The Sleepless Fear

Eternal watcher, ephemeral observer. Silent chaos, deafening serenity.

[suribot]

[ghdos-blog]

The two smartest men on the planet.

[nicolrene-deactivated20130906]

Just one of those posts you can’t not reblog.

[forecastiel]

This is unreal

[growningupgeek]

Smart guys.

[hyomies]

When people say my OTP isn't real.

[oh-captain-my-captain-jack]

Rule #1 of shipping: Always reblog this. 

Accurate.

[cincylibraryteen]

When I see a crush but realize I don’t like them like that anymore

[lsunnyc-deactivated20191124]

can we take a moment to just think about how incredibly scary magical healing is in-context?

You get your insides ripped open but your friend waves his hands and your flesh just pulls back together, agony and evisceration pulling back to a ‘kinda hurts’ level of pain and you’re physically whole, with the 100% expectation that you’ll get back up and keep fighting whatever it was that struck you down the first time.

You break your arm after falling somewhere and after you’re healed instead of looking for ‘another way around’ everybody just looks at you and goes “okay try again”.

You’ve been fighting for hours, you’re hungry, thirsty, bleeding, crying from exhaustion, and a hand-wave happens and only two of those things go away. you’re still hungry, you’re still weak from thirst, but the handwave means you have ‘no excuse’ to stop.

You act out aggressively maybe punch a wall or gnash your teeth or hit your head on something and it’s hand-waved because it’s ‘such a small injury you probably can’t even feel it anymore’ but the point was that you felt it at all?

Your pain literally means nothing because as long as you’re not bleeding you’re not injured, right? Here drink this potion and who cares about the emotional exhaustion of that butchered village, why are you so reserved in camp don’t you think it’s fun retelling that time you fell through a burning building and with a hand-wave you got back up again and ran out with those two kids and their dog? 

Older warriors who get a shiver around magic-users not because of the whole ‘fireball’ thing but the ‘I don’t know what a normal pain tolerance is anymore’ effect of too much healing. Permanent paralysis and loss of sensation in limbs is pretty much a given in the later years of any fighter’s life. Did I have a stroke or did the mage just heal too hard and now this side of my face doesn’t work? No i’m not dead from the dragon’s claws but I can’t even bend my torso anymore because of how the scar tissue grew out of me like a vine.

Magical healing is great and keeps casualties down.

But man.

That stuff is scary.

[somethingdnd]

shit just got creepy

[celynbrum]

Or maybe magical healing doesn’t leave scars or damage. It is magical, after all.

So after years of fighting, your skin is still perfect. Unmarred. In fact, you’re actually in better shape than regular people who don’t get magical healing when they fall out of trees or walk into doors or cut themselves while cooking dinner. You’re in such good shape that it’s unnatural.

And the really good healing magic takes away more than just the obvious injuries. You first start noticing it after about ten years when you go home and haha, you look the same age as your younger sibling, that’s funny.

Not so funny ten years later when they look older. Or forty years later, when you bury them still looking like you did at twenty. When do you retire from this gig anyway? How much damage is too much damage?

How many times do you glimpse the afterlife, or worse, how many times don’t you? What do you live through, get used to, show no outward sign of except a perfectly healthy body, too perfect for any person living a real life.

How many times are you sitting in a tavern with your friends and you hear the whispers, because the people around you know. How can they not know? Your weapons shine with enchantments and your armour is better than the best money can buy and there is not a damn scar on you. You hardly seem human to them.

How long before you hardly seem human to yourself?

And you find yourself struggling to remember the places where the scars should have been, phantom pains that wake you screaming, touching all the old injuries and finding nothing there. It’s all in your head. Was it ever anywhere else?

How long before you’re fighting a lich or a vampire or some other undead monster and you wonder…

…what makes me so different?

[lsunnyc-deactivated20191124]

Here we go someone who GETS IT.

[ze-dominant-demon]

Holy hell… Never really thought about it like that…

[soriennailliam-deactivated20160]

HOLY MOTHER OF…

*wants this to be cannon somehow*

[bhryn-art]

yessss

[flametotheinferno]

Reasons why Aster has so many scars…

[ask-zyra-thecuriousflower]

(( YES so I’ve hit 7k. That’s sort of an odd number to reach but I’m feeling mighty generous and I have some time so here are the prizes for this giveaway! FIRST PRIZE - A full drawing of two characters (simple background) SECOND PRIZE - Coloured sketch of a character THIRD PRIZE - A league character designed to fit in highschool AU (chibi style) Rules -Likes and Reblogs only! -You don’t need to be following me (but smooches if you were) -For drawings, League characters only since this is a league blog. Characters can be OCs but they must have been made to fit into the Leagueverse -No giveaway blogs -Feel free to reblog as much as you want but please be considerate! -Not gonna do NSFW drawings sorry! Edit: ENDS ON 1ST MAY  ———— Okay now I will take a moment just to say a really really huge thank you to everyone’s support. You have made my time here extremely pleasant and I’m so grateful to have people call me their inspiration or that I make them laugh through my comics etc. You honestly have no idea how much it means to me. This blog means the world to me and you can clearly see how much I’ve improved from four years ago since I’ve started this blog. No seriously, just look at my first drawing of Zyra and have hope that you can improve too (and probably quicker than me haha). I hope I can continue this blog as long as I can! You guys can expect many exciting updates since I have a lot of ideas for the story of Zyra on this blog : )  A huge thank you to everyone who’s commissioned, donated and pledged to me on Patreon too. You’ve made my time freelancing a lot easier and I hope I can continue to do good work for you! Anyway before I ramble on anymore just a final THANK YOU to all the beautiful people I’ve met here. Stay beautiful. Risu out! ———————————————————————— Patreon ¦ Commissions ¦ Donate ¦ Instagram ¦ Twitter ¦ Facebook   ))

[phuijl]

when the heart of the card responds to your trust just right

[phuijl]

#does this make kaiba kuzco #is kaiba gonna build kaibaland on top of Yugi’s gameshop

#can we turn kaiba into a llama

[yami-no-merwt]

PLEASE CAN WE HAVE BAKURA AND MALIK AS YZMA AND KRONK?

[phuijl]

#does kaiba dress in drag??

i hate you all

[plusonefolloweryes]

THIS JUST GETS BETTER AND BETTER. All I need is Grandpa as the guy who breaks Kaiba’s groove.

[phuijl]

“You threw off my groove!”

“I’m sorry, but you’ve thrown off the CEO’s groove.”

[ask-the-infiltrators]

What’s next… Bakura becoming a cat?

[phuijl]

#omg would Marik’s shoulder devil be Yami Marik?

“Don’t listen to that guy. He’s trying to lead you down the path of righteousness.”

“I’m gonna lead you down the path that rocks!”

[strangewill97]

What would that make Joey???

[phuijl]

#Rebecca should be the wife 

#Ok Ok but Kuriboh would totally be the little squirrel >w> 

“Kurikurikuri??”

“No nonONONONONONO-”

“KURIK URIRIRHR!?”

[katyanoctis]

THIS KEEPS GETTING BETTER OMFG

[8bitmickey]

Ok just go ahead and redraw the movie scene by scene

[skarmorysilver]

So, would the jaguars be Beast-type monsters or Dragon-types?

[phuijl]

  # The Big 5 turning into animals

“Get them!”

“Hey, I’ve been turned into a penguin. Can I go home?”

“You’re excused.”

[papprica]

Fire Emblem Fates Miiverse drawings from some weeks back! Totally didn’t realize I never uploaded them here. 💦

[gifbro]

[spazzified]

Why is he eating spaghetti out of a McDonald’s thingy

[imsoshive]

Cause the McDonalds in the Philippines have spaghetti

[blkstrwbrry]

why was that so smooth

[cocoanobutter]

The wink though

[ch0ice]

What you mean McDonald’s got Spaghetti 😱

[mysicklybravepurpose]

oh and hes a cutie too.

[funny-and-clever-url-deactivate]

MCDONALDS IN THE PHILIPPINES GOT FREAKING SPAGHETTI?

[illvminatis-deactivated20171125]

THE WINK help me

[amberjane9]

this post is a mess

[innerwreck]

[cinequeer]

[vladtoly]

Please be patient with those who have anxiety

They say sorry a lot because they’re genuinely afraid they’ve insulted you somehow

They ask if they’re annoying because they genuinely think they’ve somehow annoyed you

They say things are ‘awkward’ because they can be uncomfortable in any situation, no matter who with, they don’t mean to personally hurt you

They cry because sometimes people and situations are too much, not because they’re looking for attention

They don’t text you a lot because they’re clingy, it’s because if you don’t reply, they think they’ve done something wrong

They can be set off by little things, so don’t say they’re overreacting when they panic

Please be patient with those who have anxiety

They only mean the best

[funoftheday]

You don’t say.

[a-spoon-is-born]

[veterancommander]

Winning a match with 1 hp be like

[did-you-know]

You can get your face 3D-printed as a Lego head. Funky3DFaces uses your photographs to create a custom-made, sandstone version of your head that fits all Lego mini-figure bodies. 

Source

[aisuro]

[sixpenceee]

Child of Rage: A documentary about a young girl who was sexually abused when she was a year old. She has a desire to murder her entire family and carries out numerous disturbing tasks. 

The Scariest Drug in the World: Scopolamine is a drug that when taken keeps a person coherent but makes them open to follow commands. It’s been used to make people steal, as a rape drug and a way to humiliate people. It’s known as a “chemical hypnosis”. This film documents people’s experience with it.

Demonic Possession and Exorcism: The footage you are about to witness contains highly disturbing material. 

An Interview with a Cannibal: An interview with a man named, Issei Sagawa who committed a pretty horrific crime. He butchered and raped a young Dutch women because he wanted to absorb her “energy”. He spent 3 days consuming her flesh. 

The Bridge: A film on the Golden Gate Bridge, which captures the number of suicides. Many describe it as a powerful documentary, that leaves a lasting impression.

High on Crack Street: Shows just how badly crack ruins lives.  A great portrayal of the harsh, dark side of drugs. 

Aokigahara/Suicide Forest: A geologist walks through the forest and shows us what he sees. Definitly contains some depressing material.

Atomic Wounds: The effect of a nuclear weapon on a mass number of people. It’s disheartening, it’s horrifying, but it’s reality. 

Just Melvin, Just Evil: A documentary about a tormented family who suffered from sexual abuse and substance abuse because of one man. It leaves you wondering how can one man be so destructive?

Earthlings: One of the most intense documentaries made about animal abuse. Footage contains graphic material. 

Feel free to add to this list :)

[freakxwannaxbe]

That scene in Mulan where all the ancestors are arguing about whose fault it was that Mulan ran off to join the army except with all the Force ghosts arguing about Ben Solo.

This is the greatest thing I have ever drawn I am so proud

[use-the-force-rey-deactivated20]

I love that Obi Wan is the sassy ghost lol