i wanna be yours

sw:129kg cw:127kg gw:60kg

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i love it when i bruise easily, it makes me feel so feminine and delicate~

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remember you can eat whatever you want as long as you have portion control.

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if you think about it being skinny is an investment that saves money.

~ you spend less on food and drinks.

~ you would feel like your room is more spacious in comparison to you being tiny.

~ you could wear shoes and clothes from the kids sizes which saves heaps of money for the same style.

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i’m feeling the strongest urge to binge rn but to overcome it i’ve been imagining how much better my life would be when i’m skinny.

~ i’d be able to wear the clothes i want without being judged.

~ more people would find me attractive and be jealous of me.

~ i’d be confident enough to go out places instead of constantly worrying of how i look.

i would rather have my dream body than eat a meal!!

[imnotentierlyhere]

cut the foods you eat into smaller pieces and eat them one by one to trick your brain into thinking you’re eating more thus getting fuller.

for instance slice fruits and vegetables such as strawberries, cucumbers, watermelon, grapes, etc. into tiny pieces, this makes it look like a lot more food and helps to eat slower!!

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if you wanna eat less pretend there’s a camera following you around thought your day and that there is an audience watching. you’d be far too ashamed and embarrassed to overeat in front of so many people that you will end up eating significantly less.

get inside of your own head, that’s the only way!

[imnotentierlyhere]

today will be the start of my journey to lose weight after years of binging.

right now i classify as obese and i wanna become skinny, please give me the motivation!!