UGHHHHHH im so tired of h**** p***** like was there really no other piece of british literature seungmin could read????
burberry y’all are so mf annoying fr why tf do you want to platform a book by someone who actively wants kids to kill themselves and puts their money towards it
and before y’all jump me in my ask box, argue with the wall or argue with god but you won’t be arguing with me bc i am not the fucking one. either you support trans people or you don’t, that’s it.
Super short my thoughts on Binnie and gender nonconforming reader! You two are gym buddies 🩵
my thoughts on binnie are as follows: he drinks his respect women juice daily and i think this would extend to ppl of different gender identities.
for example!!!
like say you’re already friends
something something you’re both weightlifting partners somehow
or you’re with the same group that lifts together idfk
point is you and changbin go from strangers to friendly if maybe not friends yet
and you hear someone else at the gym, maybe someone from the same group, make one of those really soft digs about people using weird pronouns or some shit
just something that is 100% derogatory and you sigh deeply and have to do the “hey remember how we’re all human, and extending empathy when we’re met with something we don’t understand blah blah”
you know how you try to teach gym bros about empathy? yeah so you also hit em with the “and im nonbinary so double fuck you”
yeah it goes great
at least you get them to back off and maybe! they’ll have productive thoughts about it later
one can hope.
very of the impression that changbin would nod along with your rant of however long and at a point space the fuck out
which you notice and ask in a more guarded way like, “is that going to be a problem?”
and he’s just completely honest like, “not at all, i’m just wondering what that means about my sexuality.”
you bluescreen
“for your- changbin you like me?”
“yeah so i had been planning to ask you on a date but this seemed like urgent and more serious so i was going to wait.”
and then you kiss and fall in love and wear disgustingly cute matching gym outfits for the rest of forever
Felix looked beautiful, even with the bright blush on his face from reaching to hold your hand. Especially with the blush, maybe.
He kept looking at your laced hands out of the corner of his eye. You tried to pretend you were focused on driving and that holding hands with your best friend was something totally chill and normal that friends did. It was possibly the hardest thing you’ve ever done.
Oh god and what if your hand was sweaty????
You managed to drive decently and park without crashing the car or overthinking too too bad over the decision to full send (on Chan’s advice.)
Felix smiled so brightly at you when you held his hand again after exiting the car that you thought you might combust on the spot.
You hug him tightly, tucking your head in against his shoulder, and immediately he hugs back, giggling.
“What was that for?”
“Nothing at all, I’ve just missed spending time with you, Fe.” You mumble the words into his collar.
“I’ve missed spending time with you too, Button.” He says solemnly, before bursting into giggles again.
“Felix?”
“Hm?”
“I love you,”
“I love you too.”
“No, like. I love you.” You bury your head further into his shoulder, unable to pick your head up to look at him.
“Wait. Sunshine - wait you love me?” He tries to pry you off his shoulder to gauge your reaction. “You love me! AH! THEY LOVE ME! THE LOVE OF MY LIFE LOVES ME!!! TODAY IS THE BEST DAY EVER!!” At this point he is jumping up and down, pulling you with him in his excitement.
“You really love me?!”
“Yeah Felix, yeah I do.” Your smile is so wide it’s hurting your face. “I was so scared to tell you.”
“I was so scared to tell you too!!” he stops moving, whispers, “sorry I’m yelling and you’re standing right here. I’m so excited I’m freaking out I don’t even know what to do. I had just been texting Hyunjin about how I was worried you don’t like me but you Love me? Wow. Wow I need to go like yell. Oh and rub it in Hyunjin’s face!”
“Felix! Breathe also, maybe?”
“Oh yeah, that too.” he pauses and breathes deeply.
You lean in to kiss his cheek. “You’re so cute,”
“Wait I want another!” he taps his other cheek and leans in, and you can see all of his freckles.
A/N: Not proofread, I kind of blacked out and wrote this all in one go.
•
Kim Seungmin, rather inconveniently, has discovered that he Does like wearing a collar and maybe being tugged around on a leash.
You lose one round of truth or dare and suddenly your very normal view of your own kinks is upended entirely. Fucking,,, Jisung. Seungmin’s gonna kill him later.
But right now he’s dealing with an uncomfortable problem that is, well, the problem happening in his shorts. Even just looking in the bathroom mirror at the thin collar still clipped around his neck has heat shooting straight to his cock. He’s been hiding out in the bathroom for too long now, painfully hard. The others are going to think he’s shitting his brains out or jerking off at this point and he doesn’t know what’s worse.
“Fuck it,” he mumbles, roughly pushing his shorts down to reach for his cock, meanly pumping it a few times and biting his fist to stop a whimper from coming out. This is so annoying, he wishes, god he blushes just thinking about it. He wishes someone would pull him closer by the collar, or tug hard on the leash so he chokes a little bit. He wants someone to pull on his hair behind these stupid puppy ears they made him wear with the rest of this costume.
His cheeks burn even thinking about it, but what if,,,? He takes his free hand and tugs on his collar. Lightning bolts of pleasure shoot through his body. He pulls harder and suddenly,, he’s cumming into his fist and clamping down on the loud whine that tries to escape his lips.
//
He leaves the bathroom and almost smacks into you.
“Oops, sorry. You okay, Puppy?” you ask, obviously innocently, but Seungmin squeaks and nearly runs past you.
//
“Ha ha what took you so long Seungmin?”
“Dreading coming back to see your ugly face obviously,” Seungmin fires back distractedly, mostly focused on trying to appear totally chill and normal and not like he came in the bathroom like a horny teenager.
//
“I hope I didn’t make you uncomfortable earlier, Minnie, by calling you Puppy? You seemed off the rest of the night I just wanted to make sure.” You’re shifting from foot to foot nervously and Seungmin is panicked and endeared.
“No! No it’s. Um it’s fine. I didn’t mind.”
“Oh! Okay good, I’m glad. I was worried. I know we tease each other all the time but like I didn’t want to cross a line.”
Seungmin shrugs, twitching when his shoulder bumps the leash still attached. He hopes you don’t notice.
You notice.
“Did you want me to get this off of you Puppy?” You ask playfully, but then you see his breathing physically stop, frozen like a deer in headlights. You take a step closer, more cautiously. “Minnie? You okay?”
He nods, several times in a row. “Yes”
“Come here.” he shuffles closer and you gently lean in to unhook the leash. He still doesn’t seem to be breathing but relaxes a bit when the leash is unclipped. But the moment your hands touch the collar, fingers pulling lightly at one side so you can undo the buckle, a cut-off whine escapes his mouth.
He slaps both hands over his mouth in shock, and you do your best not to react.
“You don’t need to be embarrassed Minnie, if that’s something you like.”
“The others won’t let me live this down,”
“I’m not the others though.”
He blinks. “What are you..”
You lean in and ask more softly, “Do you want me to take care of you, Puppy?” You tug ever so slightly on his collar and he becomes boneless, melting into you. He’s whispering soft pleas, hands all over, nuzzling into your chest like if he tries hard enough he’ll be able to push even closer.
You tug him back again by the fingers still holding onto his collar, watching as his eyes roll back in his head before trying hard to refocus on you.
“But puppies don’t talk, do they?” You tap him on the nose in soft reprimand.
He shakes his head no aggressively, a bit like a bobble head. ‘Already so brainless. Cute.’ You think to yourself.
“Let’s move out of the hallway, hm? To your room.” You start heading that way, Seungmin trailing behind you softly holding onto the ends of your sweater. You make sure to close his door and lock it for privacy before turning towards your Puppy. He’s standing awkwardly in the middle of the room, even as you flop comfortably onto his bed.
“And one more thing, Puppy. Dogs don’t walk on two feet, do they?” He hesitates for a moment before shaking his head no again. Without you asking, he pushes down onto his knees. “Soo good puppy! You’re such a good boy, so smart.”
Felix looked beautiful, even with the bright blush on his face from reaching to hold your hand. Especially with the blush, maybe.
He kept looking at your laced hands out of the corner of his eye. You tried to pretend you were focused on driving and that holding hands with your best friend was something totally chill and normal that friends did. It was possibly the hardest thing you’ve ever done.
Oh god and what if your hand was sweaty????
You managed to drive decently and park without crashing the car or overthinking too too bad over the decision to full send (on Chan’s advice.)
Felix smiled so brightly at you when you held his hand again after exiting the car that you thought you might combust on the spot.
You hug him tightly, tucking your head in against his shoulder, and immediately he hugs back, giggling.
“What was that for?”
“Nothing at all, I’ve just missed spending time with you, Fe.” You mumble the words into his collar.
“I’ve missed spending time with you too, Button.” He says solemnly, before bursting into giggles again.
“Felix?”
“Hm?”
“I love you,”
“I love you too.”
“No, like. I love you.” You bury your head further into his shoulder, unable to pick your head up to look at him.
“Wait. Sunshine - wait you love me?” He tries to pry you off his shoulder to gauge your reaction. “You love me! AH! THEY LOVE ME! THE LOVE OF MY LIFE LOVES ME!!! TODAY IS THE BEST DAY EVER!!” At this point he is jumping up and down, pulling you with him in his excitement.
“You really love me?!”
“Yeah Felix, yeah I do.” Your smile is so wide it’s hurting your face. “I was so scared to tell you.”
“I was so scared to tell you too!!” he stops moving, whispers, “sorry I’m yelling and you’re standing right here. I’m so excited I’m freaking out I don’t even know what to do. I had just been texting Hyunjin about how I was worried you don’t like me but you Love me? Wow. Wow I need to go like yell. Oh and rub it in Hyunjin’s face!”
“Felix! Breathe also, maybe?”
“Oh yeah, that too.” he pauses and breathes deeply.
You lean in to kiss his cheek. “You’re so cute,”
“Wait I want another!” he taps his other cheek and leans in, and you can see all of his freckles.
Working on the second part of Sweethearts! The text series w Felix 💙 do you guys want it to be a longer smau (like 8 ish parts) or short and sweet (finish with part 2)?
Thank u @velvetmoonlght for this suggestion I love it 😍 I would say this could be read as connected to my other bestie Felix texts but doesn’t have to be!
A/n: i didn’t know how to do this part as texts so ur getting WORDS!
…
Minho looked bewildered when you walked through the door.
“Do you know why Jisung just sprinted away from me? He locked himself in the bathroom. Is he okay?”
“I mean is he ever being normal” You slide past Minho as you toe off your shoes, headed for the bathroom.
“Jisung?” You knock on the door softly. “Can you come out? I think you scared the shit out of Minho.”
The door cracks open almost immediately and you smile at Jisung’s disheveled fluffy hair. “You look like a little ducky.” You ruffle the top of his hair as you gently drag him by the hand back out of the bathroom.
Minho is still standing a bit frozen in confusion by the hallway so you grab him too, leading the pair out into the living room and onto the couch.
No one moves.
Jisung is in fact staring directly at the ceiling.
You sigh. “Okay well I guess I’m going to do the talking. No one interrupt me because I’m nervous and I want to get it all out without passing out.”
“What-“
“Minho literally what did I just say- anyways. Jisung and I wanted to talk to you. About us.”
Minhos expression flattens almost imperceptibly. “So you two are together then.”
You suck in a deep breath, “No-well yes but- that’s not-“
His mouth twists. “That’s great, can I go now?” You physically watch as Minho’s guard goes up.
“Minho! Shut the fuck up for one second! I am trying to get to my point-“
“If it’s that you and Jisung want the apartment to yourselves I really do Not want to talk about that-“
“We’re in love with you!” Jisung finally bursts, his eyes shining with tears that want to fall. “We both love you and want to be with you!”
And then he starts crying, from equal parts embarrassment and overwhelm. You watch a myriad of emotions cross Minho’s face, but the instinct to comfort Jisung when he’s scared overrides whatever else he’s feeling. Minho pulls Jisung into a hug, pressing on his back firmly, and tucking his head into Minho’s shoulder. You take a seat softly next to them, gently brushing Jisung’s hair back.
“I ruined everything,” you hear Jisung mumble through his tears, “m’ sorry.”
“Jisung baby no, you didn’t ruin anything. Your emotions are really high right now - no one is mad at you, just focus on coming back down to us okay?”
Jisung nods through his tears, clutching onto Minho’s shirt like a lifeline. Minho holds an arm out, gesturing for you to also come hug Jisung.
You whisper against Jisung’s hair, “I’m sorry baby I didn’t notice how panicked you had gotten.” You press a soft kiss to his cheek.
Minho places a kiss on his other cheek and it feels like time freezes again. You can see Jisung processing, so shocked that his crying has stopped. He touches his cheek right where Minho had kissed him and for a moment stays like that.
You can see the tips of Minho’s ears turning red, just as Jisung surges in to kiss him. Jisung’s urgency makes it all have a little bit too much teeth, but Minho returns the kiss sweetly, his hand cupped around Jisung’s cheek like he’s glass.
Minho has to break the kiss to make sure Jisung is breathing (he wasn’t).
“So you like me?” Jisung asks, gasping for air.
“Was the kiss too subtle?”
Jisung smacks him but blushes too.
“Yes Jisung I like you. I always thought you liked y/n though, so I didn’t say anything. Your friendship is important to me, I didn’t want to ruin it.”
“Oh, well yeah ha I was going to take that to the grave I was never going to confess to either of you. But then I accidentally did and now- you really both like me?” Jisung is looking back and forth between the two of you like it’s too good to be true.
Both you and Minho are nodding and his smile gets even wider.
“But wait Minho, do you like them too?”
You feel a twist of fear in your stomach and want to pull back, but Minho and Jisung still have you wrapped into their hug. There’s silence until you can manage to look directly at Minho. His lips are kiss-bitten and red, and his eyes are unreadable to you. The flare of anxiety in your stomach feels like fire.
But then Minho leans in and brushes his lips against yours.
You melt, folding in against the pair of them, returning Minho’s kiss as sweetly as you can with the awkward angle of the kiss.
“So yes?” You whisper shyly as Jisung squeals, squeezing the two of you tightly.
“Yes, definitely.” Minho responds, kissing your lips gently again. “I’m kind of overwhelmed but I’m really happy, I never expected,” he trails off, and you can see that at some point his eyes had started to get hazy.
“Aw Minho! Don’t cry because then I’ll cry too,” you press a kiss to his cheek, then another, and another, and then Jisung joins in giving kisses until Minho’s laughing and trying to push you both back.
“So,, now what happens?”
“Whatever we want I guess,”
“Now I have two very hot boyfriends,” you say smugly.
“Yeah, yeah well I want more kisses that’s what should happen next.” Jisung says primly, puckering his lips and looking at both you and Minho expectantly.