insidemymindsglow

help me understanding me

[insidemymindsglow]

people say it takes time; that I should wait; that I'll be able to figure it all out...but I've been waiting for so long, I really need something to hold onto right now.

[insidemymindsglow]

do you love me? do you love me or do you love the idea of having someone who is willing to shower you with affection without receiving anything back. no commitment - is it that what you like? do you like how easy i am? how dumb i am?

do you love me? did you love me? did you ever really love me when you've been using me all this time? did you ever love me when you were draining my soul, filling it up with your own sweats and tears, because you couldn't take them yourself?

do you love me? will you love me? will you ever be able to love me the way you always promised you would? will you ever be able to escape your own shadow and meet me in the light, facing your fears? will you ever be able to give me the love that you always told me I deserved?

you couldn't, you can't and you won't;

let me go.

[insidemymindsglow]

i love warm weather for all the right reasons.

gras grows;

water flows;

sun shows;

development blows;

skin glows;

heart goes;

[insidemymindsglow]

all I knew is that we were there, right there, right for each other, right in each others arms;

but life wasn't there, right there, for us.

i am left with nothing but a heavy heart, loss of words and innocent, pure memories.