Marriage? Yeah, no, Akira wasnât thinking that far ahead, mostly because he was unwilling to think that far ahead as a general rule. He didnât want to have to confine himself to one future; he wanted to do what he felt was right, and figure it out from there. Though maybe, right now, âwhat he felt was rightâ was just a little overboard.Â
   âNo, youâre right. Sorry.â Awkwardly, Akira shifted his weight a bit and began playing with the tips of a lock of hair. He just got too worked up, is all, with the confession and the kiss and, well, everything. âThat was a bit too much. Iâm not the best at thinking before I speak, ahaha⌠and I think I just gotâ too caught up in the emotion of it, I guess. I hope you can forgive me.âÂ
   âCause if he couldnât, then Akira had just monumentally fucked up this entire situation, and everything was ruined.
   He was pointedly not thinking about that possibility, though. Gotta be cool.
   âDo you want to just⌠try that over again?â
   Yuuki was slowly calming down a bit as the taller male relaxed his stance on this so as not to overwhelm the teen. In response, the phanboy relaxed and lets out a sigh straightening himself upright still a bit flustered. Though it seemed the other got the idea that Mishima hated what Akira said and he flusters a bit. The way the other reacted so calmly though did help ease him a bit as the other showed understanding in being frazzled. Watching as Akira began to mess with his own hair, a habit he noticed the other tended to do.
   âN-No! No... Itâs fine really, it was just a bit overwhelming.â He answered honestly, as he looks up at the Phantom Thiefâs expression. It had definitely not how he thought the confession would go as there were stages to follow. Still, he didnât want to accidentally make the other retreat from him, so he reaches out to grab the otherâs hand on his own. A sheepish smile form on his lips as he looked up at the other trying to think of what to say.Â
   âI can probably get used to it, but just ease up a bit till I do.â He answered, a bit flushed. His heart was racing, and his body was shaking from how anxious he felt. Was this love? Did he feel loved by how earnest and honest the other was? Or was he a bit freaked out from how serious his new boyfriend could be when you just finally come to terms with your affection to him. He wanted to do everything perfectly, for them to date and do all the cute things dating entails. The only thing ruined was the sex as he had the more experience, but he wondered if could pretend.
   Make it seem like Akira was his first, cause god his first was horrible and would love to wash away all his past sex-capade from his skin. Though maybe that expectation was too high and they just started dating. Ugh- Was he really that much of a pervert to be thinking about sex already? Heâs glad the other canât read his thoughts but a tinge of shame did cross his expression though it vanished as soon as it appeared. âAkira, um... Haha, youâre actually my first boyfriend.â He noted, offering a cheerful smile.
   He didnât want to think of anything sad or shameful, let him just enjoy this for what it was.