my mother told me something a few months ago that removed all of my security in people
“you really think anyone is gonna take care of you if you run away or if i die? once they see what you’re really like? everyone’s going to hate you if they already don’t.”
she just said it because she was angry, but it still hurt a lot
i know better than thinking shes right now
but sometimes i wonder
maybe she said that because she knew i didn’t want to stay here















