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thought about quitting music so much for a while now. industry is corrupt, the passion is so lost, its all about money now, the art of it feels so sold. the care for music is so linear and its hard to find people who reallllyyyyyyy give a actual fuck about this shit. but… quitting would be cheap and easy. my momma believes in me so i gotta lock tf in.

i wanna drop this project but i honestly feel so shitty if i do. with wtf happened in rafah and still going on, I just wanna fucking do more to spread awareness and do something. i dont get how people can just sit and talk about this superbowl and other small insignificant shit…. people are suffering rn. fucking suffering. i hate this so much and seeing how this is barely being spoken about!!! wtf.

so i just got set up i guess for a show on the 2nd…. :0 WTFFFF THIS IS ABSOLUTELY CRAZYYY

IT DRIVES ME EVERYYY FUCKINGN DAYYYYY!!!!! i have all these amazing creative minds and artist around me and I JUST CANT HOLD IN MY EXCITEMENT AND DRIVEE! like i cant even put into words the amount of energy that pushes my soul each day with this stuff. it stops me from truly getting sleep, from thinking about tomorrow, it keeps me up dreaming and wondering how big and far can i take this. the hard work and the struggle and the energy and the pain that comes with it only wants me to push harder for this. i can only feel something bigger than me coming.

i feel like im in the verge of something so fucking extraordinary and life changing and it makes my entire brain and stomach scramble and its exciting and terrifying. its like something ive been working up towards is finally working.

im so tired of all the fucking stupid shit these states are passing. each time i hear something about some state its about them passing some homophobic transphobic stupid ass law. honestly the u s of ass can lick the bottom of my shoe

#tw vent

baby,

oh baby,

why cant you see

that this world

was

made

for us

to

burn.

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internetbasketcase-0

i hate needles

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while im sitting on my bathroom floor I always seem to find myself with these big dreams growing each time. from *thinking* about me being on a stage, to dreaming about flying state to state performing, then even GOING COUNTRY to country, walking down runways, being on big screens. being able to have my star in the sky twinkle for others, bring inspiration and joy and woe of mind. big city dreaming is scary but it makes the journey much more enjoyable and exciting.

anyway, dropping new music like a ghoul 🧟‍♂️

#$4L $hine for life 🏂