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help, soft bois have taken over my heart

need to get me a soft boi that won’t break my heart

someone help

I think about jumping in front of the train every morning on my way to class. I stand over the yellow line and just think about stepping forward. As the train comes, I often close my eyes and imagine it hitting me. For a second, I feel calm. Almost happy. Until I have to open my eyes again and continue with the day like everything’s perfectly okay.

“Maybe tomorrow”, I say to myself. Maybe tomorrow.

dispone

i prefer to distance myself whenever i’m in a bad mood because i’ll become the most heartless person you’ll ever meet.

neuroweird-werewolf

one of my symptoms I hate most is that I “want” to hurt. I “want” to be in the worst situations possible. I “want” to sabotage myself. That means it’s in my impulsive plans, when I’m actually in the situation it’s not something I want at all. but I desire it as if it’s something good. and I don’t get why I have that.

mythinland

i don’t think people understand how much self hate someone has to feel to deny a basic human need as eating

cutedatesuggestions

cute date idea: i come over to your place and we watch all your favorite movies that i’ve never seen before. we snuggle under your favorite blanket, time kinda stops for a while. i feel so surrounded by everything that is you. things are good.

hipster

going from “today is a good day” to “i hate my life” takes me approximately 2.6 seconds

imsoofuckingsad-deactivated2018

it’s like i always say: fuck

relatableavpd

I absolutely hate not being able to tell if something is a genuine sign of rejection or just my Shit Brain™ banging pots and pans together and screaming ‘IT’S OVER THEY HATE YOU’