The Song Project

This is my personal project. I hope someday I find the perfect tune for each lyrics I write.

[inneedofsomemelody]

2021

I sped through the 6 stop signs and burned bridges to get to you. I broke my bones for you. And to all the things I've done, I felt proud but killed myself at the same time.

You thought I would cry but you won't see it drop. And your burning gaze won't find me in ashes. Because I don't lose to someone like you. Older and wiser, you think that's you. It's just you.

Storms don't apologize to the damage they've done. And when they pass, things never come back to the way it was. I try not to look back to places that haunt me. I forgive you but remember every broken moment. I remember each wave that hit me. And I walk alone to small islands that welcome me. 

Time has gone by to search for life but we know wrecked ships never return home.

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Forget Me

I’m in the room of pink and purple

Waiting for a message or a call

Looking at old memories

I can’t admit something that doesn’t exist

In my dreams, I try to make you remember me

We are in multiple lifetimes and we always meet

Gracefully, accidentally, awkwardly, and fearlessly

But in the end, you always try to forget me

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Wondering

How many times have we said goodbye?

Searching for clues that say can we try

Wondering if you still think of me

or if this is something you still see?

I walk through our memories

Thoughts I have always missed

Candles burn slow and bright

Your smile always shines a light

We never stood a chance

And time was never in our hands

And if the problem was the distance

Life will take its time to understand

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New

In a lonely bed above white light

No one beside me to hug tight

I have always said that the timing was never right

But I keep thinking why we didn’t try and fight

A few years passed

You found somebody new

And I found life without you

I swear it’s fine, it’s just new

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Oh No

I am slowly falling from this lonely place into your eyes that speaks nothing but honesty and praise

My heart beats slowly and I breathe just before losing air No one will know, just me That I see you everywhere

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Through Me

I build the walls around my heart

But in your eyes I’d like to start

Looking at life in a different light

I always think of you day and night

I try to run away from my feelings

I’ve always been scared of beginnings

I know that love is worth believing

But I’m still scared to give you everything

I’m trying hard to let go

I just want you to know

I don’t know how you did it

But you got through me

Someday I’ll be ready for you

You don’t have to wait until I doo

Because if this is true

In the end it will be me and you

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Dare

Love is the first time you meet him You'd feel like in a dream The introductions are too awkward to reminisce Was I too fast to be convinced?

I remember the pulsing lights and the pounding music but your voice surrounds them all

If this night would end We have no more time to lend Tell me you would stay Tell me you'd stay anyway

In the sea of tables and chairs Would you even dare? Guitar strums and voices afloat Would you even dare?

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So much depends on a friendship Ours like a broken vase With its shards buried skin deep To me, with pain in place

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What you don't know is that it hurts And everyday its getting worse Repeating apologies we never say We move further away

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Days pass by with sun sets and rises No beginnings and no ends And what I feel is warmth Everytime you come around

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Life filled with dreams Turn your thoughts to rhythm If the music reaches our feelings We sing it loudly

Beating hearts better than drumsets We give no time for rests Not stopping even when sun sets Because this love never ends

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Day 18

Lost

I give every love for you everything I could but the games that we play through we could only lose

If I could rewind I'd never leave you behind and maybe if you didn't hurt me then maybe you'd see

that I gave every love for you everything i could but the games that we played through we could only lose

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Day 17

Good Girl That I Am

Well kept anger never did any good no chance for a lover how could you be so rude?

in my mind, you'd be running but the good girl that i am will do nothing, nothing but maybe just a sting, ha

apologies and paying compliments is hard as the cold truth when you let my patience bend this is where I step my foot

in my mind, you'd be running but the good girl that i am will do nothing, nothing but maybe just a sting, ha

maybe you'll a learn a lesson at least for once you'd know your heart is made of stone rarely do I let my feelings show

in my mind, you'd be running but the good girl that i am will do nothing, nothing but maybe just a sting, ha

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Day 16

Silence

In the moonlight everything was like music and that was almost midnight how could you forget it?

citylights and midnight lovers all around us with you, there was no rain but there was never a chance because what you heard was silence

in the morning i wake my self up and i try too hard convincing myself that everything was a trap

citylights and midnight lovers all around us with you, there was no rain but there was never a chance because what you heard was silence

let me know that you hear me let me know that you hear me

citylights and midnight lovers all around us with you, there was no rain but there was never a chance because what you heard was silence

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Day 15

Paper World

The world is made of paper too crumpled to make sense but somehow folded for us to be together should we care for its edges?

You paint me a sky of rainbow hues every stroke filled of memories and as you color through the blues I wonder if this is the reality

Because we live in a paper world white like light, soft as satin and with every crease and color we become what we've never been

And if we make it to the end colored and drew every part of our world up to the edges, take my hand and let go, our piece of art is done

Because we live in a paper world white like light, soft as satin and with every crease and color we become what we've never been

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Day 14

Lost

Find the moment of my awakening and everything is not what I expected every part of me is breaking I realize that what I ever did is nothing

and all I am is lost and all I am is lost and all I am is lost what did I do to get this far?

I've gone to the end of the road I can never go back now there's no hand that I could hold this is where I fall down

and all I am is lost and all I am is lost and all I am is lost what did I do to get this far?

what did I do to get this far?

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Day 13

Souvenir

I've been in this routine trapped that it's getting hard to breathe this is all I've ever been this is all I've ever been

MIstakes that keep on haunting me misery that takes over me pitch black darkness drowning in sadness

but you come along in a day like no other and I know this is nothing but temporary but thank you for making me feel better until we meet again, sweet souvenir

It's been a long time since I last saw you but you never really went away but you never really went away

and you come along in a day like no other and I know this is nothing but temporary but thank you for making me feel better until we meet again, sweet souvenir

It's like we never missed a day It's like we never missed a day

'cause you come along in a day like no other and I know this is nothing but temporary but thank you for making me feel better until we meet again, sweet souvenir