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21 (under 18 dni), shblr dni

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obligatory intro post

- 21, AN-R

- 5’2, 92 lbs

- not new to tumblr/3dblr lol but this is the first time i’ve made a blog in like half a year ever since getting sussed

- i’m strict about this part because i don’t want to get t*rmed again: if you’re not an ed blog, and it’s not clear that you’re okay with this side of tumblr, i’m going to block you. if that’s not clear based off of your blog but you still want to interact, i’m okay with that - just message me to clarify and i won’t block you!

- reblog my posts all u want, just don’t add ed related tags pls!

- i dont promote anything. this shit sucks ass, please literally please reach out for help when you’re ready

- my dms are always open for anything! you can quite literally message me anything you want, i love it when people talk 2 me :)

- DNI: any kind of -phobic, creeps, shblr, under 16

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sry for being mega inactive besties i’ve been on twt 💔

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mutualssss follow my twt @/int3rnetb4d !!! i’m way more active on there since i worry less about getting sussed :’)

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still trying to clean my stupid room and it’s messier than when i started 😭😭 send help

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good morning edblr nation i hate everything

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trying to clean my gross room rn. it is not going well

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new bcs tho 🫶

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y’all i swear i am SO BAD at being active on here i’m sorryyyyyy :( i’m gonna get better at it i swear

updates though: weight is at 94 which is … okay! definitely could be lower but i guess i’m not mad at it, however my eating habits have been … not good at all ughhhh i keep binging at night 😭 usually on low cal snacks though so i don’t go over my daily limit but it’s so bad i need to fix that

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i never weighed myself after my binges bc i was too scared 😭 but i did today and we’re back at 94 thank the fucking lord bc i could not have handled being 95+

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eating is back on track finally and stomach is flat again. we’re literally so fucking back

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can someone clarify what high and low res mean because i get so confused 😭 i feel like everyone defines them differently

in my head: low res = literal low restriction. like you’re restricting yourself less so more calories. and high res = higher restriction so less cals.

idk like … that makes sense to me but people often seem to use them the other way around so am i just stupid

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I CANNOT STOP BINGING IDK WBATS WRONG WITH ME !!! i truly don’t know where this is coming from. it hasn’t been this bad in months !!! 😭

too scared to weigh myself bc i don’t even wanna know how much weight i’ve gained in like less than two weeks but i just know it’s bad bc my jeans no longer fit loose on my thighs. and that’s a big problem

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ate so much i feel like i’m gonna puke again ‼️ when will i stop doing this to myself ‼️

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kinda binged like crazy these past couple days ugh i reallyyy need to get that under control before i gain like 5 lbs 💔

just when i thought i’d escaped extreme hunger too ☹️

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i’m literally so mad too bc it’s finallyyyyyy getting warm where i live and i’ve been in the low 90s for literal months and JUST NOW i decide to gain weight ??? right before skirts and shorts season ??? like uhhhh absolutely not. i will not let that happen bc i’d be so mad at myself bc that literally just means i did all that work for nothing LOL

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kinda binged like crazy these past couple days ugh i reallyyy need to get that under control before i gain like 5 lbs 💔

just when i thought i’d escaped extreme hunger too ☹️

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in other news look at this skirt i made tho !! i’m obsessed

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i gained 2 lbs