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I only just remembered how, not too long ago, a young girl told me she was my biggest fan. I hear that all the time so I never really thought anything of it in the moment but it's kind of... I don't know.

That means she looks up to me, right? That's usually what happens when you're a fan of someone. I know that most of my fans are guys, and I really think that was the first time a girl came up to me and said she admired me. Does that mean there's other girls out there like that, too?

Maybe I'll be able to make a difference in the future for people like her.

#Journal ;

shoujohashtag

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I think this is why I love him.

#Journal ;

derikisu

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chihiro-heart-and-soul

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Well. I was right.

#She gave me The Talk. ;#And she gave me a box of some lingerie she never uses anymore. ;#First of all: Why. ;#Secondly: I really didn't want to think about /that/. ;#Journal ;

........

#My mom gave me this look and said ''We need to talk''. ;#I know where this is going. Please don't be what I'm thinking of. ;#Journal ;

So. It turns out Ame found a certain someone's... "birthday present". I'm not sure why he was going through my drawers in the first place.

#I think my parents know about it too. ;#I'm not sure. My dad keeps looking at me with this worried stare. ;#It's not like it was open or that we did anything at all. ;#Journal ;

Does the three date rule always apply?

I've heard that you should go on three dates with someone before trying anything physically intimate. Any less than that and you're not really in love with the person, you just want to have sex with them.

We've only been on one or two. Granted, we haven't actually done anything aside from kissing and... whatever the other night was, but I still wanted to.

I don't know. This is just confusing.

#I would say ''Maybe it's lust'' but I've never thought that about him like that until recently. ;#Maybe this is what love feels like? I'm not sure.#Journal ;

I'm not really sure what I'm doing anymore.

#I can't figure myself out. ;#Journal ;

This will either go incredibly well or incredibly poorly.

#My money is on it going poorly. ;#Journal ;

untilyou

I'm glad, you're safe...

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Why was he so big. Why am I still thinking about it. I just wanted to take my bra off because it was hurting me. I didn't want this.

#He was so BIG. ;#Journal ;#.nsfw text;

I noticed I lost more hair than I usually do today when I took a shower. I guess that old cautionary tale about how "stress makes your hair fall out" was true.

#This boy will kill me someday. ;#Journal ;

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