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This is officially my last post on here. I'm not deleting the blog, but it just holds way too many memories and I just can't post here anymore. If I could delete the blog or make edits to it I would, but I am unable to login from my laptop and I don't have access to my email associated with this account. I've been making all these posts with my phone. It's been an interesting six years. I may start over with another intimate blog soon but goodbye for now.
You may never truly get over him but you won't feel this way forever, I promise. It will get better. Time heals all wounds.
Thank you
I see all these quotes about love and relationships and heartbreak, etc etc, I see all the posts that tell you you'll move on in due time and find someone that treats you better... But what if you already had one of the best? He didn't see it but with him it was home. He treated me the way he was supposed to. I loved him more than I ever loved anyone else. He loved me too, but recently I found out he didn't love me "the same way right now." It's been nearly ten months since I've seen his face and I can't describe what I feel. It's a mix of emotions. Deep deep down I still love him with all of my heart. And if he comes back, which is highly unlikely, he's welcome with open arms. Since the breakup I've fought with him, trying to change his mind, but when he told me he didn't love me the same way I gave up. I know that if I ever talk to him again it'll only lead to heartbreak. I've tried getting back into church. Also into dating. I pray a lot more than I used to. I'm trying to make sense of things. But something always brings my thoughts back to him. I want to move on. I want to find someone else and forget him. I don't want to love him anymore. But the sad part is I'm not strong enough. When I go on dates and get to know other men I don't even talk about Zack anymore and being scared of getting that close again but they still run. I don't know what it is. They either want sex, or they take me out a couple times and I never hear from them again. And I do still love him. I still believe he's my soulmate. It's not fair that it's nearly ten months into this breakup and I'm laying here crying while I'm typing this out and he's probably sound asleep. It's not fair that it got to the point of me physically getting sick and stressed, having to leave my job and go to the hospital for almost a week. I thought I was doing okay. Not so much anymore. I have to believe everything will be okay though. Those of you that are still here and still reading, thank you. I'm sorry for being whiny.
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