the wonder years

[l-amouur]

[red-lipstick]

[insightful-sanity]

how did I lose the lilac in my eyes.

I needed to find different

be different

become different and yet,

all I found was my ghost from

mistakes past,

where I made him cry and

promise that he would press his foot to the gas

and never

look back

I always collected him

like a debt that never had my name on it.

stringing together to pieces

so we could prove we were different,

like we were real

we were never real.

he was a book of fairy tales

my mother read me to sleep

and my sister swore she would live

and my dad never proved.

he wanted to be my lilac sky

that set like the north

and burned all night long

he did burn

he burned my naive smile

into cigarette ashes,

crashing walls,

lost under glaring lights during hours I shouldn’t have been looking for you or your damned insecurity

I never should have been your bait

but I never could have let you drive off

that bridge.

[speaks]

[unrvel]

[praial]

[timotaychalamet]

Perfect Sense (2011) dir. David Mackenzie

[love-personal]

[ozeia]

[heartsnmagic]

[prettyvixenavenue]

Alexa Demie for Office Magazine.

[glumshoe]

[mtvstyle]

[haleyincarnate]

I WANT TO GROW !! LET ME GROW !! by @i-jupiterpluto

[gt-b-deactivated20130225]

[the1975music]

[luckynude]