❜ As he speaks a small click noise is heard as a red light comes from the device and he points it at the ground, the cats quickly chasing it as if it were some sort of magnet that they are drawn too. ❛ Always taking care of those less fortunate then you. It'll bite you in the back one day, Faust. ❜

( starter call for @faieth ♡ )

[immoritor]

@swordanced asked: 💭 + dreams

❛ A concept created by humans so that they could have some fulfillment in their lives and it wouldn't feel endlessly pointless. A name simply given to the concept of how ones thoughts wonder when they sleep... Yet, if they become dark or scary, suddenly your dreams are nightmares. ❜

And yet, like a child, you cling onto the idea of dreams. You cling onto that hope that they care, that want to have them every night and to wake up feeling a bit better, a bit more healed. Yet, that has never happened. Dreamless sleep is the worth. It's painful to wake up feeling no different, to have no other thoughts... or worse, To wake up frightened.

Why are humans allowed to dream peacefully? It's not fair.

❛ That's why the forest of dreams is so interesting to me~ It's a place where people can peacefully die... yet they all find it so scary. What an oxymoron. ❜

[immoritor]

@swordanced asked: 💭 + family

❛ What about it? ❜

You were vocally irritated by the mere question. You hate to be asked about that. You hate it, You hate it, You hate it, You hate it, You hate it, You hate it, You hate it, You hate it, You hate it.

❛ Do you ask Snow and White about their family~? What about Figaro~? Mithra~? No? Then don't ask me. ❜

[immoritor]

@infernol asked: 💭 + guilt / have you ever felt guilty?

❛ You think you have the right to ask me such a stupid question~? Guilt isn't something I'm capable of feeling. I act with purpose with everything I do. Guilt with indicate a mistake or a a lack of thought. How rude. Don't assume such stupid things. ❜

Yet, even if you won't ever admit it out loud, plenty of things hang heavy in your mind as guilt. From the past to the more recent. To possibly pushing Cain to betray his morals and country, to those children that took refugee in a home your created on a whim because they were left to die in the harsh elements of the north- That even many of them died because they couldn't make it.

Such things, out of your control and completely in your control, weigh heavy on your mind, but if you can rationalize them all as you being a bad person, then you'll never need to deal with the reality that you may just care far to deeply.

❛ What about you? Do you feel guilty~? What about when those around you suffer and you do nothing? What about when you fail and can't fix it~? Do you dread those looks of disappointment you get? Do you dread the voices of those around you whispering about you? Judging you for your failure? Come on~ Tell me~ You asked me, So it's time to answer my question instead. ❜

[immoritor]

@infernol asked: 💭 + cerberus

❛ Isn't she just the cutest? ❜

Well, you suppose in this form some may actually find her cute. It's not the first time you are able to change her size though- You've done it plenty of times. She can be big or small, but usually having her large is more intimidating.

❛ When I found her, she was on the verge of dying, yet despite that she still hates me uncontrollably because I keep her locked away. It is unfortunate that her little brain doesn't realize that's for her own safety. Or maybe I just like to keep control over her~ ❜

[immoritor]

@decepit asked: 💭 + the other northerners @winterdying asked: 💭 + the rest of the northern wizards~

❛ What about them? ❜

Well, being asked means you might as well talk, but... they seriously all annoy you.

❛ Mithra may appear polite, but he is a beast with no sense of control. He's going to get himself killed one day because he has little sense. That witch should have taught him better but she was to caught up chasing Oz. Bradley is the most bearable. He has sense. He knows when to back down, when to shut up, when to speak up. He's charming ~ But he's going to make a mistake one day that gets him killed. When that day comes, maybe... just maybe, i'll be a little disappointed. I wish Snow and White were dead, Next. Oz is fine when he isn't in a bad mood, but most of the time so much as seeing the other northerners puts him on guard, so we have to deal with his wrath~ He will treat me roughly and kill me with little regard because he knows I'll come back to life. It pisses me off. Figaro is annoying. He is a liar and because of that, I hate him. Liars are the worst. I can't wait till his secret gets out and those little southern brothers know the truth. ❜

[immoritor]

decepit asked: 💭 + knights

❛ They are supposed to be heroes that slay the dragon or villain at the end of the fairy tale, while saving the princess and liberating the village from evil. Yet, they are all greedy, morally void men who think they have a superiority to you because they can wield a worthless sword~ ❜

You laugh with a fake glee as you dig your nails into your skin.

❛ I hate them~ No "real knight" exists. They are all frauds that should die. ❜

[brittsmemes]

Send 💭 + a topic and my muse will tell you what they think about it.

[plotbunnie]

Nonverbal RP Starters

I’m finding it difficult to find memes for nonverbal characters ( be they mute, or just not fond of talking ) so I thought I’d make a few!

Neutral

☝️ Tap my muse on the shoulder

👉 Point to something for my muse to see

🤙 Bump into my muse

😊 Sit down next to my muse

🤨 Sit down across from my muse

📓 Push/Slide [an object] across a table to my muse

✍️ Pass my muse a note

🙄 Roll their eyes at my muse

🚪 Tap on a table/door/wall/chair to get my muse’s attention without speaking

Aggressive

🐺 Growl at my muse

😬 Snarl/show teeth at my muse

😠 Death Glare at my muse

🙌 Push/Shove my muse

👊 Punch my muse

👖 Kick my muse in the shin

👠 Stomp on my muse’s foot

😵 Knee my muse in the gut

💀 Knee my muse in the groin

🔪 Point a weapon at my muse

🖕 Flip my muse the bird/a similar gesture

👔 Roughly pull my muse down by the collar

💢 Bang on a door/wall/table to get my muse’s attention- angrily

Angst

👩‍⚕️ Put pressure on my muse’s wound

🌡 Push my muse down to give them medical attention

🥣 Bring my muse soup/medicine when they are sick

🤢 Hold my muse’s hair back/Rub my muse’s back while they are sick/throwing up

👐 Hold my muse when they are badly wounded/dying

👁 Wake my muse up during a nightmare

🐱 Hold my muse after a nightmare

😭 Hold my muse when they are crying

😢Touch my muse’s shoulder while they are crying in secret

💧 Wipe away my muse’s tears

💥 Try to calm my muse during an overwhelming emotional moment

⛈ Find my muse after some kind of trauma

Soft

👕 Tug on my muse’s sleeve/shirt/skirt

🐈 Lean against my muse’s side

🤝 Hold my muse’s hand

🤗 Pull my muse into a hug

🐕 Rest their head on my muse’s shoulder/knee

🐶 Nuzzle my muse with their nose [specify a location]

✋ Touch the back of my muse’s hand

🤝 Reach for my muse’s hand to hold it

👗 Fix/Straighten my muse’s clothes

😴 Stand by the bed to see if my muse will let you under the covers with them

🛌 Crawl under the covers with my muse

🥪 Set a plate/tray/bowl of food down for my muse

😚 Kiss my muse on the cheek

Playful

🌸 Put a flower in my muse’s hair

✨ Playfully shove my muse’s shoulder

💃 Pull my muse onto a dance floor/up to dance

🤞 Come up beside them and tap the shoulder opposite where they’re standing

😈 Jump out of the shadows to scare/startle my muse

😛 Stick their tongue out at my muse

😱 Make a silly face at my muse

🤭 Tickle my muse

👃 Poke my muse’s nose

💪 Pick my muse up

Sensual/Sexual

💘 Pull my muse in for a rough kiss

💕 Pull my muse in for a tender kiss

💞 Pull my muse in for a messy/desperate kiss

💖 Lean in to give my muse a sweet/chaste kiss

❤️ Lean in to give my muse a tender kiss

🔥 Pull my muse down by the collar/by their clothes - in a sexy way

😉 Pull my muse in by the hips

😲 Smack my muse’s butt

💋 Kiss my muse’s neck

👌 Push my muse down and give them a massage

👙 Pull [an article of clothing] off my muse

👀 Push my muse down on the bed

👄 Pull my muse onto the bed

[egritude-deactivated20230902]

"Is that how you perceive it?” 

It's not like he's familiar with the concept of pride either buuut... Ivan understands the sentiment a bit. "Wouldn't you say it's more of a celebration? Seems like everyone's having a good time."

[immoritor]

❛ Human celebrations are rather pointless~ They'll celebrate anything. So, if it is a human celebration, it must be rather pointless. ❜ Perhaps, instead, you shouldn't have such strong opinions on things you do not understand! Maybe, you'd even end up enjoying yourself in this time if you learned, but human customs do usually feel like quite the waste of time.

❛ It is far to celebratory~ Too cheery. I would like to see them full of fear and anguish~ But, if they have something that is white and gooey, like a opened midsection, I may be willing to enjoy myself a bit with humans~ Some dripping with red sauce like blood... Ahh, even thinking about it makes me hungry~ ❜

[immoritor]

❛ What is all this talk of "pride" and rainbow items... Are humans that self deprecating that they need a month dedicated to their egos? ❜

[immoritor]

He's not coping well with this situation, But what else can he do? That's my way of saying, Starter call! Capping it at 3 but castmates are exempt!

[immoritor]

I'm removing the cap from this for now! I have a lot of muse and want to write with people! If you want a thread with this guy then hit the like button ♡

[5thprimarch]

Sandalphon thought he felt something at his heel. He had the right mind to kick at whatever it was until he looked down. He hasn't seen a puppy quite like this before, though, he supposes it somewhat resembles creatures he has seen in Pandemonium. The thought alone has him furrowing his eyebrows. That is, until he hears the stranger, turning his head to face who he presumes is the owner.

There's a pause. He stands still, but the irritation is as clear as day on his face. "What are you on about?" Even if that is the case, he still doesn't do anything. "Or she could get off me altogether." His annoyance is stretched thinly, veiled by a flat tone. "I won't be anyone's chew toy, so tell her to leave and go away."

His curtness isn't exactly intentional, but Sandalphon hasn't a care to spare for being particular about first impressions.

[immoritor]

❛ Can't do that~ If I remove her from you, she'll grow 4 times in size and attack someone for real~ You wouldn't want some innocent person being hurt because you can't give up a shoe, would you~? ❜ It's an absolute lie and for all you know... This person will know it's a lie. ❛ Once she's found someone she likes, she does not like to be disturbed~ Disturbing her only angers her. ❜

Why do you need to lie in this manner? No reason beyond finding it fun. This guy seems easily irritated and that is always a joy to you. He doesn't seem as if he would be particularly stronger then you either, So you don't need to worry about a physical altercation... And truly, if you did remove Cerberus, she'd just find someone else with nice shoes and try to eat theirs instead.

❛ Maybe if you pet her she'll stop~ But she also might bite, so that's a risk you can take on your own. She's not prone to listening to me~ ❜ Another lie, but the other doesn't need to know that.