things no one tells you about bpd
the multiples panic attacks you get when it feels like someone is abandoning you and you feel like you’re going to die exactly in that moment
feeling like every day is the same and the agony of having the idea in your mind that nothing is real due to dissociation
when you’re bored and it’s not like you’re just bored, it’s like there is something crushing your mind and sometimes you even get headaches because it’s literally void void void void
trying so hard to be a good person but still feeling like you’re a monster
invalidating yourself whenever you feel bad but get hit by a mood swing a few minutes later, so you’re probably faking the illness because you just felt bad for a moment, it doesn’t matter the intensity of the feeling, you’re healthy
triggering yourself on purpose when you feel invalid
being triggered when someone is talking about their problems with you and your hyper empathy acts up
also not being able to help a lot when you don’t feel very empathic and feeling like you’re worthless
no one knows how sad it is when someone you like tells you they will be offline to sleep/eat/whatever
