Slight Bakugou x reader but in the end It’s Kirishima x reader story
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It was fun being with Katsuki. You and him have been dating for about 2 years now. It was the happiest moment in your life....
>When you and him first met it was a chaos you two would always fight and argue some pointless shit on who's much better on combat and stuffs but as weeks months goes by both of you thought you have similarities on each other, You both like spicy foods, Going to arcades, Fighting and mostly aiming for the top. You fell in love with him little by little, so did he. When you're having a hard time you would just talk to him and he would gradually listen to you and It was the same. When you first saw him crying, breaking down and stressed out you comforted him even though he didn't want to show his weakness he didn't want comfort but still you reached out and stayed by his side, You both really trust each other... Then on Christmas day both of you decided to celebrate it together since both of your parents were always busy and Katsuki didn't want to hear his mother nagging at her the whole Christmas eve so both of you celebrated it together and well.... That was when he confessed to you.
"Y/n, 'ya know I don't know anything about love shit.." He looked at her and held her hand.
"Little by little I learned it, At first I was fuckin' scared....." He paused for a moment "But now that 'yer with me I understand fully how to care and love someone" He leaned closely both of your nose brushing against each other "You can turn away..." He said, But you didn't. You closed your eyes, He looked at you for a moment then he kissed you both of your lips were pressed together, He stick out his tongue initiating to deepen the kiss, You opened your mouth and his tongue explored all around, Making you do the same way for a few minutes both of you parted away from the kiss while panting. He looked at you with his crimson eyes dearly "I love you." He said softly, You hugged him "I love you too." You said while crying happily.
You smiled thinking about those wonderful and beautiful moments you have with your boyfriend Katsuki Bakugou.
You snapped out of your thoughts leading you to the common area sitting on the sofa while your laptop was open and some paper was scattered on the floor.
You're here just studying...
Suddenly the elevator dinged and you heard someone walk out hearing them giggling.
You then saw katsuki with uraraka holding hands Giggling happily.
Your heart aches. Yes, he was your boyfriend, your 'Ex-Boyfriend' . Last year you two fought a villian and you died. Well for like 10 minutes and Katsuki was so traumatized he didn't visit you he didn't even text you. You thought it was fine because he might need to recover but when you got discharge and went back to the dorms katsuki didn't approached you or talk too you after a week you knocked at his door he opened it and you barged in
"Katsuki... Why are you avoiding me..?" You said nervously.
He just stood there, Not even looking at you. You gripped his collar shirt.
"Katsuki please..... JUST TELL ME!" You shouted holding back your tears.
"YOU DIED Y/N!" He gritted his teeth "HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO FUCKING FEEL?!" He clenched his fist.
"Katsuki...." You hold his cheeks making him look at you "But I'm here... I'm alive I won't leave you" You smiled softly he then looked at you while he had tears streaming down on his face, He hugged you tightly "I'm here okay..?" You patted his back gently while kissing his shoulder.
You always come to his room all the time comforting him and staying by his side. You thought It'll now be fine since katsuki has finally come back to his old self or so you thought.
After a few months you noticed how Katsuki would always come to his room late. He doesn't even talk to you more than he usually does, he doesn't kiss you anymore, he wasn't sweet like he was before and he never ever said 'I love you' to you anymore. You panicked while waiting for him to go back to his room. You were waiting for him but it feels odd for him to be like this. It makes your heart ache so much that you want to cry. Suddenly the door opened and you looked and it was katsuki but he didn't greet you nor hugged you he just walked straight to his wardrobe changing his clothes.
It's as if you're not there, It's as if you're a nobody to him.
"Katsuki.." You spoke lowly.
"What?" He said coldly, You gulped and approached him.
"W-why are you like this?" You questioned looking at his back, He didn't even look at you he's still changing like he didn't hear what you've said.
"Answer me katsuki." You said sternly, He walked past you but you grabbed his wrist he then slapped your hand away from him.
You both just stood there.... him not facing you while you looked at the floor, You were shocked you didn't expect that he'll do that to you.
"SO YOU'RE AVOIDING ME!" You shouted and looked at him, You now know that he's absolutely avoiding you.
"WHY KATSUKI WHY ARE YOU AVOIDING ME?!" You breathe heavily, You approached him closely, you reached your hand to hold his cheeks but suddenly he looked away as if he didn't want you to touch him, But still you held his cheek and forced him to look at you, But suddenly he pushed you making you fall on the floor.
"I DON'T LOVE YOU ANYMORE!" You froze the fact that he didn't let you touch him and him saying that he didn't love you anymore made your heart ache even more, 'No that's impossible right? Katsuki doesn't love you anymore? He might be stressed or something' You stood up trembling.
"That's not true right?" You said in a shaky voice, 'Say it's not true say that this is just a joke-'
"I don't love you anymore." He looked at you deadpan on the face.
"W-what? w-WHY! WE'RE OKAY RIGHT..? KATSUKI?" You quavered.
"I can't feel it anymore." He looked down on the floor "I tried y/n... I tried really hard to bring it up again but it won't work, I don't love you anymore." He said.
You don't know how to feel anymore... Anger? sadness? pain? fear?
"Let's break up y/n.." He said seriously. "It's better this way."
"W-what..? B-break up..? You said shakily
Both of you went silent for a while.
"B-but what if I don't want to?" You looked at him, He then looked at you a little annoyed.
"Then I'll stay away from you." He said sternly.
Your clenched fist and slapped him, Making him stumble a little.
"WHAT THE FUCK KATSUKI! I LOVE YOU ACCEPTED YOU GIVE MY ALL TO YOU" You screamed while tears streaming down on your cheeks.
"NOW YOU'RE HERE TELLING ME YOU DON'T LOVE ME... DON'T YOU FEEL ANYTHING? A LITTLE!?" He looked at you.
"I ALREADY TOLD YOU I DON'T FEEL ANYTHING ANYMORE!" He argued. "I TRIED Y/N I TRIED BUT IT WON'T FUCKING COME BACK!"
"I'M FUCKING SORRY BUT I DON'T FUCKING LOVE YOU ANYMORE SO LET'S BREAK UP IF WE CONTINUED THIS OUR RELATIONSHIP WILL JUST BE A MESS!" He clicked his tongue.
You can't say anything back, you just feel pain, anger and sadness. You walked out of his room running towards your dorm. You closed the door and fell on the floor sobbing.
'This has to be a mistake right? He said he loves me.....Forever.....'
You imagine your future with him, both of you becoming pro heroes together, Being married, building a home together, having kids, And both of you being happy for the rest of your life. But all of that was just dreams and imaginations. It's like watching all of it break like a glass scattered that can't be put back again.
After the break up thing, The whole class knew that you broke up. Kirishima will come and comfort you all the time checking you if you're okay Todoroki, Midoriya and the others as well but not all the time unlike kirishima.
Neither of you and Katsuki talked. You would glance at him from time to time, Sometimes you would wish that he'd come knocking at your door saying that he's sorry and he'll come back to you... But he didn't and he never will.
For a few weeks you noticed him and uraraka are getting along pretty well. You watch them eat together, Train together and even smile together. Then kirishima knocks on your door saying that katsuki and uraraka are officially together. You just smiled and said 'That's great! Congrats to them' Then you closed the door. You can tell Kirishima was worried but you wanted to be alone so you cried all night.
'You might love her now but you love me first'
'You'd say you'll never hurt/leave me'...
But here you are watching them together, You and Katsuki weren't meant to be you thought... He found the one that'll make him happy forever and that's uraraka. Your heart clenched again, The memories of you two were fun and beautiful you didn't regret every single moment of it. It was simple but full of genuine love and happiness and it was just pure love.
But not all of it can be forever tho.... It'll take time, hardships and pain before you find the one that will love you forever that will love you for eternity even if both of you are tired you two will still love each other and you want that kind of love but katsuki wasn't the one for you.
You looked away and smiled sadly. ‘It's okay y/n as long as katsuki is happy then that's fine for me…’
Kirishima noticed you and sat beside you.
"y/n..." He said you looked at him and he smiled gently.
"I know it hurts, But you have to move on." He placed his hands on your shoulders.
You noticed that Katsuki and Uraraka left.
You looked at kirishima "I'm trying kiri.." You said while smiling at him softly.
"y/n I have something to tell you.." Kirishima said in a serious tone.
You tilted your head. "What is it..?" You said curiously.
"Ever since you and I became close I've liked you.." He took off his hand on your shoulder and fidgeted his fingers. "I too was sad when you and bakugou became official.... But I thought ``As long as you're happy then that's fine for me" He looked at you gently, Your eyes widened a little.
"Then when you two broke up I was happy... But then I saw you crying in pain, It hurt me. I don't want you to be like that." He gestures his hands around.
"I know this is sudden but will you let me enter your world..? Let me take care of every inch of you... It doesn't matter if you have mistakes and you're not perfect" He said nervously. "Not all people are perfect after all, I will accept you the REAL you." He looked at you sincerely.
Kirishima is always there for you. He sees your best and your worst just like katsuki but kirishima and him have differences he's not katsuki he's far more different from him, You trusted kirishima fully you're comfortable with him and he understands you much more. So why not try it..? You know it's scary but Love is like that. You'll always feel pain and confusion before you'll meet the real one that'll love you truly and forever... You looked at him and smiled softly.
"Alright." You said, He looked at you, still unsure whether it's true or not, And you can feel it. You held his hand.
"Kirishima I said Alright, I know you don't believe me but if I'm still unsure I won't be like this right..?" He looked at you, You were blushing and your e/c were glowing. So Pretty he thought.
He held your cheeks caressing it softly and carefully, You closed your eyes.
'It was warm and gentle' You murmur.
"I'll take care of you and love you forever y/n" You slowly opened your eyes and looked at him. He was looking at you gently and calmly which made your heart flutter.
"Okay.." You said while tears streaming down on your face he whipped it and cupped your cheeks.
"I know this is not the right time to say this but..." He puts his forehead softly against your forehead, both of you closed your eyes, You can feel his breath and so does he.
"I love you y/n" He said sweetly, You blushed and smiled a little.
"I love you too." You calmly said.
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"When you love someone, not all of them last forever, You will face hardships, Pain, And sadness. But through out of those hardships you will learn something new, Something endearing and you'll meet someone who will accept all of your flaws and will truly love you forever."
