[archived] you dangle on the leash of your own longing;

your need grows teeth sideblog | 30's | minors dni

[inkbybambi]

archived

john "bravo six" price

breathe you in (dbf!john price shotgunning his cigar) the favorite (bar owner!john price kissing under the mistletoe) star of the show (porn director!john price obsessed with the rising star of the industry) abandoned at a haunted house how dbf!john price fucks you dbf!john price eating you out fucking you in a club getting ready to go out for a night

simon "ghost" riley

bodyguard simon who takes a bullet for you best friend simon riley picking you up from a bad date chiropractor who's gentle with you pornstar ghost who's in love with you soft pornstar ghost soft simon who's so gentle and calms your nerves during sex guard dog mafia simon

john "soap" mactavish

possessive soap soap filth werewolf soap with a breeding kink

kyle "gaz" garrick

cockwarming with gaz fae!changeling taking the place of best friend gaz when you were younger fae!gaz meeting you in a coffee shop fae!gaz kisses you at midnight on nye gaz bites when he kisses

poly + 141

disobedience (price/soap) helping him workout fucking you in the bathroom during the school dance (ghost/soap) kiss cam (ghost/soap) piercing headcanon (141) puppy play comfort (ghost/soap) putting on a show (ghost/soap) soulmate red string theory (ghost/soap) see you on the other side (ghost/soap, series) prologue sweeter than sugar (ghost/soap) talks you through it over the phone (price/gaz)

etc

asks fucking john price greek tragedy au (ghost/soap) husband simon riley with the wedding cake keegan's voice makes a girl ache mob boss john price collars you possessive soap marking you

[inkbybambi]

i think it's time to face something that i've known in my heart but haven't wanted to put into words and release to the universe.

my fixation with cod has come to a close and i haven't had motivation to write for it in months, as noted by my lack of writing even though i promised so much more. and for that i apologize.

thank you so much for your love and support, kindness and encouragement, and everything in between. this community made me feel love and heartbreak and i'm happy to have been part of it, even for a little while.

this blog will remain up if you wish to revisit works, but there will be no more updates for the foreseeable future. i'm sorry, i love you, thank you.

[thedeepthought]

me: I ship them

friend: oh like romantically?

me: no. like cursed object passed between hands for centuries, they are cosmically linked, probably bonded by blood ritual, I think they’ve fought in a war together in at least three lifetimes, and their souls make direct eye contact every time they breathe in the same room

friend: so… romantically?

me: yeah. like. with kissing.

[elsfairy]

I need to smoke weed with this bitch

help me too. i want to shot-gun smoke with her so bad 😭

[manedwolfjpg]

you slide down on the strap as she inhales, holding it as she waits for you to settle in her lap, sheathed to the hilt. her golden claw glitters in the low light, holding the joint between her fingers as she settles her arm on the back of the couch. she grips your jaw lightly with her other hand, dark eyes glazed.

you lean in, entranced, as she presses her lips against yours. you cup her face gently, rivets of amethyst scars under your fingers, as her lips part. you can barely feel the smoke passing into your mouth, but you close your lips obediently as she drifts her own down the line of your jaw.

"hold it," she murmurs, your eyes fluttering as she rolls her hips experimentally. you choke on a moan, fingers sliding into her hair for something to anchor to.

"release, baby," her gravely voice floats against your collar, and the smoke dissipates as you open your mouth, tucking your face into the crook of your neck as you whine and grind down, a soft warmth settling through your body.

"'vika, please," you murmur against her dark skin, mouthing at the line of her neck as the heat blossoms down your body, toes curling, needing her to move.

"another one?" she asks, amused, cradling your head as you pathetically mewl. you shake your head, unable to form words as she lets you fuck yourself on her strap, gripping the back of the couch for some semblance of stability.

she takes a drag herself, head falling back to exhale a thick stream of smoke, before tapping the joint on the nearby ash tray and settling it to finish later. she adjusts her stance as you fall back down on the strap, gripping your hips firmly with both of her hands. she grounds her feet firmly on the floor, thrusting up into you sharply, an unexpected moan ripping through you as the pleasure burns through your blood.

"fuck, yes," you moan, breathless, steadying yourself on her shoulders, feeling her smirk against your jaw.

you were in for a long night.

[inkbybambi]

even on twitter the new pitt fans are being insufferable lol. when will they learn

i am not disparaging new fans in any way, just to say! like i think it's so exciting when new people get into something they love and want to join in on the conversation and maybe start making art or writing or edits or anything like i definitely don't want to discourage people from becoming fans and joining those spaces bc i know how intimidating it can be!!! but there is some truth where some newer fans try to impose their own rules and whatnot onto a fandom experience that's pre-dated even the pitt so... it's hard, for sure.

[inkbybambi]

when i see a dni list like that it always confuses me because theres a difference between someone who enjoys those things and wants to consume your work as it is and someone actively asking you to write or partake in those subjects.

no you’re so real for that and you’re absolutely correct. like i absolutely respect those who don’t like that content and don’t wish to read/write that content. and of course being mutuals isn’t really on the playing board. but posts and tweets and what have you can end up on anyone’s tl so to expect someone to check every single profile of every post they wish to interact with for a dni is just. i dunno. maybe they meant something else by their comments and maybe i am a little frustrated because i adore dead dove content but. sighs. fandom is hard. but i love you all, sincerely.

[inkbybambi]

joining a new fandom and seeing a lot of “dni if proship/dark fic/dead dove” like…. those are the bricks that built fandom, y’all.

[manedwolfjpg]

need bunny hybrid!dennis with his cute pussy getting fucked for the first time by robby, dick stretching him as he pushes deeper and robby’s all “gonna take it all for me, bunny?” and dennis just whines and keens because he can’t think of anything more than the way robby fills him perfectly, thick and hot and hard inside him, and how badly he wants to be filled with his cum.

[inkbybambi]

angst x happy ending 👀 ?

yes !!! i love that idea so much. i'll still do the pure angst ofc but angst and then happy ending is my jam. thank you for the idea !!!

[inkbybambi]

hi i'm here and i'm a little tipsy but ily all so much you have no idea i can't wait to write more for you ♡ wanna squish all of you and thank you for your love and support ♡ ♡ ♡

[inkbybambi]

Hey folks I get that we love angst but why can't we be happy DX, I respect the outcome of the vote but me and my happy ending loving ass definitely got bummed for a second seeing it lol

aww anon baby, i'm really sorry about that ): however!!! i do wanna let you know that i've actually decided to go with all three possible endings for a choose-your-own ending style! i thought about it more during the survey and really didn't want my happy-ending lovers to be left out so never fear my love, you'll get your happy ending with the boys ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡

[inkbybambi]

my darling i hope you’ve been well <33

nwdxiowandcosfnas fern!!!! you're the sweetest ever ilysm ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ i have been, thankfully haha thank you for checking in ): i hope you've been doing okay too !!! ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ squishing you and hugging you and —

[inkbybambi]

Who did we lose this time? I'm actually so annoyed by the disrespect that can happen in fandoms nowadays :(

the most darling ceil ): i'm so fucking pissed genuinely. i'm so annoyed with it too, it's getting out of hand.

[inkbybambi]

literally fuck any and everyone who runs writers off their blogs because of whatever fucking reason. stop being assholes. if you don’t like what’s being written, scroll the fuck on. i am so tired of losing incredible people and writers because you troglodytes are so full of hatred.

[inkbybambi]

Oof that birthday thing hit HARD, if you do end up making a part 2 where 141 realizes what happened and how they fucked up I'll eat it up fr. Your work is always so good, love seeing ya <3

first off, i'm so incredibly sorry for how late this reply is!! life has been hectic and weird and just not in the best writing mindset but i'm sincerely hoping to get back into it. thank you so much for your patience, i promise i didn't forget about you darling ♡

i did not expect that to blow up as much as it did!!!! (most cliché answer ever but it's true!) it's absolutely heartbreaking how many people can relate to it though ): i'd absolutely love to make a part two!! i'm so torn between leaning into the angst or having them make up or maybe something else! but i promise that there will be a part two, eventually!

thank you so much for your kind comments, they are genuinely so sweet and just light up my day whenever i read them ♡ ♡ ♡

i love y'all so much you have no idea, thank you for your love and support and i hope to bring you more writing soon !!

[inkbybambi]

is the third option angst with a happy ending? (I ask hopefully)

it's actually leaving for shadow company who actually appreciates you so.... kinda? ):

[inkbybambi]

Any more thoughts on this? Absolutely obsessed!!

https://www.tumblr.com/inkbybambi/786441175733305344/they-never-consider-you-not-like-you-do-them

i do have more thoughts !!!!! so, so many. i'm so torn between a happy ending/reconciliation, leaning into the angst, or a third secret option ♡

pt 2:

happy

angst

third secret option

all three! (choose your own adventure ♡)

Voting ended onSep 18, 2025

y'all are so lovely and supportive that i genuinely want to take your thoughts into consideration as well because i wouldn't be here without you ♡