innerekonflikt

I'm Jean Kirschtein, member of the 104th Scouting Legion. Relationship Status: Single M!A Status: None. [Independent Jean RP blog for Shingeki no Kyojin (Attack on Titan)] Tag:: innerekonflikt

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Hi guys, just dropping by to let you all know I’m still alive. Mostly anyway.

And now I go into hiatus for another couple years prob, unless the new season kicks my muse back into activity.

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// Additionally I may bring this blog back to activity, to have an open/independent canon!Jean. However, I’ll have to purge my following list, so if you’re still an active roleplayer, please like this post if you’d like me to continue following you. I’ll be deciding within the next few days, so yeah.

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Sometimes, when you think you've lost yourself... You find out just who you really are. [Closed AU...

I’ve moved to a new blog. Originally it was purely a closed group and I couldn’t interact with anyone outside of said group, but since everyone moved to a new group in it’s place that does allow outside interaction, I figure I can let some of my old RP followers know, if you’d like to interact with me, you can do so here.

Do note however that it’s a different Jean. It’s not canon SNK Jean, it’s an AU version. I might be able to do a few canon!Jean threads, since all of them have to be tagged anyways, but don’t count on it.

Also, if you’re considering becoming part of a great group, definitely look into the affiliation link. ASOF is run by wonderful mods and I have wholly enjoyed my time with everyone in the group.

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how have I lived without seeing this

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// Sorry for vanishing again. I've had a lot going on between work, family emergencies, surgery, and emotional breakdowns. I'll try to come back soon, though. Can't make any promises as to when, but... soon.

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Attack on ponytail

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pLEASE ADMIRE LEVI WITH LONG HAIR HOLY FUCK I THINK I JUZT HAD A HEART ATTACK

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so i did the thing

Caps | Part II

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"You know… It still feels a lot like it did a year ago."

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These are so fun to make.~

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[animentality]

There are two ways I watch anime

Struggles to find the strength to watch a single episode

Watches till there isn’t a single episode left

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Her ears perked up twitching a little to his voice that suddenly filled the silence.In her mind the fox assumed he wasn’t all to comfortable with the way his words came out like that.How would she like to answer him? continuing to blow bubbles while thinking Serina eventually pulled her lips away to answer.

"I don’t know how long I want to stay? It’s not perminant that’s for sure but I visit all kinds of worlds to make friends,and have fun" Serina assumed that was a simple answer to the first part.Now to the second one "I’m not really going anywhere either..you are suspicious of me so I assumed you were staying near to watch me so I don’t misbehave? Being showing around would also be nice too. Serina didn’t mind the fact of him being like a security person or whatever humans called it,maybe him being cautious of her would actually keep trouble away…then again that never happened.

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"Look. It's not that I'm suspicious of you. I don't trust people. I'm used to the kind of world where people screw others over just because they want to get ahead in life. Or hell, really, it's just because they can. People I thought were comrades, or even friends, turned out to be psychopathic killers bent on getting 'revenge' for god knows what."

    He sighed, and clenched his fist tightly, nearly digging the nails into the skin of his palms. His teeth were grinding together, but he seemed less irritated and more... hurt.

"I wanted to join the military police. Because I thought it'd be easy. I'd get away from the titans and I'd be in a much safer place. You want to know how that turned out? Those fuckers want to kill off all the scouting legion members. I'm now wanted because apparently we're too close to knowing the truth, and they want to keep their corrupt little kingdom intact. So I'm used to not trusting people. I keep a close eye on everyone because when I go to bed, I'm honestly not sure I'm going to be waking up the next day."

    Upon sitting upright, the muscles in his arm tensed up suddenly, and he slammed his knuckles down into the ground as an attempt to alleviate some of his frustration. His eyes shifted to gaze up at the girl, as he huffed exasperatedly, shaking his head. Crossing his arms, he closed his eyes once again, tilting his head down to hide his solemn expression.

"I'm sorry. You probably don't really care about any of that garbage. Just... sometimes I like to pretend there's someone out there that cares. Someone that understands. Heh... like that'd ever happen. People like that don't exist in this world. Not anymore."

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<- is guilty of being ridiculously attached to their rp partners.

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^ When I rp with Nami

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Wasn’t much more to say honestly there were things that sort of limited her language what with her not being native.Soon the sun would set which would be her cue to soar along the skies to take in the moonlight hopefully to recharge her body.Watching the bubbles fly into the sky she had a song stuck in her head thinking about how nice today turned out.

Continuing to blow the magical bubbles into the sky they were shaped in many different sizes shifting colors making her space out again.Seems today was peaceful the fox was glad that there was someone to spend the time with.

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"So, uh... how long you gonna be around here? 'cause, if you wanted, I could... show you around, I guess. I mean, you don't have to stay, just... I'unno, I know the area pretty well, so I just thought I'd offer. 's'no big deal if you planned on going somewhere else. Just didn't want to be rude."

    Awkward as always, but he just had to try to talk because the silence was frustrating to him. Made him feel like he'd done something wrong, or was going to do something wrong, or whatever. He just didn't like it. Silence around other people always meant trouble. 'Comfortable silence' wasn't something he was familiar with, even if that's likely what it was meant to be at the time.

    So, he decided to break it by rambling endlessly in attempts to start conversation or plans of some sort. He didn't even mind if she declined, so long as it elicited a response from her. Even a couple words was all he needed. Just enough to know she wasn't ignoring him, but simply didn't really have a whole lot to say. Though, he did wonder if he could find something to ask her to get her to continue talking. The short explanation she gave of her origin was rather intriguing to him, and he was almost embarrassed to admit to himself that he wanted to hear more. He must've spent too much time around Armin, since his curiousity and thirst for knowledge obviously wore off on him.

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