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(contains nsfw posts, vents, mental health related vents, etc. mostly things I wouldn't post on main. but also this is my spammy sideblog)
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21, queer transmasc, taken 💜
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Sometimes, being 21 is sitting on your couch at 11pm on a Friday, watching some shitty drama with my cats, and eating whole black olives out of a can with a fork, while working on the grocery list
Update: I am out of black olives :( We do have green ones too, but they just don't hit the same
Sometimes, being 21 is sitting on your couch at 11pm on a Friday, watching some shitty drama with my cats, and eating whole black olives out of a can with a fork, while working on the grocery list
Sometimes, being 20 is laying down in the living room late at night during a power outage, listening to rainbow kitten surprise, drawing, and having a fuckton of scented candles lit
I don't need to know that my old things are getting boxed up so my brother can have my old room. I sacrificed my old things when I left and assumed this would have been done months ago. It's approaching a year now, I don't care as much as they think I might
So today is one year of us being back together. Pretty big deal to me for a lot of reasons. If I didn't say something yesterday, he wouldn't have even remembered. He didn't know what day we got back together. I feel really hurt. I wasn't expecting us to have plans or anything since he's working, but at the very least, he could have remembered the day
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do you have a food allergy? have you gone into anaphylaxis?
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other allergy, yes anaphylaxis
other allergy, no anaphylaxis
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So my sister in law reached out today after around 10 months. I'm a bit of a mess, to put it lightly
We used to be so close before I left. She was genuinely one of my most trusted people. I grew up with her. We had a really awful fight around then and she said she never wanted to talk to me again. I've been grieving not having her in my life this entire time. Not having her and my sibling as steady people in the first few months of being no-contact with my parents has been rough, but it's been better since my sibling and I started reconnecting around December. I genuinely didn't think she'd want me back in her life
She apologized for everything said then and that she wants to rebuild trust. But it's still sore. Before I left, she always said that she'd always be there, no matter what, and that I could rely on her. So that fight and the fallout of it has hurt me so much. The things she said to me have stuck and make me feel hesitant to let her back in. I'm going to need time bc I'm just so scared of getting hurt again. But god, I've missed her so fucking much. So much of who I am as a person is because of her influence, humor, and kindness that I saw growing up. I wouldn't be myself if she hadn't met my sibling when I was a kid.
I don't know what to think right now, I've been crying a lot since she texted me a couple hours ago. There's been so much since I left that I would've wanted to talk to her about, from ordinary everyday things to needing older sister advice to just wanting to be silly with someone who has a very similar sense of humor. But I've just been alone with my thoughts on a lot of it
I just need a while to breathe
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hello fellow artists. google has fallen. pinterest/duckduckgo AI filters don't work. do not despair; here is a list i made of places to find reference images without having to sift through piles of worthless garbage. (for future editing convenience i am just linking my blog post on dreamwidth.)
✨ good places to find art reference that are not full of AI trash 🌈
THANK YOU SO MUCH! I have been despairing as it is so hard now to find references and photos of succulents and other things for my designs!! T_T
I'm making a dnd character for an upcoming oneshot my close friend is running (the rest of the group is their brother, the brother's partner that I'm also close friends with, and the brother's partner's friend that the dm also worked with). So I can't really ramble about my character to anyone just to bounce ideas off of without committing to any of it. My boyfriend doesn't get dnd stuff, so I can't really say it to him either
Anyways, this is Mattias (name may change), he/they. He is a Bloodhunter, order of the ghostslayer, and a human (variant). Somewhere in his late 20s/early 30s. Background is probably going to be either soldier, far traveler, city watch, or maybe knight of the order. He's tall, kinda dorky, well-meaning with some questionable morals regarding undeath, somewhat fatherly or older brother energy. The town he's from is in the far north, in some kind of tundra. It used to be a very large town, not quite a city though. When he was a kid, there was a devastating attack by a silver dragon, wiping out most of the town. Only around a quarter remained and many citizens did not survive. In the rebuild, many spirits were wandering the ruins and in their confusion and grief, some started to turn violent. To solve this, an order of ghostslayer bloodhunters began to form a sort of town guard/knightly order to handle the violent spirits. During one of his sweeps around the ruins, he found the spirit of his sister who did not survive the dragon attack. He could not bring himself to purge her spirit. He decided to take a memento of hers with him and needed to take some time away from the order. As he traveled, he discovered that his sister's spirit was attached to the memento he took with him, occasionally lingering in the corner of his vision. It hurts, but there's a bittersweet feeling of having her back after nearly 2 decades without a family. Ultimately, he isn't sure what he wants to do about her in the long run, but he doesn't want to see her pure soul turn like so many of the other spirits he's had to purge. His character has a lot of themes of grief, mortality, ethics of necromancy, and sacrifice. There's room to multiclass into maybe a warlock or a cleric if wanted, but things are pretty open. The one shot will be at lv 5 in 5e 2014 rules
The one shot was cancelled bc someone got scheduled for work that day and the dm has no other available days 💔 Right when I had just finished my character sheet and got attached
Finally all packed for the camping trip tomorrow through the 24th. Bummed that my period showed up today, but hey, at least it showed up after like a month and a half. Very glad my partner chose a campsite that has an actual bathroom and shower bc otherwise, I would simply stay home and let him go with a friend
“don’t take it personally” how would you like me to take it then? professionally? romantically? academically?