god
i literally cannot fathom how much i love steddie. like it is integral to my daily thought processes at this point. i compare any plot, relationship dynamic, idea, etc that i come across to what it would be like if they were steve and eddie. otherwise i don’t really care. or i can’t make sense of it. they are simply my point of reference for everything.
i swear i wanted to find new interests and ships and hyperfixations, but i just literally could not care about anything else. it’s probably because of autism tbh👹. but they are like, the sun in my universe. idk how i got to this point (yes i do)














