COMING TO YOU LIVE

Uncertainty is as good a way as any to kill a story.

[intervieweird]

NOW HE WAS A RUINED THING //  THERE IS NO WRONG! THERE IS ONLY DESPERATION!

[jerseyclown]

jerking off isnt working anymore i need to drink human blood

[eyeballworld]

“You stay in your room, not eating, not reading, hardly moving. You watch the basin. The bookcase. Your knees. Your eyes in the cracked mirror. The cup. The light switch.

You listen to street sounds. To the dripping faucet on the landing. To the noises your neighbor makes; clearing his throat, having a coughing fit, his kettle whistling. You follow on the ceiling the winding line of a thin crack. A flies pointless wanderings. The perhaps calculable progression of shadows.

You’re 25 years old, you have 29 teeth, three shirts and eight socks, 500 francs a month to live on, a few books you no longer read, a few records you no longer listen to. You don't want to remember anything else. You sit, and all you want is to wait; just wait until there’s nothing more to wait for.”

— The man who sleeps; Un homme qui dort (1974)

[nosleeptbh]

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[eternvlsound]

[thewave]

Relics of the old world✨

Source

[jca-archive]

Akiyoshi Terashima, from Photographers Index 1 (1985)

[internetbynight]

[lenglingwork]

Single cover “Credit” for Tony Yoru © 2022

[fuzzyghost]

[derangedrhythms]

The things I want, I want with you.

Sarah Kane, Complete Plays; from ‘Crave’ (via derangedrhythms)

[intervieweird]

EMOTIONAL BAGGAGE

bold whatever  applies  to  your  muse.   italicize the  things  that  only  somewhat apply / are verse dependent.   REPOST ,   DON’T  REBLOG.

been cheated on  |  been bullied  |  had your heart broken  |  broken someone’s heart  | told a horrible lie  |  been betrayed  |  been framed / set-up  | stolen something of value |  overdosed on drugs  |  been drunk |  cheated  |  bullied | been publicly humiliated  |   punched someone in the face |  been beaten up  |  broken a bone  |  been admitted to a hospital  | put someone in the hospital  | had a near - death experience  | been drugged  |  done drugs  |  smoked  |  been arrested |  been homeless |  been forced to commit a crime  | died and came back to life  |  kissed someone you weren’t attracted to  | bled severely  | killed someone  | been forced to kill someone  | had an attempt on your life |  made an attempt on your own life  |  lost someone  | loved someone  |  watched a loved one die  | failed to save / help a loved one | felt helpless |  watched your world die / disappear |  had your life’s work stolen /  destroyed

gone without food for over three days  | gone without sleep for over three days  | been tortured / questioned  |  been shot | been stabbed  |  been poisoned  |  been held prisoner | been trapped |  been buried alive  |  been held hostage  | held someone hostage  | been stuck in a different world / universe / time  |  been abused by someone who should have loved / appreciated / valued you | had a panic attack  |  had night terrors  |  been in a car accident  |  lost your job  | lost a fight |  had sex with a stranger |  been divorced  |  been abandoned  |  passed out from pain | cried yourself to sleep  |  spent a whole day in bed  | hurt yourself | taken your anger out on yourself |  taken your anger out on someone you love  | been used | been manipulated |  felt used  | manipulated someone else |  had your memories / mind wiped / stolen or tampered with  |  been taken over by a hostile force  | been terrified |  played a cruel game on someone  | been forced to smile  | felt too many things at once |  laughed when you felt like crying  | been in denial  | been denied  | faced your demons

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Tagging: take it!

[servoisnaked]

monorail sunset 6.21.22

[fuzzyghost]

[medullam]

Style Wars, dir. Tony Silver [NYC, 1983]

[totally-sapphic-posts]

Oh to be kissed until I can barely think a single coherent thought

[2othcentury]

Des Moines, Iowa, June 25, 1983 © Bettmann