the girl in 8G has no faith in herself. @infectiiious-blog - Tumblr Blog

that gifset really made me wanna come back here lmao

#i'm so weak #hmmm maybe #maybe i'll do a revamp or sth #ooc.

It’s only after we’ve lost everything that we’re free to do anything.

inscmniac:

I almost subconsciously roll my eyes at her comment ;; although I exaggerate it once I finally notice. What did MARLA need from these sad, sap filled pity fests ?? I was the one LIVING on instant coffee && twinkies whilst dragging my knuckles like a fucking ZOMBIE. ‘ I don’t fucking know – but I HIGHLY doubt it. Why would YOU need a week’s worth of support group meetings ?? ‘

”...They distract me.”

From what, Marla doesn’t care to divulge out loud - from the crushing weight of the world that she can barely account for. From the circular thoughts that buzz around her brain like agitated flies. She’s rummaging in her oversized purse as she speaks, groping for something in the bottomless pit.

“---Don’t suppose you want a Xanax.”

#ah i'm sorry this is late! xx #inscmniac

distortedfabrications:

“–I don’t know.”

“I walk around the city a lot. You’ve probably just seen me around, I guess. It’s a big city, but it’s not that big, you know?”

“---What’s your name?”

#she ju st #doesn't care lmao #distortedfabrications

inscmniac:

‘ I- It doesn’t .. ‘ I take a moment to breath ;; my eyes rolling ever so slightly before bony knuckles begin to rub at them. I hadn’t slept in a week. they were purple, hollow shells. ‘ It doesn’t work like that, alright ?? nothing else works, – trust me, i’ve tried. I NEED this. ‘

She blinks at him through smoke for a moment, as if measuring his level of desperation; or relishing it. “...Okay, I get it. You’re emotionally constipated.”