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happiness feels like nothing can go wrong. sadness is automatically grief. safety feels like ecstasy. and being left alone feels like the whole worlds falling apart.

#bpd things #how do i say yes i want to hang out but also i can’t stop thinking about slitting my wrists #it feels wrong everything feels wrong everything feels like it isn’t mine to have

there’s nothing for me

#my life is just nothing nothing no one cares about me no one asks questions they only care when they need something and it’s whatever #but it’s kinda fucked up #that all i want to do is die

i want to die again but who cares :)

hold on babe let me slip into something more comfortable

#me looking at stairs #i’m talking about a coma #stressy depressy today

i want to kill myself so fucking bad but instead i’ll clean

it’s ominous

#i wanna die just so everyone is clear but i absolutely will not bc i promised not to #like that’s all that’s tying me to this mortal coil #a pinkg swear #pinky swear #that’s all i needed and i’m pathetic i won’t even try bc i promised #anyway bye i hate myself and i’m trying to do better to NOT #CAUSE I PROMISED

oh god what if this is fake what if they’re lying fuck what braun brainnnn shit the fuck up shutttt the duck up fuck uppp omg

#that yuli typooo disaster kinda snapped me out of it a lil #but only a bit fucj what is my paranoia lately is this what happens when i accidentally skip meds #never found doinggg that again

eeeeeeeee

#it is a service that i don’t simply slit my wrists tonight

(drake voice) zero to wanna slash my wrists real quick

#….. that was drake right

no one cares about your issues they only care about what you can give :)

#hey remember when this was an intrusive thoughts blog

brb trying to seduce a coworker to feel something

#i like challenges and my life is boring #man i just wanna smooch people i love but noooo i have to give my body to capitalism

i don’t think we were ever friends. i don’t think we can be

#i’m thinking about everything that i’ve never had and never will and it’s killing me :)#i get no personal relationship with anyone i just get what i can get and i don’t get upset

it’s 4am and i have hope and i want to kill it before it kills me

inideation

wow thanks brain that’s a new angle to attack me with

inideation

oh wow the tags on this i was really goin thru it huh

#yeah this is about that one bitch but fuck was i ready to kms over something that didn’t even matter wow

my inner monologue is just diediediediediediedie and i’m kinda sick of it

#how do i turn my brain off without killing myself honestly question

i wanna have a good 25th birthday party cause i don’t think i’m gonna make it to 30

#and everyone knows you should only celebrate the multiples of 5 #otherwise it gets too complicated #birthday EVERY year #pffffft

it’s not fair it’s not fair it’s not fair

#i wanna kms so bad fucj #i hate this i hate me i hate felling and thinking like this

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