VIVIAN

Musician. Photographer. http://soundcloud.com/vxvian

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how old are you? cuz you kind of seem like someone who will be infinitely young because you are so conscience and in tune with your inner self

I’m 19 years old. Thank you :)

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Your voice sounds like Lana del Rey <3

:') Thank you so much!

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Vivian // #RAURFEST2015

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Blooming in June 🌻 // 2015

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Rehearsal for Raurfest // June 2015

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you tweeted the surrealism of self discovery, which is a cool phrase, but what exactly is surreal about discovering yourself?

Self discovery is surreal because there is so much more to you than you see on the surface. That may seem strange because, yes, you know yourself, but the deeper you dive into self discovery, the deeper you know yourself on a spiritual level, the more life on Earth feels like a dream. You become acutely aware of the fact that this reality is only a matter of perception, it is not all there is. You become more connected to the very soul that gives you life and you just become so aware of your unearthly existence as that soul that life in the third dimension feels unreal. In a beautiful way. The concept of life itself is surreal when you understand that you are a spiritual being having a human experience in the physical world.

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i was up in the clouds, but you pulled me down

you’re pulling me down

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Hi Vivian! I've always admired you so much and wanted you to be a close friend of mine, but I've always felt really intimidated. I really want to get in touch with my creative side and I really want to be able to talk to you about it, since you have found your calling. How do you not wear make up, yet still feel beautiful about yourself? When I do I just notice all of my flaws. I hope I can talk to you sometime about this without seeming lame.

Good morniiiiing! WOW thank you for your kind words :’) I promise you there is absolutely NO reason to feel intimidated by me. I love everyone, I love getting to know people and hearing their stories. Please message me off anonymous, or on Facebook if we’re pals, or any other social media. I would LOVE to talk to you in depth about your creative side :)

As for makeup, I still wear make up sometimes! And when I don’t wear makeup, I notice my own flaws too! But I’ve reached a point where I accept and appreciate those imperfections about my appearance. They are what make me different from others, and I think that’s pretty special. I’m just having this human experience, and this physical body is nothing more than a vehicle for my soul to hang out on Earth for awhile. It doesn’t need to be perfect, that’s not it’s purpose :) Embrace yourself, come into your own, let love flow from your heart.

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How many tattoos do you have? What are they? What is their significance?

I have four tattoos. They are all written in my handwriting. Also I always keep this in mind when placing them on my body: the left side of the body is the receiving side, while the right side is the giving side (in terms of energy).

I got my first tattoo when I was 14 in Fiji. My mama and I both got the phrase “have faith” on our left wrists. My mama was spending long periods in Fiji at the time, so it was a personal reminder to myself that everything happens for a reason. It keeps us together when we are apart.

My second tattoo is the phrase “spread light, speak truth.” Those words mean a lot to me because that sums up everything I intend to do with my life. It’s placed on my right rib, because it’s what I want to give to the world.

The third tattoo is on my inner lip, right in the center of my body. I got this one in Fiji with one of my best friends Torika. I got “yalo” which means soul in Fijian. Torika got “marau.” Together, the phrase means “happy soul.”

My fourth and most recent one is on my left arm, right above my elbow. It says “I am that I am” which is a reminder that I am not expected to be anything more than exactly who I am. I am enough. Positive affirmation. :)

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What do you plan to do after you graduate from FIDM

I'm currently working hard on my music career. I will likely be taking a break from school after this year in order to focus entirely on music.

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How do you explain indigo? And do you have a religion or just spiritual? Or neither lol. You just seem so free with yourself, I wish and try to be

The term “indigo” is one that I hold very dear to my heart. It refers to the concept of Indigo children, which is a collective of old souls that have been incarnated with a very specific purpose on Earth in this lifetime. The Indigo children are warriors of light, incarnated to challenge old societal ideals and break down barriers to enable the new wave of higher vibration and an existence rooted in love to return to Earth. There are more Indigos on our planet right now than ever before. We know who we are and we understand our purpose. Indigos are part of a larger collective of souls that are referred to as star children, or star seeds. This also includes Rainbow children (very new souls) and Crystal children (very old and enlightened souls). There is so much more information out there, but that’s just a quick summary! I am not religious, but I am very spiritual. To me, it has been an ever-expanding understanding of how the universe works on all levels and dimensions. Thank you for your kind words, and for taking the time to ask me about this :) The most important growth as a human is learning to free the soul through self love and universal acceptance. That is how we begin to change the world. Only the most advanced souls are incarnated on Earth to learn and grow together. So, as challenging as it may be at times, know that you are here because you are capable. The answers are already within you. Tap in. Much love x

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wtf is the "feminine energy"? ru smoking crack? too many hack novels and hip hop bullshit

Oh boy. Sometimes I forget that so much of the world is still asleep. You’ll wake up when it’s your time to understand. Enjoy your journey. Much love.

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Let the feels come

(this is a hint)

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Portobello, London. April 2015.

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London files, April 2015.

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It’s Been Awhile

I haven’t updated this lil blog of mine for quite some time now. I’ve been living in Los Angeles for over 6 months now and it’s been wilder than I ever dreamed. It’s time I shared a bit of the excitement with my friends and family back home.

I came to Los Angeles to study Visual Communications at FIDM, but I’ve been surrounded by music since I arrived. I’ve been singing since I could talk, playing guitar and writing songs since I was in the 3rd grade. It was always my childhood dream to create music and share my words with souls around the world. But life happened, and somewhere during the mess that is high school, that big dream was placed far off in the back of my mind. I promised myself I would get back into it, but it wasn’t until moving to Los Angeles that those dreams were restored for me.

My focus shifted in January. I started making music again. A lot of it. It all happened really quickly, as if all the words I couldn’t sing for the past four years were released in a flood that came pouring out of my heart. Thanks to wonderful friends who believe in me more than I could ever hope for and the blessing of a family who supports me wherever I go, my Dream of Sounds has once again been filled with life. 

I’m in the process of recording my first project. I’ve written every single word, I’ve written every melody on my guitar, I’m producing it myself, and I’ve got the support and guidance of some very wise friends who have inspired me to no end. I really feel like I can do anything, like I’m in the flow of the universe and I’m trusting it to take me wherever I’m meant to be.

So that’s where I’m at. Working harder than ever and singing my little heart out. Channelling all the highs and lows of life into my Dream of Sounds. Keep an eye out, I’ll have songs to share very soon and I’m extremely excited to do so. I’m investing my whole heart into this project, every part of my soul. This is the most personal work of art I have ever created. It’s been a journey already, but this is only the beginning and there will be many more things to share as this path progresses. All I ever hope to do is to share love and impact the world with positive change and emotional honesty. Thank you to everyone who has filled me with light and love along the way. You are wonderful and I hope I can make you proud.

x,

Vivian

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Vivian by Alyanna Garcia. April 10, 2015.