YOU THINK THAT YOU CREATE THE WAVES

BUT I CREATE YOU

[intangiblevampire]

[ENTER CONFESSIONAL…]

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// Terminally diagnosed with Anne Rice Vampire syndrome. AKA I'm not listing why I am this way, you can figure it out through my disjointed narrative just like I had to.//

// Mostly a collection of visuals I like. Goth + Industrial bands, generally whatever music expresses the weird shit I'm on at the moment. Lot of IWTV + Hannibal. Expect blood, violent and erotic themes, but nothing too explicit! //

// 18+, Not extremely nsfw but I don't want any minors engaging considering my blog content and things I sometimes discuss/reblog!! //

// 21, He/Him ('It' or 'That thing' also work honestly.) GOTH!!! //

// Please feel free to send asks or DM!! I love talking about my interests and I'm always down to make new mutuals!! //

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[YOU HAVE NOT BEEN ABSOLVED…]

[throatoftheworld]

Hiding Place in the Woods by Moki Mioke

[a-state-of-bliss]

Jean Paul Gaultier Fall/Wint 2009

[requiem-on-water]

"The Soul's Journey" (2025) by Chiharu Shiota | Ph: Charles Roussel

[fashion-runways]

ROBERT WUN Couture Fall/Winter 2027 pls help me get out of debt donating to: ko-fi.com/fashionrunways or dinahlance-shop.fourthwall.com

[narcissiste]

“Costume Art” exhibit at the MET.

From top left clockwise: Thom Browne, Jean Paul Gaultier, Thom Browne, Olivier Theyskens.

[davelawrencephoto]

Circa 1997 or so. Add Raymond, and you have the Glory Days right there, friends.

[knifeforsale]

SATURDAY NIGHT SPECIAL | LISTING

[deadontheweb3]

[intangiblevampire]

Do any other trans people forget or seem to underestimate how much they pass?

Especially when my hair is longer, I tend to assume most people think I'm a woman. Today I got called Sir by the waitress, then I went into the women's bathroom and a woman walked in, walked out apologetically and then saw the sign and walked back in even MORE appologetically. It was so fucking funny but I felt kinda bad for her too. 😭😭

I was talking to my girlfriend about it and she said she didn't assume that until I told her. She assumed I was gnc in some kinda way but she couldn't tell I wasn't AMAB, and that was pre T which is insanely surprising to me. Also like, the amount of times I've mentioned something very offhandedly, assuming everyone already figured I was trans, only for them to work it out on the spot and then I'm like oh shit I didn't even realise I just outed myself. LMAO.

I think part of me tries to convince myself it's delusional and cringe to believe I pass as a protective measure, because it makes the dysphoria less distressing. But I can't remember the last time I got misgendered that wasn't in a game where my username includes part of my dead name, and that doesn't bother me at all.

[doyouhearfootsteps]

[tree-whispering]

04.20.25

I met an angel

[intangiblevampire]

I experienced and resolved so many random issues (WITHOUT LOSING MY SHIT!!) today. I feel like even a year ago I would've likely let that shit derail my mood all day. I really have improved at so much recently. I am very impressed with myself.

[intangiblevampire]

Internet discourse politics are a great example of what happens when a large sum of the population were told they're supposed to find/make inferences in written work to be a good reader, but never taught how to make them or think them through.

So instead people jump to the assumption they feel most comfortable or familiar with, assuming this is somehow equal to reading between the lines in a logical manner.

[ametoraeye]

[kitajgorod]

[intangiblevampire]

DUUUDE I just woke up from a nap. Can someone explain to me why my past reoccurring terrifying dream experience is, like, basically how people describe sleep paralysis, but inside the dream.

I can barely move, barely speak, the harder I try the worse it gets. Usually I'm trying to call for help and nobody is there, or it happens when someone is trying to talk to me. 99% of the time they do not take it seriously and don't seem to notice how much I'm struggling. Freaky, dude.