Incubus ASMR

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I am a stray, tapping on your window.

Let me in, I need your shelter.

But you can't have another, so you shoo me away.

I leave for a while, then you play with me outside.

I follow you home, and gaze longingly through the window.

I see the loathsome other, who keeps you from me.

I want to break through the window, but that would break your heart.

Instead I remain outside, tapping on your window.

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I'm a bug to your lightbulb.

Slamming into the glass fruitlessly.

Helpless to control my instincts.

While your finger hovers over the switch.

Indecisive whether to watch me struggle,

Or plunge me back into the darkness.

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I love you like a teenager,

Hormones out of control.

I'm obsessed, it feels amazing to be with you.

But my heart aches when we are apart.

I fell for you, when you couldn't be only mine.

You fell for me, believing that I wanted to stay alone.

Our hearts were open and our eyes were shut.

Like teenagers, we break eachother's hearts and keep loving eachother regardless.

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Her tender lips are heaven's touch.

Blessed, I am when they press against mine.

Her arms entwining me are sacred vines.

Time without her is like waiting in an endless line.

Her melodic voice is a holy lullaby.

It intoxicates me like the sweetest wine.

Her scent lures me like a delicious pie.

Time with her is to embrace the divine.

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Last birthday, you flew away. 

Next birthday, you're giving your hand away. 

What lovely gifts, in my heart they tear rifts. 

Last year, losing you was my fear. 

This year, you showed me I was right to fear. 

Fair, I knew all along that to me, you never did belong. 

Move in with me, I tried to convince thee. 

You ignored me, thinking I was joking with thee. 

So now to my poems you listen, while our cheeks with tears glisten. 

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Last birthday, you flew away. 

Next birthday, you're giving your hand away. 

What lovely gifts, in my heart they tear rifts. 

Last year, losing you was my fear. 

This year, you showed me I was right to fear. 

Fair, I knew all along that to me, you never did belong. 

Move in with me, I tried to convince thee. 

You ignored me, thinking I was joking with thee. 

So now to my poems you listen, while our cheeks with tears glisten. 

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what is the girl you’re obsessed with like in bed thooo

Her moans are the greatest music to me.

Her body is the instrument that I play.

My teeth caress her skin,

Leaving hints of what I wish I could leave on her.

My hands hold her wrists, hips, and throat.

Her heavy breaths set my heart racing.

I pull her hair back while I take her as mine.

She arches her back as she groans with the strain and pleasure of taking me.

I move to the rhythm of her moans, reading and controlling them in turn.

She is my instrument, and I am her musician.

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Insufficient

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I'm down bad.

Down so bad that it's sad.

Every smile of hers makes me glad.

Every kiss drives me mad.

She even made me consider if I could be a dad.

Tragically, I'm an unlucky lad.

Our love cannot come to full fruition, though at least it's not a fad.

She's been settled down since we met, I'm just a nomad.

I spend my nights alone, a fate befitting a cad.

But now and then she visits, coming like a mythical figure from the Iliad.

Days and nights with her make the lonely ones worthwhile, our passion makes our love ironclad.

So for her, I will always live in something of a bachelor pad.

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She is not you. 

She cannot replace you. 

I treated her like you, because the way I treat you makes me feel good about myself. 

I love the me that I am with you. 

My selfish desire to be that version of myself has caused harm.

For that, I am sorry. 

I cannot apologize for wanting you, however. 

I cannot change that I want you. 

My favorite version of myself is the one reflected in your eyes. 

I cannot help but seek to replicate that.

There is no copying what we are and what we have, though.

You are my best friend, and I am yours. 

You are my obsession, and I am yours.

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Her body is my temple.

Prayer is my lips on her neck.

Sacred are the commands she gives me.

Purpose and pleasure are her divine gifts.

On my knees, I beg to receive them more.

I take a pilgrimage to worship at her feet, as often as I am able.

Across the land and over the water,

No journey is too long to get more time with her.

No sacrifice is too great for my goddess.

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I breathe you like salt air-

you arrive with the hush of tides

and leave me soaked with wanting.

Your shoulders, your neck, your arms

are provinces of heat.

I travel them slowly,

learning the grammar of your skin,

each muscle a verb that commands me:

stay, press closer, burn.

Your hair spills like ink across my skin

and I know love can be physical,

can sweat and tremble,

can moan without losing itself.

Every touch says: stay.

Every pause says: I choose you again.

Come closer.

Let our bodies remember

what our hearts already know.

If this is hunger, it is faithful.

If this is fire, it is a hearth.

Tonight, and every night,

I will call this love -

desire that has learned how to remain.

Wanting you in the undignified,

cracked way of earth wanting rain.

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What I Want

I want to change your life.

I want to change your mind.

I want to spend my life with you.

I want to change my mind.

I want to make you my wife.

I want to make you happy.

I want you to tell him about me.

I want the world to know of our love.

I want to meet your mom.

I want you to meet my family.

I want to buy you a rose quartz ring.

I want to be your everything.

I want to take care of you.

I want you to take care of me.

I want to plan our wedding.

I want to take you to Hawaii.

I want you to love me the way I love you.

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Haikus for the one who stole my heart:

Intensity shared, Moments stolen together Our secret love tale.

Caring and so kind, You heft love on your shoulders Such a strong healer.

She has a great butt, And breasts straight from the heavens, An angelic form.

Radiant glory, You bring light into my world, My star, my own sun. Lady and my toy, Inviolable love bond, Vanquish our sorrows.

Love leaks like a sieve, Time with you, purpose to live, You are seductive.

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You deserve the anger.

It is justified. Albeit unknowingly, I lied.

I love you, like a dog loves a stranger.

I was a stray, alone I was happy to stay.

Then your love became the feed in my manger.

I tried to follow you home, to give up the roam.

But your home was already full, I had been ignoring the danger.

I cried and begged, for you to abandon your home and make one with me instead.

But all I ever was and will be to you, is a stray. One you love and will always seek to play. But your home is already full, so you're forced to keep me away.

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Siren

A siren of the sheets, you may be.

But listen, open your ears to my mournful song

And you'll see, the true siren, is me.

Jump off your ship, for it is in my waters you belong.

Let go of plans, let your future be free.

Untie the knots holding you, you can do it, you are strong.

Give in to the melody, give yourself to my sea.

For life is too short, to not dive headlong.

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Half of my heart,

I offered to you.

Or so I thought.

But I think of you now,

And realize, you have it all.