Enigmatic

Savanna Raye Adams. 25. College graduate. Marketing Communication Specialist. I am just carbon and bad timing.

[recaption]

[oozins]

SWEET TOOTH! FOR YOU!

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Artist: Skvllpel

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[inscrutabl3]

I have learned a lot this year about life, love, loss, and the momentum it takes to push forward.

The real push came at the end of June when I found myself at the end of a long term relationship that I had to end. I’ve always been one to stick to my guns - put logic against feelings and do what ‘needs’ done. After a year and a half and no love expressed/felt on his end, it was time to walk.

This walk did more than I would have ever expected for my mindset. It hurt like hell, I cried, screamed, and tried to take it all back well knowing that I deserved more... but I didn’t. I learned to value myself, found self worth, and with that gained a wealth of self esteem that I had lost staying with a man who couldn’t love me while silencing myself.

Now, now I am the Savanna who is outright honest, at times overbearing, and always true to her wants, needs, and everything in between. I’m constantly making those around me uncomfortable with voice they had not previously heard from me and loving the way the ground shakes while I speak.

Things have changed - I have changed.

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Does Christian feel like home? Do you feel held by him? Midsommar (2019) dir. Ari Aster

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[okay]

leave a toxic relationship and fall back in love with yourself

[inscrutabl3]

I told him I love him last week and he didn’t say it back but at least I said it.

At least now he knows.

At least now I’m not actively wondering if we are on the same page emotionally because we aren’t.

It wasn’t what I wanted, you’re right. It did provide clarity, and some insecurity, but also clarity.

I don’t regret saying it, but I regret the way I let not hearing him say it back made me feel about myself.

[inscrutabl3]

Update: 8 months later and he isn’t in love with me.

I left.

[weekday]

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[inscrutabl3]

What the fuck am I doing?

[coral]

“As human beings, we have a natural compulsion to fill empty spaces.”

— Will Shortz (via coral)