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thanks everyone for helping me since the beginning even when i was still so scared

im going to sleep now so

see you on the other side?

stay dramatic, ray. and keep hunting your cryptids, soph. stay nice, taylor.

bye

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what does it take to restore a HEART? is it wires and lead and electric currents coursing through phantom veins? is it blood and flesh and breath and ‘life is too short for regrets’ or ‘time heals all wounds’? is it water and fire and the heat of the universe at someone’s fingertips? is it love? is it lust? is it hands opening the skin of your stomach, deftly pushing around your insides until it finds what it wants, your intestines still heaving with every breath you take as you peacefully slumber is it sunlight kisses on your brow, warming your long-dead corpse skin is it rotten marrows and empty symphonies, tragic sonnets and heartbroken poets

can a HEART be restored? opened up, like machinery - we are all machinery in our own ways: metal hearts, metal lungs, metal minds - tinkered and tampered with; crushed and flattened; taken apart and put together being put together doesn’t mean something is restored. it’s just stitched up, held flimsily on fatestrings, like marionettes, like toys like us

can a HEART be restored? does it want to be? there is no saving something that doesn’t want to be saved - something that believes it cannot be saved in the end it is our own hopelessness that kills us the world can only do so much. the world can only do as much as we let it stand

can a HEART be restored? when it doesn’t exist in the first place flesh-wet organs are not hearts circuitry are not hearts poems and love songs are not hearts whole souls and half souls are not hearts how do you restore something not there in the first place how do you revive that which is not alive

what does it take to have a HEART?

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……Situation Update?

- Bunch of kids showed up in Taylor’s house. Claimed to be Ray’s friends.

- Ray just fell off a roof, I am so tired.

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He’s fine. A bunch of kids just kind of showed up at Taylor’s house. One of them arrived yesterday night and camped out in the living room, the other just arrived tonight. They had puppies. They were looking for Raymond but he was on the roof of the house and he couldn’t climb back down because of his injury (honestly it was stupid of him to get up there with said injury in the first place), and then he said he was just going to jump. His friends tried to get a ladder, but he slipped and fell and we found him in the backyard lying down on the ground while doing an OK hand sign. So, yeah, he’s fine, just on his way to the hospital again. 

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Recording of Adam’s call to Erika after Harris took his eye out in the forest. Never before uploaded to Tumblr!

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Emily what’s ur cat like? What color is it? What’s its name? 🐱🐱

her name is diva bc shes a drama queen

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Peace offering.

- Taylor

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maybe youre not that bad but you still stink

- E

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The ‘no’ folder opened to ‘evanfoster’. We found this inside along with another folder marked ‘i said no’.

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i tried my best to get the sunrise but i fell asleep and woke up in the middle of one :(

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I have no idea what I just listened to, but it opened to ‘imissher’.

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Formal notice to Emily Foster

I’m putting the laptop in the living room and I’m going upstairs, okay. I just want to help and figure this all out, because you’re not the only one spooked out here. I moved into this house and suddenly find all of this - if I wasn’t a broke college student, I would yeet myself out of this house as soon as possible. But I sadly am, so please if you’re a ghost, don’t kill me in my sleep. I’m leaving the laptop alone for now.

Also, you ain’t slick kid, I see those changes you’re somehow making without any visible opposable thumbs.

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i dont trust you

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I’m? Trying to help here? (I’m also on my phone so tumblr kept telling me to check my e-mail to log in from there so can you see my struggle???)

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- emily