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@infiltate
Hi. I'm Tate. I'm dead. wanna hook up?
oh no i killed this blog AGAIN! fkn bummer babes amirite :/
what a day! i wasn’t here at all! i was so busy with the physical world! i owe several things to several people!
now might be the time to say that i am slow as fuck lol all things in due time and all that so if you want a reply thing, don’t hesitate to bother me !
how is “””pretty boy””” supposed to be an insult i’m the prettiest goddamn boy in town
“we need to change those bandages and get some food in you.” (for geralt)
deadened delirium, an onslaught of onset aches and O B L I T E R A T I O N . hysterics. like something jaskier would put in a song.
no — wait -.. who… .. ..... ?
AMBER glints against lamplight, casting long shadows and longer glances from slitted pupils, needle thin to the brightness before him, new and old
❝ yennefer . . . ❞
gritted indignant groan, a gutted grunt of begrudging ‘go ahead’
❝ I CAN TAKE CARE OF MYSELF. ❞ ❝ YOU DON’T ALWAYS HAVE TO. ❞
a table turns, a chair tucked under his weary form. the witcher rests his silver crown on the maple wood seat back cross hatch rose patch needle thread twisted dread twinge twinge twinge twinge twinge TWINGE R E L I E F
❝ no, drink. wine. ale. spirit. doesn’t matter. ❞ ( anything from you. )
pretty sure every single muse i am drawn to has some intense ass water sign placements and if it’s not scorpio then they’re not a primary muse of mine asldkfjlskdjflkj
characters who die and are resurrected
but will always remember exactly what death feels like
post - trauma sentence starters blood, death mention.
“don’t do that. don’t shut me out.”
“you’ve been crying. i can tell.”
“we need to change those bandages and get some food in you.”
“you want me to rub your back ’til you fall asleep?”
“that was a brave thing you did today.”
“shh, that’s okay, get everything out.”
“there’s something on your shirt. you – that’s blood!”
“need some space?”
“you should lay down.”
“there’s nothing wrong with asking for help.”
“shh, shh. you were having a nightmare.”
“we can talk through the door.”
“let’s clean you up and get you to bed, okay?”
“you almost died.”
“i brought you a blanket.”
“you’re home. you’re safe.”
“i’m worried about you.”
“is everything okay?”
“tell me how to make it better.”
“it’s been a tough few days. how are you holding up?”
“you have to stay awake. come on, give my hand a squeeze.”
“you’re in the hospital.”
“think you can make it to the bathroom?”
“no, no. don’t close your eyes.”
hey. you know what we haven’t tried in a long time ? the whole broken boy thing ! oh, you know what we mean :
deadbeat daddy. mean ol’ mommy. beast of a brother. et cetera, et cetera. [ addie never did a thing to hurt us. ]
it’s a FUN game to play only because everybody plays so differently ! there aren’t any rules for you to follow; you just traipse straight along into our fun little fiction. we get to bring you pretty trinkets that we find, and you’ll get to feel like the most specialest person in the whole damn world ! because THIS damaged dipshit decided to lo-o-ove you. gee, you’re starting to change us.
you thought the development was fun ? oh boy ! just wait for the CLIMAX, baby !
once you confide in our tortured soul, gaze into our black-is-the-new-black eyes with the sheen of love festering in yours – - well. that’s just where the fun all begins. we have so many plans.
and after the dates and the music and the sex and the card games, after the brushes with death and the auspicious appearances and the dauntless rescues – after A L L of that, you trust us so, so much. you’d put your life in our hands.
W E L L T H E N ? who wants to p̠̳̹̩͉̻͕̼͘͡l͏̸̻̱̗̠̠̦̤̬͠a̗̦̟͇̤̠͙ͅy҉̡̰̜ ?
@infiltate !
halloween, the worst ── she always managed to get the doubles ( too nice to say no to her co-workers who absolutely needed to have tomorrow off ), which meant she would have a night full of drunks and teenagers hyped up on sugar to deal with later. which is the scariest part of halloween, if you ask her.
but ! for now it’s still only 5:30 in the mornin’, the diner was surprisingly empty.. two truckers slowly sipping coffee was the only thing keeping her busy, and as she mindlessly began to clean an already spotless table i wanna dance with somebody by whitney houston starts to play and deborah starts to dance.
this wasn’t unusual of her, work was boring and any chance to entertain herself was going to be taken / that didn’t make it any less embarrassing to have someone walk in on though .. deb stops her dancing as soon as she feels thin shoulders smack into someone ( blond and messy and even kinda dreamy ) she hadn’t noticed come in.
brown eyes glance up at his own and her expression falls flat.
an apology glazed on her tongue like a thin veil of ice cracks and loses its shape as soon as she opens her mouth to speak ─ no words come. instead deb covers her face and walks past her new customer and straight to the stand that held the menus before walking right past ‘em again, her free hand motioning for him to follow.
─── ❝ you want a table or booth? ❞
halloween ? HALLOWEEN ! H A L L O W E E N ! the best --
he always managed to get the TRIPLE-POINT-QUAD-BONUS-SEVEN-SEVEN-SEVEN JACKPOT on this, our sacred day. people that think that slots are just dumb luck are just dumb stupid. all you have to do is hit the machine hard enough, maybe take a screwdriver to the side and whisper some threats or ultimatums or sickly sweet questions ( pick your poison ! ) and the kids’ll just drop their sticky-yummy-melty winnings like so many candy-coated cinderblocks.
who knew the devil had such a sweet tooth? chocolate melts in hell, but los angeles is a fine breezy 69 degrees on this lemon squeezey october thirty first.
we’re getting ahead of ourselves. we have H O U R S to kill until killin’ time, bill !
and even though we don’t NEED to eat, we should probably eat, right ? food is fuel ! WE E A T TO L I V E ! WE L I V E TO E A T !
or, at least, so they say. we still play restaurant sometimes, mixing up sardines with honey nut cheerios and coconut milk, just to see what, if ANYTHING, will smack these stunted little tongue bumps to F L A V O R T O W N !
but alas. not always. no longer. ( HELLO ? DEPRESSING ! IT’S HALLOWEEN ! )
a beeline for the nearest place with food on the windows, we buzz-buzz-buzz under our breath, glowing with a gilded glee -- don’t we look GOOD ? our favorite lil military man jacket, our greatest costume in our magnum opus. colonel mustard, in the library, with the revolv --
GOD -- -- ----- - OW ! WHAT THE FUCK ? BITCH ?
okay. it didn’t reaaaally hurt. pain is just surprise pressure. well. not exactly. ( we can get into that later. )
but like, who is this bitch, just acting like that never happened ? well fine ! two can play that game ! fuck you and your question !
this booth is OURS now and we live here for the next ( hold on, he’s counting fingers ) 19 hours.
NOBODY IN, NOBODY OUT !
and you can tell the manager that our name is Tate MOTHERFUCKIN’ Langdon and they will ( RIGHTFULLY ! ) piss themselves all the way off and out the door.
❝ orange juice. with six lemon wedges n another shaker of salt. plus........ coffee, but only if it’s like, really burnt. which it better be, cause this is a diner, and diner coffee is supposed to be burnt. so like, bring the whole pot. ❞
.................................. MANNERS MATTER !
❝ ... please. ❞
ciri, t-posing in the doorway: good morning, parental figure
geralt, not looking up from his coffee: good morning, problem child
THE WITCHER — An Alignment Chart
⊰ ♘ ⊱
ONCE UPON A TIME : a man with a sword embarked on a quest to save the world. begrudging and thankless, countless lives, dozens of damned devils, demons, and dogs… all to fulfill a destiny — but DESTINY, as we all know, never tires of those she has grown fond, heaping horrific heartbreak and hellish heights to all whom follow her call.
ONCE UPON A TIME : a man with two swords embarked on the world with no quest and no destiny to speak of ( or so he’d like to tell himself. ) though DESTINY, as she is wont to do, sought her prey in a wicked, wandering way — a foolhardy joke, a crass attempt at humor: acerbic wit and sarcastic tongue, flaunted in her face like so many ARIADNEs and ODYSSEUSs before him. oh, you never learn, mortals: you don’t FUCK with DESTINY.
though, of course, the man with two swords — the Witcher, the Butcher of Blaviken, the White Wolf, all of the above yet none at all — GERALT OF RIVIA refused, outright rejected DESTINY’s attempts to woo and, later, beat him into submission. to no avail, of course, because as we all know, DESTINY never tires of those she has grown fond.
DESTINY NEVER LETS GO.
which means, of course, that no matter where GERALT OF RIVIA finds himself — in this case, a land unfamiliar to most and barely recognizable to his Senses — each person, place, and thing retains significance over him, like some two-cent tease toying with the tip of his…
TONGUE licks lips like lozenges, tasting and testing — tip of the tongue, the teeth, the lips. Senses blur, and synesthetic vision sees… something, just as soon as tickled tongue slips slowly behind tailored teeth. tick, lick, snick — a branch, snapped. heavy boots. clinking metal. sweat, leather, hair dye? no, but a chemical stink. sight makes way for a plume of scent to be seen, tracing, lacing, gracing a pacing figure, ninety-four meters south southwest, and headed further west.
roach, ever inquisitive, ever sensing, lowers his braided bronzed neck and whinnies softly, signaling that yes, indeed:
WE ARE NOT ALONE.
a murmur to his steed to calm the stirring beast, AXII'D into stillness and submission as the Witcher drops leather leads and strives forward solo. due south, to avoid crossing streams and paths, and the chemical stink blends with that of his bounty:
a BEHEMOTH, they burbled with bated breaths. villagers never quite knew what to say around the Butcher. honestly, he might be more talkative if others would talk to him more. but now’s not the time for such psychoanalyses.
swift, sure steps upon sodden leaves and snow: south, south, south, until the scent Sense curves toward a something. no. a someone. no BEHEMOTHs here. just… a soldier. sun glints on steel. HUMAN — minus the chemical stink. Silver, then, just in case.
sword unsheathes with nary a whisper, remnants of oils and fluids of all manner of creatures greasing the gilded blade. a gloved hand grips, blade pressed against taut forearm to shade the silver from scintillating sun.
stealth — but for what? no harm, no foul. just in case.
from sixty meters, GERALT pauses to breathe in once more... the chemical stink permeates. the BEHEMOTH ? somewhere in between here and there — his bounty’s scent, CLOUDED by this… creature. not human. not monster. somewhere in between.
⊰ ♘ ⊱
look alright okay F I N E !
we suppose there’s a difference between nostalgia & r e g r e s s i o n
NOSTALGIA is the type of yearning and pining that comes with the understanding that NOTHING WILL EVER BE THE SAME ( DUH ! )
R E G R E S S I O N is us, standing at your door, hovering , hiding , hoping that you, in your silken sheets and next-to-nothing ness, you, in your alabaster glow the illusion of angelicism, as if you never broke the devil’s hateful heart you, in your fluttering you, in your tender, slow heaving you, asleep - or as C L O S E to sleep as a specter of a silent sorrow could be
R E G R E S S I O N is the plea on the tip of our tongue to TAKE US, DELIVER US, PUT US BACK IN, COACH !
and NOSTALGIA never quite had a place in the recesses of our endless wandering of a mind
because NOBODYEVERLEAVES and NOBODYEVERDIES . . .
sure, we have an eternity to GO AWAY ! sure, we have an eternity to SUCK IT THE FUCK UP ! and, we have an eternity and a half to backslide off the wagon and slip - drip - dip - into that tar pit of N E U R O T O X I C P S Y C H O S O M A T I C E M O T I O N that we thought of as love . . . ( HAH ! )
sure, we have an eternity to convince ourselves otherwise.
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