ғᴏʟɪᴇ ᴀ̀ ᴅᴇᴜx.

[talesofnorth]

They know that I’m unstable.

[titansdaughter]

“He was inducing seizures. He was encouraging them. The blackouts. The lost time. It was strategic, it was planned.” “You would only see a seizure response in a brain afflicted with photosensitive epilepsy.” “Or afflicted by something just as damaging. Like encephalitis.”

[wordsnquotes]

How does one kill fear, I wonder? How do you shoot a spectre through the heart, slash off its spectral head, take it by its spectral throat?

Conrad, Joseph. Lord Jim. (via wordsnquotes)

[instcbility]

╳  ▌ deusbitch.

          extrapolate, reconstruct, project -- auditory senses are dulled, dim, the ambient noises of his circulatory system imparting an organic hum. the definable boundaries ( meager as they are ) betwixt identities ( his & who he hunts ) amalgamate, & individuality is forgotten in lieu of the decriminalization process. interruption is dangerous, & it is an outside force that commits the aforementioned; he comes to with the transgression of soiled hands & withering organs & poetic epitaphs still suffusing the outer margins of his vision, breath akin to the rattling of a loose window in an old haunted house.

          ‘   ...this is a crime scene.                         you CAN’T be here.   ‘

[instcbility]

╳  ▌ mercuriial.

     clarity filters out ichor riddled vision ( d e l u s i o n a l ),      & tonality that denotes his preference for the RECLUSE      sifts forth in distasteful haste; it is reflexive, terse, a      builtin mechanism to ward off outside forces ( the      result of a man torn asunder by aforementioned forces ).

     ‘   --- the door was closed for a reason.   ‘

[instcbility]

ADELOES.

* &. instcbility. )

                        ❛     don’t you think you’re treading in DANGEROUS waters?    ❜ 

     ‘   is that supposed to be your clever way of THREATENING me?   ‘

[instcbility]

╳  ▌ ofbirdsong.

     a hand raises to apply pressure; cranium pulsating,      world spinning. oversensitivity, inflammation, losing      minutes / seconds / hours. feeling nauseous,      feeling dissociated.

    ‘   — do you have any aspirin?   ‘

[instcbility]

╳  ▌ drxmeda.

     ‘   --- when overwhelmed by events, god often doesn’t know how to play out the scene & so he leaves his actors to improvise which, ineptly, they do. it begs the question of whether or not he actually ENJOYS the anarchy.  ‘

[instcbility]

╳  ▌ bloodtraiitor.

          ‘   --- while your idea is relatively sound in THEORY,                      i’m fairly certain aspects of it would go wrong in PRACTICE.   ‘

[instcbility]

╳  ▌ talktorickgrimes.

     ‘   --- i’ll manage on my own.   ‘

[instcbility]

╳  ▌ combatsituation.

     ‘    --- you make it sound as if it’s RATIONAL.   ‘

[instcbility]

╳  ▌ phobiis.

     a drag of air is drawn within nasal bridge & withering lungs      ( d y s f u n c t i o n a l ); forts are raised in opposition, a      reflexive action to rally against prying. mandible locks      wherein acerbity sways the disturbed -- the promise of      insight into a unique mind ( s u i  g e n e r i s ). 

     ‘   if you’re looking to  e v a l u a t e  me, you’re wasting your time.   ‘

[angstmemes]

ʟᴇᴛ ᴍᴇ ɪɴ...

[instcbility]

{ ｂａｓｉｃｓ }

> Name: will graham. > Age: 34. > Species: human.

{ ｂｏｌｄ   ｗｈａｔ   ａｐｐｌｉｅｓ }

drinker smoker done/does drugs knows what a broken heart feels like has committed a crime suffers a physical disability suffers a mental disorder has experienced severe trauma

{ ｄｅｔａｉｌｓ }

> Biggest fear: loss of identity; becoming. > Recurring nightmare: too many to list ( their victims; my victims ). > Something you miss: sanity ( but you never really had it anyways ). > Biggest regret: not being able to save them, to save her ( a b i g a i l ). > Pressure point: psyche; empathy. > A secret: killing makes me feel powerful.

{ ｐｉｃｋ   ｏｎｅ }

fire or water mother or father  to hurt or be hurt eerie or gory unrequited love or no love

[instcbility]

i... had to put my dog down this morning, so i’m not going to be around today. need some time to myself. i’ll get those starters & replies up starting tomorrow. thanks for being patient with me, guys. really appreciate it.

[instcbility]

starter call.

[museandme]

[instcbility]

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     ‘   stupidity, like virtue, is its own reward.   ‘