the labyrinth

Hi. I'm Ella. 19, dutch, bored, scarred and i really like bon iver and john green and i suck at descriptions so yeah.

[introextrovert]

no mather what your race, age, gender or sexuality , mental ilnesses are a serious matter and you deserve the help you need and you shouldn't EVER let someone tell you otherwise

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[diptong]

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[daddyfuckedme]

by sterility

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sometimes I kiss people I shouldn’t kiss and let them unbutton my jeans sometimes I leave English class without asking and walk in angular circles until I can hear the blood rushing under my skin sometimes I run until I can’t breathe sometimes I sit in the rain sometimes I sleep for six hours in the middle of the day sometimes I drive too fast and listen to my music so loud that it hurts sometimes I drink until everything goes black and I don’t remember talking about you all night (even though I do) sometimes I cry about books and about people who died hundreds of years ago sometimes I don’t cry even though I want to more than anything sometimes I ignore the people I love sometimes I hold myself to keep everything in because you are not here to do it sometimes I think I’m alive sometimes I think I probably never will be

(via porn4smartgirls)

Woah.

(via heartacheandrage)

[theyfoundusrunning]

At 15, I should have lost myself in reading and music, not the deep, dark depths of mental illness.

Things I’m realising at 18. (via theyfoundusrunning)

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[con-ceal]

They’re not in your life anymore, stop thinking about them.

things I need to remember  (via im-sad-lets-have-sex)

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[staypozitive]

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[ambermozo]

This photo set makes you feel something

[smutno-mi-czasem-wiesz]

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[birkinangel]

[shouldnt]

I have childhood memories that I’m not 100% sure if they actually happened or if I dreamed them

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