Indy Blue

Your favorite blue

[indybluee]

Mandatory Masks Since The Beginning

New York Do You Like The Taste

[indybluee]

before the world went into a global epidemic

[indybluee]

Remember that time we almost got arrested? Me neither

[bpd-trichster]

medication bottle: take 1-2 as needed for anxiety

me, having gone through my entire prescription in three days: ok

[sweethoneydew]

When I met you, it felt as if I had discovered fire. I was so excited. Everything felt surreal. There was a whole new world to discover. You shone light. I felt alive, so exhilarated. You radiated warmth. I felt warm, so comfortable. But, I was cautious not to get too close because I didn’t want to get hurt. I didn’t want to get burned.  My excitement overcame my fears and I played with my discovery. I threw myself into the unknown; I reveled, I celebrated, I explored. I let my guard down and allowed myself to be vulnerable. I was full of joy. I danced, and danced, and danced as if the moment I was in was eternal and nothing could touch me. I danced so close to the fire. I could feel the heat against my skin. And I let it touch me. It hurt so much. It was too much. And it was too late. The fire consumed me. It was so painful. It was agony. It took the breath out of me. I could feel it take my soul, my very essence. It took my life. But I emerged, and I discovered I was still alive. The fire had not touched me. It had only burned. It had burned everything that I wasn’t. And I came out, not damaged, not broken, but whole and more alive than ever before. My love overcame my fears. And I discovered fire cannot burn fire. Light cannot put out light. When light meets more light, it illuminates the darkness… and I discovered this when I met you. There is nothing to fear.

Samantha Camargo  (via sweethoneydew)

[returntoeden]

✨ Types of Soulmates ✨

Hi everyone! When doing love readings for people, I tend to always mention the word ‘soulmate’ which is why I thought I’d actually make a post about the topic. The term can be a bit confusing due to the various connotations that it’s accumulated over time. Most people imagine that meeting their soulmate will unfold like a fairytale and instantly lead to happily ever after! But this isn’t always the case! You’ll meet several different soulmates in your lifetime, all of them serving different purposes. Soooo let’s get into this shit! (starting in no particular order!)

1. Platonic Soulmate: The platonic soulmate will manifest as your best friend and partner in crime! There’s a sense of effortlessness when you two meet. There’s no hesitation and you feel a sense of ease when you’re around. Your platonic soulmate is the person you know was destined to be your Maid of Honor or Best Man haha. The platonic soulmate is usually the simplest out of all the connections as they exist in your path to make life more enjoyable. Some people may mistake a platonic soulmate for a romantic/companion soulmate but they’ll usually both realize that they’re better off as friends. Someone who is asexual or aromantic will likely stay with their platonic soulmate as they don’t feel the need to connect with anyone else. This can be extremely fulfilling! 

2. Soul Family: Ahhhh soul families are a total fucking blessing! Members of a soul family all come from the same branch of consciousness and have similar life paths. Soul families can be literally anyone who has the same interests, beliefs, mindset, and energetic vibration as you! The key aspect of a soul family is that our souls were created in the same dimension/planet and we always incarnate together. Our soul family has travelled the same paths and have had to learn the same lessons. All members of a soul family are working towards the same mission. I say they’re a blessing because I find it extremely comforting to know that you have other people who feel and think in the same way that you do! Your actual family may be a part of your soul family but not always. There are definitely members of your soul family who you may not actually ever meet. Some soul groups have 2,000 people while others have 20. It simply depends on your mission! 

3. Past Life Soulmate: Our past life soulmate(s) are usually romantic and they’re someone who is returning from a past life. When you feel as though you instantly recognize someone, this is a clear sign that they’re a past life connection. Your past life soulmate can reincarnate with you every life time or only occasionally. Either way, this person is usually in your life to remind you of something you’ve forgotten about your own soul. They subconsciously bring back information from a past life in order to deepen your spirituality. This could be a long term or short term relationship! Past life soulmates are a part of your soul family!

4. Karmic Soulmates: Ohhh the lovely karmics… Karmic Soulmates are like fucked up past life soulmates. They’re from your past life but they show up in this life because there’s an unlearned lesson or unsettled business between you two. This karmic imbalance desperately needs to be resolved before you can progress. To be fair, karmics don’t always have to be horrible! They serve a very important purpose though. I’d even go as far as to say that they’re the most necessary. They present challenges and conflicts in order to make you stronger. Your first heartbreaks are usually a result of karmic relationships. They’re kind of like stepping stones to your twin flame or romantic soulmate! Karmics are almost always temporary and can be friends, family, or lovers.

5. Healing Soulmate: Healing soulmates usually emerge after a karmic relationship ends. Or after a defeating period in your life. They can come in the form of a friend, a parent, a teacher, a lover, or even a stranger. They offer you comfort and help set you back on your path. Healing soulmates are usually temporary as they mostly exist in our lives for a specific issues. Some healing soulmates may stick around and assist you with future conflict as well, though! 

6. New Soul: This one is pretty straight forward! Not everyone you meet will be from a past life. A new soul is someone we’ve never had contact with. They usually show upwhen we’ve completed all karmic trials or, for whatever reason, have rejected the romantic soulmate/twin flame partner. This person will spark intrigue, curiosity, and fascination in you. We’ll crave a connection with this person but things usually happen slower with a new soul because of the unfamiliarity. Most karmic relationships start off as a new soul that wasn’t originally in our Soul Contract. Which can be vv exciting! 

7. Romantic/Companion Soulmate:  Your romantic soulmate is often described as ‘The One’! They’re your perfect match in this lifetime and the person that your higher self decided to unite with. Of course, you can always stray from your soul contract but most people don’t! The romantic soulmate will offer you so much joy, happiness, and emotional depth. They’re the person you’re likely to marry and will help to move you along your path with an open heart. When we unite with a companion soulmate, we experience unconditional love and bliss. Every relationship will still have it’s problems but you’ll be able to work through these things in harmony. The romantic soulmate can be a new soul or past life connection!

8. The Twin Flame: Not everyone has a twin flame in this lifetime or a twin flame at all! But your twin flame is the perfect REFLECTION of you. You two are parts of the same consciousness. It’s still possible to be whole without your twin flame but, when you two come together, it creates something incredibly powerful. I made an entire post on twin flames so feel free to search for it on my page! 

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Keep in mind that you might have multiple types of each soulmate in your life & that’s okay! Alternatively, you might not have one of these relationships. Most people will experience 7/8, but nothing is guaranteed. I’d love to hear about your ow experiences with the 8 types of soulmates! Thank you so much for reading! ✨✨

[fullmoondragon777]

Twin Flame Signs:

1. You have dreams of this person before you meet them, the dreams may be odd and you may not even be able to see this persons face but you will instantly recongize they are apart of your soul.

2. You will already feel as though this persons energy is always with you. 

3. You will expierience alot of deja vu and notice many more syncronicities and strange “coincidences” leading up to meeting this person.

4. You will respect this person immeditately, and you will trust them easier than you trust other people. Being yourself around this person will feel natural, and vice versa.

5. The connection is unlike any connection you ever felt. You will naturally have telepathic communication with this person. (if you have telepathic connections with others this one is magnified). This person helps you become your best self.

6. As wonderful as it can be to find your twin flame, it is not always rainbows and sunshine. You and this person will mirror eachocher in many ways (life expierences, morals, common interests, and even habits) so in turn you will eventually see eachothers shadows. Although you will mirror this person there will be differences between you.( The Sun & The Moon Energy.)

7. The work. Now you have met your twin flame and have fallen in love with eachother the real work will begin. Twin flames are put on this planet for a greater purpose to spread love and light. You and your twin flame will have to balance your Yin & Yang energy. There is much to learn on your journey.

8. Sepperation. This step is the hardest of all, but it is done for a reason. The sepperation timing can very different for everyone. This time is important away from your twin flame because there are somethings we can only face and over come on our own. Being away from your twin flame will suck, but you have to be able to know that you could be ok on your own.

9. Reconciliation. After time away from your twin flame you will reunite better than before! There is still alot of work to be done, but now you can work together. You and this person’s ultimate goal is to become your best self, and fulfill the personal life path you’ve both signed up for, helping this world become a better place.

-Stormy⚡️-

[indybluee]

1. I knew it since the very beginning, when we were young teenagers in high school, something about you was so familiar and magnetic. For four years your eyes locked on mine across the classroom, across the pews at the episcopal church. The tension between us as we brisked by each other in the hallways and courtyards. You occupied my dreams for years in high school and followed me all the the way to college and my 20′s up until we united the summer of 2019, the summer we both fell in love for the first time. That summer was a dream i never wanted to wake up from.

2.  When we first started dating during the summer of 2019, there were breaks for sometimes days or weeks on end, but the absence of you being with me physically never made me feel like you were “gone” you were always with me. We were always connected and the more connected and focused i became on myself the more connected i felt to you.

3. The first day you reached out to me, may of 2019, there was a lizard stuck between my window and the screen. I named him king elizardbeth which was clever and amusing to you. He was always there on the days and nights we talked. The days i did not hear from you he had managed to get out, only to re-appear when you re-appeared on my phones notifications. Flash forward one year and the days i see him, that lizard peeking in on me, i know you are thinking of me. The day i asked the universe for a sign that you were in deed my twin flame and i was not going insane, was the day i entered my fathers office through the back door to see a lizard in the hallway that scurried under a file cabinet. Let alone that sunday afternoon we had made plans yet after not hearing from you, with my father in his vestry meeting (where prior to the meeting he had told me to just reach out) i sat in the elantra reading and turned to see a lizard in the back seat on top of a lunch box in my car, where moments later you confirmed our date night.

[indybluee]

4. You told me things, about your family, friends, childhood, experiences and thoughts you shared with me suddenly saying “i cant believe i just told you that, iv never told anyone that before”. You trusted me, i trusted you, there was an instant bond, a connection so strong it scared the both of us. We brought out our most true and raw versions of ourselves and shared that with each other.

5. Nothing had ever felt as right as it did with you. Even while in separation you communicated to me telepathically, i knew you had parts of yourself that needed healing and only time and space would heal you, so thats what i give you, we love each other, thats what you do when you love someone. You give them something or do something that might not be what you want or what you need, but love is doing it for the truest and most pure purpose because you want whats best for the one you love.

6. We mirror each other in ways that sometimes trigger our inner-selves that still need healing and steer us in the direction of healing and recognizing the parts of ourself we have to change. We have the same experiences when it comes to complicated past marriages our parents had before we even existed, the complicated divorces and trauma we experienced when we did exsit, college, friends, all mirroring each other. Sometimes pulling us apart and sometimes pulling us back together after healing.

7. We have a purpose. You are the yin to my yang. We bring out the best in each other and also expose the parts of each other we need to heal in order to fully live.

8. The first few separation phases hurt more because i wasnt seeing the bigger picture. I was caught up in a mind set that i was not enough and if i had been different in some way i would be enough for you. But now the phases of separation bring clarity, realization, push me further on the choosing the right path and taking care of myself and the things i have to accomplish in order to become united with you whenever that shall be. I heal parts of myself, i see the bigger picture, i take care of the things that i must heal. Some day when we are the right versions of ourselves we will reunite and our union shall be brighter than ever.

9. We have “united” many times, even fallen deeper and deeper in love during our past unions. But this separation phase is different than the others. I will be the version of myself i am meant to be, i will have clear intentions on what my future will hold for me in terms of fulfilling my passions and dreams. And not only dreaming of living out those passions, but creating a life that fulfills those passions and sharing unconditional gratitude and love for not only you, but the world, my friends, my family. Every day is a blessing. Tomorrow is never guaranteed and life is too short to not do everything you can in your power to create the life you want while sharing unconditional love and surrendering to divine timing and the universe. Looking forward to our individual growth and enlightenment and our future united selves.

[fullmoondragon777]

Twin Flame Signs:

1. You have dreams of this person before you meet them, the dreams may be odd and you may not even be able to see this persons face but you will instantly recongize they are apart of your soul.

2. You will already feel as though this persons energy is always with you. 

3. You will expierience alot of deja vu and notice many more syncronicities and strange “coincidences” leading up to meeting this person.

4. You will respect this person immeditately, and you will trust them easier than you trust other people. Being yourself around this person will feel natural, and vice versa.

5. The connection is unlike any connection you ever felt. You will naturally have telepathic communication with this person. (if you have telepathic connections with others this one is magnified). This person helps you become your best self.

6. As wonderful as it can be to find your twin flame, it is not always rainbows and sunshine. You and this person will mirror eachocher in many ways (life expierences, morals, common interests, and even habits) so in turn you will eventually see eachothers shadows. Although you will mirror this person there will be differences between you.( The Sun & The Moon Energy.)

7. The work. Now you have met your twin flame and have fallen in love with eachother the real work will begin. Twin flames are put on this planet for a greater purpose to spread love and light. You and your twin flame will have to balance your Yin & Yang energy. There is much to learn on your journey.

8. Sepperation. This step is the hardest of all, but it is done for a reason. The sepperation timing can very different for everyone. This time is important away from your twin flame because there are somethings we can only face and over come on our own. Being away from your twin flame will suck, but you have to be able to know that you could be ok on your own.

9. Reconciliation. After time away from your twin flame you will reunite better than before! There is still alot of work to be done, but now you can work together. You and this person’s ultimate goal is to become your best self, and fulfill the personal life path you’ve both signed up for, helping this world become a better place.

-Stormy⚡️-

[indybluee]

1. I knew it since the very beginning, when we were young teenagers in high school, something about you was so familiar and magnetic. For four years your eyes locked on mine across the classroom, across the pews at the episcopal church. The tension between us as we brisked by each other in the hallways and courtyards. You occupied my dreams for years in high school and followed me all the the way to college and my 20′s up until we united the summer of 2019, the summer we both fell in love for the first time. That summer was a dream i never wanted to wake up from.

2.  When we first started dating during the summer of 2019, there were breaks for sometimes days or weeks on end, but the absence of you being with me physically never made me feel like you were “gone” you were always with me. We were always connected and the more connected and focused i became on myself the more connected i felt to you.

3. The first day you reached out to me, may of 2019, there was a lizard stuck between my window and the screen. I named him king elizardbeth which was clever and amusing to you. He was always there on the days and nights we talked. The days i did not hear from you he had managed to get out, only to re-appear when you re-appeared on my phones notifications. Flash forward one year and the days i see him, that lizard peeking in on me, i know you are thinking of me. The day i asked the universe for a sign that you were in deed my twin flame and i was not going insane, was the day i entered my fathers office through the back door to see a lizard in the hallway that scurried under a file cabinet. Let alone that sunday afternoon we had made plans yet after not hearing from you, with my father in his vestry meeting (where prior to the meeting he had told me to just reach out) i sat in the elantra reading and turned to see a lizard in the back seat on top of a lunch box in my car, where moments later you confirmed our date night.

[princessfromuranus]

The universe brought us together only to tear us apart, but also bring us back together and unite us in the end.

Princessfromuranus (via princessfromuranus)

[aena-blue]

You are the mirror through which I see myself. The good, the bad, the ugly. The beautifully damaged and the perfect imperfections

- and it’s the most loving of reflections 🧡