Hello, guys, I need to say this cuz it was something very personal and I just need to speak about this,
Im gonna leave Tumblr for a while because of my mental health, and that I mean only with posting....
I can see your posts, interact with you, comment, but I won't post my stuff here anymore-
Today, something terrible happened to me. I had a hate attack, got brutally offended and I had to leave school for that. I'm school-less right now because of a group attack. People that follow m posts know I haven't doing my best, harmful behaviors to myself, constant vents, a change of content with no previous warning nor anything, this now feels like a diary to throw hate in rather than my art account and I don't wish for this to happen... I want my account to not have my problems in it, I can maybe vent to y'all but it'll be about things that happen here, not about my life...?
And I think I'm too unwell, too shaken, too hurt from this attack, I have absolutely no one and I'm being followed around, I just don't know what to do and... I don't know what to do anymore with my life!
I was planning a little thing for after perfection, a week long full of content about the au and the fanfic and many one shots in a separate build alongside the official au on Wattpad, but now I had to stop the work because of my mental health, I'm physically and mentally wounded and Im just unsure how to go on, you know? How to keep going
People say the bad times will pass but it's being hard to live in the bad times today, and I don't know how to keep going, and that includes this blog....maybe just for now, just for as long as I can't draw, just as long as I can't create for the well and for the happiness of sharing a story with you guys, I think Im leaving... Pray for me, I love you guys that follow me
